posted Tue, 05/19/2015 - 11:20
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Is there a link someone can send me to help me understand depression and how it may or may not be related to what we do here
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Could be the tren, or blood pressure or sleep apnea. It's likely not E2 this early in the stage.
What are you running right now?
cut stack 200.. test p/ tren a/ mast eod. For 4 weeks. Its a kick start to the long ester 150 test e/100 mast/ 100 tren e. I started week 2 on long ester 1cc sun and thurs. This last sunday u bumped up to 1.5 ccc.wil do the same thurs. Then 2cc twice a week start sunday for next 6 weeks. adding winny last 4 weeks. Honestly man im not seeing the results i worked all fucking year for..gotta big cruise 4th july weekend and im not gonna hit my goal. I dont have the energy to get in the damn cardio i need. After i workout. I have so much shit going on that im just im the gym goomg through the motions.. and im angry when im there.. and sad at night. . Guys lifes crazy. 3 weeks ago i was shining. So thats why i was wondering if its the cycle magnifying my problems or is it all in my head
My guess here, and that depends if you were feeling good before you started this, is the TREN. It can put you in the gutter pretty quickly. You can be great on tren one run and then in the toilet the next. My guess is that is what's happening here. You need to get bloods done and see where your thyroid levels are.
Tren is the only psycho-active aas there is. It can really do a number on you. It also kills your cardio.
Bloods will tell you a lot. Besides that, my suggestion would be to dump the stack, specifically the tren, and maybe just go with some test (maybe mast) and go from there. None of this is worth some 4th of July cruise. You can look amazing with some test and a killer diet. Seriously, dump the tren.
I second this. With tren you really have to constantly remind yourself it is in your system. You cannot trust your emotions or actions on tren, you have to kind of do a self check in every situation and literally ask yourself (what would I normally do versus what I want to do now). My own experience with tren is it makes me much more emotional, and with that the highs and lows of whatever emotion is also amplified.
Yeah i was better than great before this cycle. Crazy thing is its not my first go with tren, but it the craziest. Im man enough to say i was crying like a little girl in my garage last night. just feeling unsatisfied. thanks for all you guys advice and helping me out when i really need it.. its not like i can call my dad or ask my wife their opinion on what im pinning and the effects. Im still a Newby here but i appreciate the brotherhood
I drive around and almost break down 4-5 times per day right now. I have been struggling with what I want to say to my son when he ships out for boot camp here in a couple weeks. I have tried to talk to my wife and a couple other close friend but I can barely make it through the first few words before I start choking up. I am so proud of him yet fearful of what may await, I am regretful that I didn't do more with him when he was younger. That time is gone now (here we go , eyes welling up, lol)
So you see my friend, you are not alone in how you feel. Many of us experience the same shit with tren.
x10 could not be said better
Thanks bro, I was wondering if I worded it in a way people could understand.
hey brother man ... are you just researching or you needing help ? not judging just asking
Im actually down dude. nothing scary but im down on myself. and im never ever down amd out and exhausted.. just Wondering if certain oils could maybe enhance it. Got lots of shit going on at the household and playing dad is getting overwhelming. The gym is my sanctuary.
http://www.amazon.com/The-Power-Kabbalah-Principles-Fulfillment/dp/14596...
This book helped me out tremendously. Get a damn blood test.
life is hard no doubt about that trust me.. everyday life can just take a toll on a person, but look at the things around you that your thankful for your kids.... you have a roof over your head... food on the table ... everyone gets down bro, but its how they pick themselves up when there down what defines a man or woman. A very Very smart lady said ...... if you can better your self each day doesn't have to be big it can be something small your better than you was yesterday. what are you currently running lets start there and dosages
There is no link that I can provide but from my experience with it is I have vitamine d deficient so the winters I get really bad to the point that I don't want to breathe air. I came off a cycle in November and the right thin to do was get my estrogen levels tested because high estrogen can Be a contributer to depression. I dealt with a pregnant woman “wife” before and after baby and dude she was Jekyll and Hyde for a very long time to the point I couldn't deal with her and reading more upon it a woman's levels don't regulate for a few months afterward. Their estrogen levels become much higher and their progesterone levels plummet creating a major imbalance. So depression can be hormonal and I advise against using steroids if you have any type of mental disorder. I actually hate the word disorder because I feel majority of us suffer from these mental states. I have found eastern philosophies and music such as beta, delta and bineural wave sounds assist in meditations. Western medicines really hurt us with all their side effects. I've even read that the foods we eat can secrete hormones in the pituitary gland. Of coarse synthetic drugs even alcohol can contribute to this.
http://www.laweekly.com/news/ayahuasca-can-change-your-life-as-long-as-y...
Here's something interesting
That sounds awesome Simon. I have great interest in DMT. I real all the Carlos Castaneda books when I was in my early twenties, learned a ton about different Shamanic practices.
Pm me if you'd like to see how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Only if you're offering a stack of both the blue and red pills.
Favorite movie but I don't know a better analogy when referencing the subject