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Thinking about stopping the tren cycle

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This tren cycle is getting to my head, I been taking underdosed tren, and I got overdosed tren waiting for me.
Today we lost a game of rugby because of my teammate is a idiot. Gave em the worst mean mug but in my head I wanted to knock em out. I love the gains/ strength but ....fuck... My head is not in the right place. Like I go off on people . I'm self righteous / over confident / overly extreme . And today my problem with losing amplified , and it's only been a week. Almost feel like a fucking gorilla just ready to jump anyone to achieve the smallest goal , like winning a practice game. Anyways I apologize to anyone I raged on here , jus know that my head is upside down. And I been in a bad place. If anyone has advice on how to handle tren better I'm all ears. I been checking my blood presurre and its been good. I even dropped the things that gave me the bloat like slin

gsleepy's picture

Welcome back!

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VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

X2... good good advice brother.

XvBeast's picture

thank u brother, but i have already stopped my cycle yesterday... and i started pct today

Darktide's picture

Good for you X being very wise and diligent!!! It is great to have you back and I wish all the health!!!

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

OK guys and gals the temp ban as been removed............. Xv is back lets hope he got his head switched back on .

XvBeast's picture

thanks for letting me back in

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

Get back on the pump bro .. this time do it healthier, you got the size aim for some quality lifestyle now and enjoy life for a change ok man Smile

ChemDawg's picture

It must be pretty bad to request a ban on yourself, it sounds like a lot of conflicting thoughts are going on in his head. I hope all is well, I know most of us are hear to help and learn from each other, so it really didn't make sense to me why he did that.

XvChallenger's picture

yes bro.. i live with the guy.. its not just the cycle its alot of bad shit like trying to come off depression meds and other (private) things that has been going on. his head is all over the place. i guess he is having an emotional cycle, i seen it happen to others but i cant explain it

White Bolt's picture

Alright guys I just want to hop in and say I'm running tren also and I feel just fine, and have experienced zero side effects. Just goes to show one size does not fit all, and just because something makes person A an ignorant asshole, may not have the same effect on person B. Just my two cents.

As we all know, XvBeast is a huge guy, and I'm sure he's running a lot more shit than just tren, and his abuse on these compounds are contributing to his psychological state and it is sad to see. I hope he gets some help, because after all, steroids are a controlled substance and can result in abuse and addiction.

XvChallenger's picture

I heard he got bitch-tits ....LOL

XvBeast's picture

I heard they were lactationg too ..LOOOL

XvChallenger's picture

its ok though.... I heard he was using them to feed his hungry cats..

gatorbits's picture

Wow I hope he is alright !

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gatorbits's picture

ahh shit he got banned
damn what happen I wonder !
ahhh he by request hmmm strange seems like this was an outlet to discuss his issues I hope for the best

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Lordajax's picture

He got banned by his own request so he could get into a better place before he interacts on here. Beast if ur reading this, hang in there brother.

gambit's picture

Thats pretty big of him to self ban. That tells me he is of the mind to get past this. Bro if your reading this come off the tren or cut it back.

God speed!

Lordajax's picture

It shows great maturity in my opinion and is a credit to his character.

gatorbits's picture

you better hop of this shit son
you keep posting more and more
i feel like your posts are gonna go blk as in your in jail from some snapped moment

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GRIMEY's picture

hope u get yourself straight Beast.

I was already reluctant about tren, now im certain, its not for me. Between threads like this and watching what an over anxious friend of mine is doing to himself right now with tren i have zero desire to try it.

Not hating, no doubt t is a great compound for those who need it, are ready for it, and can handle it.

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VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

I have a gut-feeling we may see more of this pretty soon!.. too many young guys trying to run before they can walk imho around here!... I KNOW! I KNOW!.. nobody wants to hear it and everybody thinks THEY know best... i was only thinking the other night about some of the guys on here running HGH, SLIN, BIG STACKS,// with very little self-experience never mind life experience just yet...... basically i just wondererd how many would still be pounding iron at my age (53 in june) and still have a good level of health, or will they be be weekend warriors.. done and dusted by the age of 30 never to enter the hallowed sweat chambers we call gyms ever again........ Hmmmmm ... food for thought ???????

MASSIVE48's picture

Its all in the food.:)

Nitti's picture

Yes it is! All about the food. On a serious note, there's nothing quite like a full dose of reality coming from someone with the level of experience as Vike! Yeah it's nice to have the knowledge and all the research is great. Learn all you can, but the guy that has been in the trenches for 20+ years, using his experience to learn and not just regurgitate a bunch of shit he read, will get my FULL attention over the guy with his stack of files from research. I think Viking is right. We will start seeing a lot more of this kind of stuff with the way things are going. I think it's important for the community to be educated on topics like the use of insulin, and the more dangerous compounds. But seeing all these young guys going all in with zero to minimal experience is fuckin scary!

cry_havoc's picture

I agree fully! Nothing beats old age and treachery not even youth and agility!

+1

MASSIVE48's picture

EXACTLY!^^
Were so lucky to have guys like Viking man its awesome.:)

And hell yeah its scary, thats one of the reasons i havent jumped the gun just yet bro, fuuck that! Dont NEED it.

Nitti's picture

Hmmmmmm ... food for thought??????

Beautiful! Let them do the dishes.

BBB's picture

Smoke some good Weed bro... My bro is on tren like crazy and he smokes right after he works out.. Never seen him snap or anything.. Hes just funny as hell.lol

mjunkie's picture

Definitely in your head bro. The first time i tried tren, everything i did i blamed on the tren until 4 weeks in when i found out my tren was fake. Next time i ran it i did with high test and had some anxiety and i snapped easily but it was controllable, and what i realized then was that all it did was amplify how i was actually feeling at the time. I was feeling anxious and pissed off all the time because of things that were happening in my life at the time, the tren just made it seem more intense. Take some time off and relax bro, and when you're ready you'll come back with a vengeance, good luck.

alloneword's picture

Wow.... Talk about psychosomatic!

Trenabolic's picture

He literally asked for it, guess he couldn't resist the urge to log on. Looks like he needs some time to clear his head.

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MASSIVE48's picture

Is he banned for good or just some time off?

Nitti's picture

Temp

gsleepy's picture

WOW! just when you think you've seen it all... LOL

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cj0cj0's picture

what happen who banned him? ;d

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VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

I did bro..... he asked me to ban him for his own sanity.

gsleepy's picture

WTF! LOL

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gsleepy's picture

AAS Is about improving your life. It sounds like tren is not improving your life. Maybe one day it will but, not today. Let it go

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Trenabolic's picture

It's all in your head bro, don't blame the tren or any other form of AAS. Yes tren can make you be more edgy so to speak but anything you do when on or off is a direct result of who you are now why you are on.

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P's picture

Very well articulated;

" anything you do when on or off is a direct result of who you are"

Nitti's picture

Exactly! I told him if he feels irritable then monitor his blood pressure. Tren isn't going to turn Dr. Banner into the hulk. It's just in his head. But Xv is running all kind if advanced chemicals.

cj0cj0's picture

ya scary when he said he wants to push his body to limits ;d

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Cheatnnature's picture

Very well put! Maturity and intelligence. +1