+ 1 Dealing with disappointment
And turning things into a positive light. Today my prep coach told me I was a little behind for 2 weeks out of my show. He wanted me to compete in a show 5 weeks from now. I've put my all into this prep, dieting, lots of anabolics, I went straight from my offseason cycle to a hard prep cycle. Cardio. Everything. However it was his idea for me to compete to catch a rebound as I was kinda stuck gaining weight. Well my body needs a break. 20 weeks of going from test deca npp dbol straight to prop tren at 700mg a week and mast and var and prepping for the last 10.5 weeks is too much for me and to think about running another 5 weeks on top of that I have to put myself first. For a show that doesn't matter anyway. Now don't get me wrong. I'm fucking hard as nails in person but a lot could be better. So I'm gonna proceed right into my cruise for about 8-10 weeks and then get into my offseason cycle which if you haven't seen is posted I believe in steroid cycles. However it was somewhat of a big letdown as I was lookin forward to competing. Now I just want a break and to be healthy for a bit, lower my doses and relax for a while (not too much relaxing ;) ).
PS Shrap you can compare your final photos to my past set ;) cuz I'm going to have some fucking pizza and enjoy eating for a few weeks before I go back to my offseason diet which u saw 
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disappointment is part of the game bro. Just gotta be 100% the next time around. You gotta look after number 1 first.
I agree fully,for me a set back makes me even more damn determined i have started researching the competition to try to be a step ahead of the game.
juiceinatorDamn right. I'm picking my show 6 months out and slowly gonna prep into that instead of having him say lets do a show in 12 weeks and 2 weeks out say I'm not where I should be. Fuck that lol. I'm ready to make some serious gains now.
Good to hear,sometimes its better to make your own desicions instead of someone planning for you,only you can feel when the time is right and be totally comfortable with your own final desicion especially when it comes to stage work thats a totally different ball game.
juiceinatorExactly. Especially when I had a lot of other things on my mind like moving and finances. Prep was comic first and honestly it shouldn't have been. I wasn't mentally in the right place for it. But I can only see that after looking back on it.
Its all a bit crappy whilst its happening and you feel stressed and bad with yourself but all this will make you a stronger more assured person in the future trust me i have had some bad times in the past you know when you feel like the walls are coming in and youre trapped,feels like it will never end but thank god it does
juiceinator=) it always does and usually better things come out of it
juiceinatorThe moral of my post is sometimes life hands you shit you don't expect. When you feel like you did the best you could and it wasn't good enough fuckin pick yourself up by the empty sack you have (well, ladies I don't know what yall pick yourselves up with) and work that much harder. Every day is a learning experience and disappointment is part of life.
TxBigBoyIt's better to be healthy and happy than sick and miserable. Plus next time around you'll come back twice as prepared and ready to tear shit up! Smart move brother, most people would keep pushing and end up destroying alot of the hard work they put into it. Now come on down brother so we can grab a drink!
juiceinatorSign me up! I'm already puttin weight back on lol fuck this sheyit
TxBigBoyMan I just had something happen to me that hasn't happened in over a year. We are out eating a nice steak and crab cake dinner and I can't finish my plate. I'm about to have to get a to go box, I feel like a little bitch! Wheres my ghrp6 when I need it!
juiceinatorHahahahahhaa that shit aint cool bro u can't not finish that plate. And if you talk shit about what I said on fb I'm gonna e-whoop your ass lol
TxBigBoyLmao! I just saw that. I think I got you by a couple lbs at the moment
But yea thanks bro, means a lot
juiceinatorWhat's your current weight?? Already back to 203 my nig lol
And no doubt like Pac said got nuthin but love for ya. Got more respect for you as a person than damn near anyone else and u know that
TxBigBoyLikewise my friend! It's hard to come by good friends these days. Shit we go together like cocaine and waffles...like peanut butter and ladies...
juiceinatorMmm mmm peanut butter and crack my favorite!!
TxBigBoyWell after I get out of the bathroom here in a minute I might be around 205 lol. I'm loving the tren/prop/winny. Im looking leaner by the day but I'm up 3 lbs in the past week. I think the slin is helping a little with that as well
juiceinatorGive me one week and I'll be 215. I'll take a pic for you and mms it to you so you know it's no bullshit. I weighed 193 yday morning.
TxBigBoyYea but that's no fair cause you have so much water to retain. Don't make me break out that abombs in this biznich! Naw do that though cause it will make me stay on my diet and keep gaining weight.
juiceinatorGo head and break em out lol I'm gonna slin and ghrp6 3x a day for 2 weeks and go get bloodwork while my test levels are fucking tanked.
TxBigBoyHaha naw I'm saving em for a special occasion. Are you trying to get a script?
juiceinatorOf course.
TxBigBoyNice.
Bummer man! But ya its better to be healthy and hit different show.
juiceinatorAt the end of the day.. I work with someone so they don't fuckin tell me a bunch of shit that I look great.
Ahh hell Godlike we are both winners..... but we will have a look-see im sure. You are making right decision. I canceled a photo shoot i was planning to do at my local gym to participate and peek like 4-6 weeks early for this ebc, and much like you it just doesnt make sense financially or emotionally or career wise overall for me to continue to cut past ebc. Plans and priorities always change and its always best to do whats best for your long term goals, and not just blindly do what you originaly "planned"!
juiceinatorCompletely agree bro. Kick ass in that ebc
I'll be fuckin 215 by then lol
lol