I believe what goth say's. A little bit of good bud goes a long way. I almost knocked my coworkers teeth out this morning at work because he took my roll of toilet paper home thinking it was his for some reason, even though I hid it from him. I poop a lot and when I had to go this morning and there was no tp I almost lost it. Well thank god I work at an indoor horticulture store and smoking bud is the norm around my parts so one toke and I was good again. Also I take lexapro when I start feeling emotionally unstable. I find this is the only drug that doesn't make me feel like shit and doesn't ruin my appetite. btw im only doing 400-500 mg of tren E, 750mg test, and 500mg equipoise.

The worst thing about tren is the way it gradually takes a grip on you, and the truth is you dont even realize how bad it is till you come off. After a few days I could just feel the tension leave my body a little more everyday.

Dirty doper lol. I do the same thing only I have to keep it to a minimum otherwise I'll eat the fucking door off the refrigerator. I'm talking a whole block of velvet cheese and a six pack of diet mt dew. Not the best thing for you.

The common thread for most of us is that we all seem to be assholes to a certain extent regardless of what compounds we run. That just comes with the territory of the game we play. Any time you put forth the level of self discipline and dedication this lifestyle requires, there's gonna be a certain level of arrogance and self-centeredness associated. Tren will make you a little quicker on the drawl, can cause nasty mood swings, and can turn you into someone you didn't even know existed. Generally thats hardest on those around us, which unfortunately are usually the ones we love and care about the most. I'm a prick. Always have been. Life as a kid was very unfair and those issues have carried themselves into my adulthood in the form of aggression and anxiety. I stay on Celexa year round. Keeps me level and the anxiety issues to a minimum. Off cycle I take 20mg daily. On cycle, Tren or not, I bump that up to 40mg daily. It's really helped keep things on a much more even keel for me. I rarely have emotional issues while running tren now. That's what works for me. It's taken about three years to find the right medication and dosage to put me in this position. but I think that for anyone running Tren, or any other compound for that matter, maybe that's something worth looking into. It cost me $1 a month for the Celexa. For me, there's really no excuse not to take it.

I've never ran tren before but I've got 3x25ml tren a and 1x25ml tren e sitting in my cupboard for some far off cycle. This thread and a few others make me want to bin it. Is it that bad? I used to be a nob on test alone but I've learnt to deal with it. Is tren the same, can you 'learn' to deal with it?

I don't claim to know everything about tren but I have ran it a couple times. Last year I was going through a similar situation. Cut the dose down and the sides are easier to control. Rite now I'm running 100mg eod and the sides arent as bad.

Cost me my first marriage bro! lost the house and loads of other stuff took me around 5 yrs to get my shit back together,cant just blame the tren it was the whole competition lifestyle for me it just didnt rub being so self centred and egotistic,i had to change when i look back i must have been a fucking nightmare to live with,hardest lesson ever in my life but hopefully i am a better person now.

After being around the show circuit lately again after much debate with suze i have finally decided to compete again! this time will be different has we are both fully emerged into BB and competing,different mindset this time so lets see what the future brings,will be looking to be back in the thick of it early next year.

Get a grasp on what is REALLY important bro... My girl hit the bricks on me last summer during a tren cycle... Now I'm kind of a dick in the first place but had no real grasp at how bad I had actually gotten until I came off

Tren has such a bad reputation its a shame! Cows use it rite up to their death and you never hear them complain their too sweaty, or start fights cause one cow cut the other cow off in the shoot heading for lunch! I agree with 7Gothic regarding how you view things and your perception. To me Tren is like alcohol, too much and your inner voice becomes your outer voice. It gets you acting on things that you are thinking but your societal brain (inhibition) usually keeps you from acting upon! Just like now, you know your not acting rite, use the determination that has got you where you are to control those actions. Personally, when I feel myself getting overly "whatever"(Its jealousy for me) the first thing I do is tell myself to "Shut the fuck up, Its the Tren!" If you don't have anything fucked up going on, the Tren has nothing to exaggerate out of control except you muscles! Good Luck!

I'm running several short-estered compounds right now and Tren is one of them. I don't run any long-estered Tren due to the fact that I cannot "escape" it quickly if I need to.
At any rate, I am literally a time-bomb right now. Almost every day I am in someone's face or looking for a confrontation. Not starting shit----but WISHING someone else would. Road-rage incidents are happening almost daily.
Yesterday was another meltdown, and I MUST get a handle on this RIGHT NOW.
I think the key is to change how you VIEW things----your perception. Until you do that, you're not home free...at least not completely.
I'm not advocating drug use to anyone, but I have found a toke or two of some good bud to be enormously helpful. After yesterday, Grrrl said she is going to keep an emergency joint in her purse.