posted Fri, 03/04/2016 - 02:05
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Today is a new day
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Whatever problems we had yesterday we can try and resolve them today.waiting a day to make decissions always helps
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RustyhookerBelongs in offtopic....
how do I move it..can I
Okay...sorry totally agree
bigmurphRespect brother I've been having my own struggle lately because I ruptured my bicep and they gave me percs and im back on suboxon when I was clean for 4 yrs and im having problems at work because I hurt my arm there and I feel like they are going to let me go because I had to file another workers comp claim to keep it short a mat slipped out from underneath me and I slammed my head on the concrete and have a minor concussion. I hope you don't fall back into the vicious cycle im having cravings like you wouldn't believe because depression is one of my biggest triggers. I appreciate you starting these posts so I can get this off my chest and talk about it because im not one to talk about my shortcomings and you have given me an outlet here to express how I feel. I thank you for providing that.
I am here if you want to pm me and talk anytime.
If you are recovering from your pill addiction why the fuck would you take them from the doc in the 1st place and put yourself right back where you started? I don't drink anymore and get offered drinks all the time I don't take them because I know what would happen if I did.
bigmurphI got pills from my doc because I ruptured my bicep
It hurt im doing fine now not taking any narcotics
Its a little different taking pills like I use to to get high I took the pills because I actually needed them
Ibuprofen 800. You could have relapsed taking any painkillers even if prescribed. Next time ask for the Ibuprofen, works just as good if not better.
bigmurphI switched as soon as the pain was tolerable to tramodol which is a non narcotic and I do now have the 800mg ibuprofen that I use.
I act actually think that the tramodol worked better than the percs because I was on suboxon for almost 2yrs when I originally got clean and buprenorphine causes something called the buprenorphine blockade and it stops opioid medicine from working like it should. Its a real thing there are medical journals on it. Thats why I always recommend to anyone trying to kick any opioid addiction to use it because it makes it so even if they relapse it will never give them that feeling that they are looking for again.
Lighten up bro. It is his cross to bare.
bigmurphNo he should be hard on me he is trying to save my life im sure he has seen just as many people as me die because of a relapse I appreciate you saying that but he is right. I appreciate him jumping on me like that.
It's a terrible burden to bear I know. I watched addiction destroy lives so I get carried away sometimes. I'll settle down.
bigmurphNo brother i have see it and lost good friends you jumping on me like that i appreciate it. Its necessary to remind people sometimes how fast you can take a turn for the worse and relapse is usually when you lose people.
I really do appreciate it mack thanks Im glad you are looking out for me
I hope your days going well Im feeling like shit.Idk,its like people dont like me because im diffrent I word stuff diffrent I,feel like im stupid or something IdK.I wanna go lift tonight.I might do just that
bigmurphYou should go lift tonight brother burn off some if not all of that stress let me ask you brother why do you feel the way you do is it still about the girl or is it everyone around you. You shouldn't Isolate yourself its not healthy find someone at the gym brother that you can workout with and your workout will be better and you can have some sociallizing
I dont drive at the moment iv got a car though.So I would have to walk I dont want the police bothering me and getting little man syndrome n,shooting me.Im gonna take my Hgh mass n go to bed early.Iv got to get used to 5 am wakeup calls anyway mowboy seasons about to start.Idk even here On the board I feel like not as smart as some people and they dont like me because of it.I know im a little punchy but im smarter than people think I just speak a diffrent dialect.Im accually real happy about her bro.Im excited about my gear and cant get calm lol.Iv got a plan and im real anxioux I cant word how I feel but im glad you wrote me on here.Be careful like irish said take otc if you can.Peace bro im eat n chill
Good idea not to drive...u don't wanna get shot for driving on a suspended license. I would walk too....good advice.
bigmurphNo doubt brother Keep in touch. I still think that you might be over thinking that people don't like you and that people think your stupid I haven't seen nor thought either. Take it easy brother
You could get temporarely get disability untill your healed.Try anything a pt job at the gym.Bouncer just dont let it get you down.We gotta keep,fighting Brother Thank u very much
Thank you brother anytime im so glad to know theres a place for guys like us.Lets help one another & not fall into a misery loves company mode.Im on suboxone to its saved my life im I took extra suboxone the last two days.Im prescribed two strips a day but I really wanna take just a half a day.and stock up for days I crave opiates.Did you end up taking the percs? I took a 10mg ER Opana after being on subs for 3 months.I waited untill it was 24 hrs & it still,blocked it.Thank God it did