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Hello guys , hope everyone is ok and enjoying summer, i wish the best to all of you , i love you all as my friends and iron brothers
This last two months i havent loged much..i make this post cause i not want ppl think i vanish i am not like this and there are a lot of guys here i feel as real friends , like i know them in real life
Im not good mentally at all .. is the hardest sumer and period of my life
My litle brother , well 28 now but will always be my little bro for me , is not so lucky in his life .. at 8 years old a car with a drunken man hit him and from accident he got in shock and got autoimune disease called psoriasis wich is dermal and also damage to his imune system
I fight hard for him all my life always trying di the best for him , always sending him to best doctors even if it meant i work 3 jobs and not get shit for me only food always by his side
Life is a bitch and before 43 days his kidneys began to fail... they still not show signs of stopping and he have like 2 months more for this shit to stop or he will have total kidney failure
I wont lie and try play it hard man or something , im no pussy i have been through many shit in my life , i am special forces in my coutry , frogman but i am devastated ...
I not eat i not sleep im fucked in the head and in my heart
Im sory i canot try now to write better english..
I pray to god every day to help and stop this happening to my brother , autoimune problems are fucked up , doctors not even know how it happened
Anyway sory for the drama , but i fell at home here and i wanted to get this off me
If things go to hell i will stop lifting and give him one of my own kidneys
Stay safe brothers and put health above all cause some ppl are not so lucky to enjoy what we take for granted
P.s(1) my brother not smoke , not drink , not do drugs just so you guys know , he has perfect bloodwork , no blood presure problems
P.s(2) sory to all of you guys that have send pms to me asking for training , drug , diet advice , sory for you being ignored but i canot read this now and i canot think to answer you , sory from inside my heart you know dope always there for you guys just not now and not by choice
Respect
Dope
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Damn reading this make me emotional
I love you guys im here for you all
It would be nice if you could log back in sometime Dope and let us all know how you are getting on, even if you aren't lifting anymore it would be great to hear from you and how things went for your brother
I was lookin for ya bud!!! lol
I miss dope. He helped me with diet for the ebc
I hope all is well and thanks for everything. I hope he returns back to eroids
Tutti fruitieI know where he is from and have talked to him via email. Well back in the day I guess. But his country is not doing well at the moment. And hasn't been doing good for years. I pray for my friend a lot. He hasn't responded here or there in years. That is all I know. I hope you are safe somewhere my friend dope.
Damn really Pal, thats not good news. He's one of those people who would have been back on here at some point if everything was well
Did you see Kibby has very sadly passed away?
Kibby passed away ??????
Omg i cant believe this
Omg im very sad now :((((
Sorry you have just found out mate, yes unfortunately it is true. He is very sorely missed by a lot of us on here
Wtf …. I have no words
RIP my brother Kibby i cant fkin believe it :(
Tutti fruitieA strong one he is. He will be back I'm sure of it and if not then we meet in Valhalla
Thoughts and prayers going out to you, your brother and your family
6 months ago my sister went overseas, when she came home her husband and kid were sick, they went to the dr and they were all prescribed particular anti biotics, she started feeling better day 4 so she stopped taking them. ( partner and kid finished course)
Day 8 she was in a coma, day 9 they amputated both legs and one arm, day 12 her heart is failing she gets put on emergency heart transplant list, day 21 they find a heart, say 21 after 6 hours of heart surgery she died. 32yo.
I know your greif brother.
Hang in there.
Its hard not to hate the world.
Good luck.
so sorry to hear that man that’s crazy, what happened it was some virus?
Smoke and prayers sent from me to you and your family.
MightyMatt812Dam bro sorry to hear that. I sure hope he gets better. Stay strong bro
I'll keep you and your family in my prayers brother Dope!
I’m sorry buddy. I will pray for you and your family.
Dope your compassion for your brother is overwhelming. My thoughts and prayers go out to both of you. Life can be a little biased sometimes. Your dedication will always bring out the best in him. I wish everyone had your compassion when it comes to family. Please send him our regards.
Dope, keep us updated with your brothers status. We’re all here for you !!!
I am sorry Dope I wish there was something that I could do or say to help with the pain. We are here for you if you need us.
Really puts a lot of things into perspective. When we may be upset or think we’re struggling with something we should think back to true and real struggles like this, and realize how lucky we are.
Sorry Dope. It sucks to see truly bad things happen to such good people. I hope you get thru it. And god damn you are a good man. I hope if I ever fell ill or was truly struggling like your brother, that the people in my life are half as good as you.
I hope things get better. I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts.
I don’t know what to say. I just wish I could change things for your family. Life can be hard. Stay strong. We’re all here for you.
Thank you all from inside my heart
Will answer each and everyone of you in a bit i just come home from 15 hours work and 6 hours hospital
Is mean a lot your support to me , i love you guys
Respect
Dope
I haven’t been on here in awhile ether due to some hard times but I’m through them now and I hope your brother pulls through his or is doing better now as this is an older post. Hope everything turns out well!
Anything changed today at all buddy?
These are the downsides of life. We are all passing through this Earth, helping a brother is the reason to keep fighting. God looks at us from above, You'll be rewarded. Good luck, brother.
I’m sorry to hear this
Whatever it takes for loves one brother
Im going with my friend August 20th to hospital he will be giving his kidney to his sister
You’re real hero in my eyes you give the most valuable part to the loves one I am speechless here no words can explain my feelings only thing I can say is wish you and your family the best of luck god bless
Sorry to hear of this trying time for you. Hope everything works out for the best for you and your family.
I'm sorry to hear this, brother. I can relate on some of these, someone very close to me carries 2 autoimmune conditions and one of them is known to affect the renal system. I think it's more difficult to see someone you love very I'll than it is to be the ill one. Reading what you're going through is emotional and I feel very deeply for you.
It is easy to make judgements on dialysis patients, it's often due to their neglect that they are in that situation. The most heart breaking patients are the ones such as your brother.
We've never talked but send me a friend request if you ever need to talk about it. I dont want to say I know what you're going though, because I dont, but in some ways I can relate. Stay safe and healthy, brother.
Life most of the time seems to take more than it gives bro, Keep your head up you will make it through the other side.
You being a Special Forces vet, you know better than most, know matter how impossible it seems you can and will make it to the light at the end.
TronI have gathered strength and support here on eroids a couple times over the years and I talk to members on here that (even though it's an online relationship).. these people matter to me and from personal experience I know I matter to them... We care about each other's well being.. it's not being "soft" or being a "pussy" admitting you have feelings and are sad and need support.. in fact it's the Intelligent approach to healing.. you recognize something is wrong so you fix it with the help of others who have genuine empathy for you and your situation... If you want to chat via PM send me a FR. I can tell you what all I've been through throughout my 7 years here on the site.. and If you just need to vent about your situation... I'm here to help.
Pm getting sent tomorrow brother. Hope you haven't vanished before hand again
TronI'll explain my reason for my vanishing in our PM's my friend... Looking forward to talking to you.. it's truly been a while..
This is all too sad, and I'm so sorry to hear it. Life is not always fair, and many are afflicted. I learned the hard way not to take things for granted; which I often did.
All i can say is my prayers are with you, and i hope all goes well for both of you.
Dope my brother so sorry to hear this. I know already how tough it is for you to just be you in your country. I am praying for you and your brother. If you need anything you know how to reach me. Here or via other ways. We gotcha brother
Prayers Dope keep your head bro
DobermannStay strong bro God has a plan for everyone.
Sending you my prayers.
PcushionBrother so sorry your going through this. You were the first person I spoke to on Eroids and to see you having to deal with this is heartbreaking. Your brother and family are in my prayers.
Much love, Pcushion
Prayer sent your way brother.
Pwhore_tilum66Sorry to read this .. you have to be strong .and i wich you will post good news soon
I'm really sorry to hear this my friend. It's always the good guy's that get shat on from a mile high.
The one good thing your brother has going for him is you, I couldn't image a better man to have beside him. Your a great brother and God forbid the worst but you do what you have to do.
I wish the pair of you the best, my thoughts will be with you.
Sorry to hear this brother. But don’t ever apologize for venting on here. You’re amongst friends!
Good for you to vent brother. We are all family here. Keep your faith and be strong. You will prevail through these hard times.
So sorry to hear this my friend. It’s not much but I’m always here if you want to rant or just chat. I’m praying for your brother and that things turn around for him. He has you though and your strength and love will shine though whatever the future may bring. You and your brother are in my thoughts.
jayiskSorry to hear what you have been going through. Its a long time you have been taking care of your brother. And he is lucky to have you by his side. That is what family should do for each other.
It is actually good to cry and let your emotions out. Nothing tough or being a pussy if you do. It means you have a heart and care.
Unfortunately bad things happen to good people and life really sucks at times.
Try to do your best to take care of yourself..,sleeping and eating. Dont need you getting sick.
Take care Brother!
I’m sorry brother Dope, nothing matters more than family. You’ve gone out of your way to help so many on here including me, I know when you do good, good things come back to you. I think your brother will find a way to recover surrounded by so much support.
Much love and respect my brother
I'm extremely sorry to hear this mate, I truly feel very sorry for both you and him. Its heartbreaking to read that and I know that you mean every word you say if you had to choose between bodybuilding and his life you would choose to help him. That in itself just shows what a great character you have. Just try and stay the strong guy that you are and don't just assume the worst - things can often completely change out of the blue but in the meantime try and put it to the back of your mind and enjoy his company as much as you can and spend as much time together as possible
Come in here and vent all you need to bro.... yah we are all a bunch of food eating, weight pumping gear head alpha males, but when one in the group is trouble, the rest of us will pick you up and carry you onwards!....your focus is on your family now, go and be the big brother you’ve always been......we will all be here for you brother Dope
Bro hug
No-homo
Much Love and prayers from me to you both Dope.
Hope it works out for both of you.