Ashemed of something I just did....
So I'm a waiter in an Italian resturant, I'm Italian don't know if there's any waiters here, but let tall it can be fucking brutal been working in restaurants for 6 years, I'm gonna admit I smoke a little weed , just to hungrier and as muscle relaxant, but tonight I did something I'm regreting, my coworker from Naples a place in italy were everybody fucking crazy, anyways came in with some snow white, and did 2 lines, can't go to bed, took me an hour toeat my cicken wouldn't go down, know I can't sleep, feel like shit actually not how I remembered did 1 time like 2 years ago, I'm gonna finish my pct in 5 days, did my first npc show and got 3rd, so proud then, but I feel like thorowing 6 years of hard work in the dumpster, wanted to do another npc show may 11, going to start prep on january, never again I'm going to do shit, can't sleep, can't sit down to overwhalmed, shit down my frout, it's 1.12 am, my girl is inbed sleeping don't know anything, me I'm thinking that if I wanna go one day to pro ( ifbb) I'm gonna after stop weed which I know I addicted to, defenetly no more snow white, stats just to let know, 5,7. 184. Body fat. 3.8 this is 4 weeks ago for show, know probably 5, still looking good but so,ashemed right know, can somebody e
Help me with sleep , I have some dormicum, can I take with this shit in my sistem, thanks for understang didn't who to talk to, I'll go to my bros on eroids.. Thanks guys just what youre opinion on this shit.... I have 7 cycle under my belt......
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what you did does not define you, what you choose to do is more important
Cleyon^^^ This is why I don't do drugs. You'll be OK once you come down, just remember this next time you're tempted to snort something.
ThunderLighttake time to come back
4EVER-POWERgood luck, have faith
If you need to talk you can pm me. send a fr and I will accept. Ive sponsored a handfull of people.
AnonYou'll be fine after you come down and get some sleep. Your mind is racing and youre focusing on negatives.
good point
56tooLOL, it sounds obvious you're jack,d.Hey bro, we ALL fuck up, some worse than others. What u have to ask yourself when you come down is which road do u want to take, weigh the pros and cons of each and decide then move on. Dont beat yourself up brother, just move on.
Yep...if its coke you'll live...just ride it out and never do it again. Your mind is playing tricks on you and making you manic and anxious...no need to think about Titus. Just remember it'll go away and you'll be back to normal in short order. Looks like u have some goals, no need to throw them away or beat yourself up because of a tiny detour. If u have any house cleaning to catch up on this might be great time to do it...J/K
activity theraphy
In bed right, wide awake, but I can feel it wearing off its 2.41 , wanna go to sleep but I'm just awake....
That's good...so u know u you will be ok. Keep staying calm, there will eventually be a light at the end the tunnel and u will be able to rest.
Feeling like craig titus......
Super jacked..... Not a happy ending to that story.....
Lol chill out bro.. but no lie craig titus was jacked!!!
Man does nobody on tonight.....
Snow white do you mean meth or coke???
if its yayo you can still sleep on it... just give it a few hours to wear off then your good to go. ALso you may get hungry when you come down.
if its meth then you are fucked lol
Fuck shodnt have done it never wrote so much on my iPad, don't generally write shit wish we could talk,in person that's what I need write know, its1,53 am and fuck no way a sleep....
Coke, man didn't wanna say it so openly I'm that ashemed........
It's okay bro we all make mistakes. Or as I like to say, experiment once or twice. Enjoy life, don't sweat the little things. Do not make it a habit or you have a problem.
Thanks ya will do just going to ride out.....