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+ 6 Test / Tren / EQ Cycle.....RIP AEROK1025---PLEASE READ!!!

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I just started a very strong 16 week Test/Tren/EQ cycle. I am using ##'s gear, and I'll be sharing my progress throughout the cycle. I can't wait to see how much of a transformation I can make out of this cycle. Hope to get some encouragements/suggestions from you guys.

I'm thinking of adding HGH/Censored/Peptides for my next cycle. I have tried a few different bulking cycles before, but it seems like I can never get that "muscle monster" look. I would like to blast my upper body and have that extreme bodybuilder mass on me - if this cycle doesn't transform my body too much, I'll definitely be looking into HGH.

Thank you for reading and look forward to see what you guys post!

Week 0 Stats

5'7"
181.0 lbs
14% BF

Cycle Info

TestE 250mg /EOD
TrenE 200mg /EOD
EQ 200mg /EOD
w. AIs as needed

EDIT:

THE GENTLEMAN WHO POSTED THIS BLOG IS DEAD......

READ THE COMMENTS BELOW...START AT THE BEGINNING--ALL THE WAY DOWN, AND READ THEM.
FINISH WITH THE LAST COMMENT.
THIS IS WHY I TRY TO TELL YOU GUYS TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING.
See link below.
http://dailytrojan.com/2011/11/29/dennis-cho-a-proactive-ally-in-the-gre...

PapaPumps's picture

rip

kevdawg's picture

I count my blessings every day and hope people give me accurate responses to questions I have about gear. His Tren E eod at 200 mgs, fuck that's a heavy cycle. I wish I could of helped some how, but the brother wanted to get big to fast. RIP. This gave me the chills...

Big-O's picture

wow thats crazy i was thinking of running the same cycle with some differences now im second guessing the cycle

markymark's picture

Very sad.....rip brother

Marbull Head's picture

Agreed!!!

irishshaners's picture

Truly sad. My question, though ungodly amounts of juice does anyone know if the death is a result of obvious steroid abuse? Also why would anyone from this site write to his friends or family? I'm not judging you or saying its a horrible thing. Consideration aside though does it not kind of put this site and suppliers who is obviously mentioned on blast????? That veing said , Horrible things like this happen all the time and for what? All a muscular body is going to do is give you a big casket if you go over board. Truly truly sorry for his family and am thankful I read this article.

Heathen's picture

Uhm maybe you should pay closer attention. There were 2 reasons for writing. One was to find out what the fuck actually happened. If his death were in fact related to the cycle he put himself on. Then let us learn from his mistake so others avoid the same fate. Reason #2, if the cycle was to blame for his death. Then provide information to his family on what happened to their loved one. If someone close to you overdosed on something but you had no idea what exactly they were doing or why, and someone else had a written diary of information. Would you not want that information? Like dude wrote why he was doing such a heavy cycle and exactly what the fuck he was taking. Maybe his family has no idea why he was even using gear in the first place. That information could perhaps help explain this guys actions to a family that might not have a clue. Last but not least, where did you read any mention of the name of this blog or suppliers in the email I wrote?

Theresultsarein's picture

So sad... Too young...

Heathen's picture

Well I have written to two people who appeared to be real life friends of Dennis. One was the girl Katherine in the picture of the news article. Strangely I have received no response what so ever from either of the two people I attempted contacting. Find that kind of strange. Someone wrote me in regards to a friend who passed away I would doubtfully ignore them. Pretty sure I worded myself in a respectful manner??? Since we have no idea what actually happened to Dennis. Let us all agree what may have "POSSIBLY" happened to Dennis. Some feel this was not that heavy of a cycle. I strongly disagree, especially considering the TREN. Do the math on the EOD dosage and add up the half life accumulation after perhaps 10 days of such a cycle. If you are not alarmed by such high numbers, then we obviously see very differently. Hopefully we agree that what we are tinkering with gear wise is not childs play and could easily be the end game. Below is a copy of what I wrote to both people. I am not going to bother them anymore......*****

I am writing in regards to your friend Dennis Cho. I belong to a blog/forum group that exchanges information and experiences with workouts and supplements. Dennis was part of this blog group at the time of his death. I am attempting to locate someone who was close with Dennis and perhaps in contact with his family. I do not wish to reveal too much information immediately in regards to privacy and respect for Dennis. From what I have learned it appears you were very close with Dennis. So I will begin by sharing this information. Basically Dennis had posted in a forum that he was doing some things that many of us feel put his health and life at jeopardy. Many people advised him against what he was doing (including one person who ironically advised him he must not want to live long). None of us knew Dennis in real life (he was well liked on our site) and therefore we are unaware of what actually caused Dennis's death. I would like to find out if his regimen he posted on our site was to blame. If so we can use this information to hopefully help prevent others from making a similar tragic mistake. Also if the practices he posted are to blame we may have information his family does not. There for perhaps helping provide some closure to the Cho family. Sorry to bother you but I feel this to be important for many people, including Dennis. If you can help with this matter it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you and sorry for your loss. Dennis sounded like a great guy.

RonMexico's picture

That is a very thoughtful and well written letter. You have done more than most anyone else would do, the ball is in their court.

Th3rdWorldBarny's picture

no offense to you, but if it was my good friend, i would not reply to that letter. i would think it would be a little brash to tell someone that "Many people advised him against what he was doing (including one person who ironically advised him he must not want to live long)..." I think that would certainly make me angry... I don't know, but it would definitely not make me respond.

Heathen's picture

You could be right about that. Did not realize that could come across insensitive to someone very close to him. For whatever reason though, they never wrote back. Just strange because if you wrote me saying you had information on a very close dead friend. Pissed off or not. I'd write you back and want to find out what you knew.

RonMexico's picture

The more I think about it, I would think that they must have known what happened. If he was admitted to the hospital and bloods were drawn it wouldnt take a genius to put 2+2 together. I'm thinking CVA or MI if I had to guess.

Heathen's picture

That's what I figure as well. They know enough that they have no desire to find out more. Sad story. Dude tries to build himself up stronger and better and end ups dead.

Cyrus the Virus's picture

wow. R.I.P. I wish i had something wise and thoughtful to say. all i can do is sit back and be moved and humbled by this read. very sad and a great lesson to be learned.

Heathen's picture

This thread made me want to search out the facts and truth. If there is a lesson to be learned from a person dying, one would be smart to learn such lesson. But as LiftHardFeelGood stated, the lesson has not been spelled out. For all we know Dennis got hit by a bus crossing a street. Did his use of gear have any involvement? I believe I have tracked down a friend of Dennis on facebook. Waiting for a response as to how close of a friend this person is and if they are even willing to speak with me. Fact is we here on eroids may have missing information that might help bring closure to Cho's family. Hopefully I am not starting something I will regret with this search for the truth. It does appear from my research that Dennis was active in the gay community. Now I am not going to speculate as to his horrible disease. Perhaps Dennis was bitten by a tick and contacted Lyme's disease. I will post more info when and if I have any. Anyone actually know this guy in real life?

Pelon's picture

Keep us posted

Ivory555's picture

Muscle Dysmorphia, bigorexia or whatever you want to call it is a real disease. I'm not a Doc but thats what it looks like to me. Regardless, it's very sad, RIP Brother.

IrishLifter2012's picture

These kind of things are always sad and depressing...RIP man.. sleep well. these stories always bring back memories, take the famous Zyzz for exmaple..he was 22 too aswell I think and hes death was of a heart attack, but alot say his constant usage had something to do with it,

This is the kind of things that keeps me away from the juice and only makes me learn as much as I can about it first.

Nitti's picture

I just read all of this for the first time. Damn, thats horrible. He mentioned a recent diagnosis of a horrible disease. Does anyone know what it was? Did the gear have something to do with his passing? I can't tell by the posts if he critiqued his dose or if he ran those insane amounts of test and tren. I'm sincerely curious. Does anyone know?
P.S.... Randy841, thats the most disrespectful, assinine thing i've ever heard. That kid didn't deserve that. What are you even doing here if you feel that way? What a douchebag!

randy841's picture

Anyone who abuses steroids/drugs deserves their fate.

Generation nothingness wants everything overnight!

runningman123's picture

GFY

avgcac's picture

says the guy registered on a steroid research forum

Heathen's picture

Best luck to you asshole

vocor's picture

by all account he was a good bro.
The lesson is what's important here: KNOW what can drop you dead, and STAY AWAY unless you are a professional or under medical supervision.

I think you are in the wrong place if you thought you were writing something prophetic here.

diablomeister's picture

RIP Sorry to hear about this. I wonder what his disease was that me mentioned in one of his posts. Wonder if that is what cut his life short.

LiftHardFeelGood's picture

@vocor- I agree with you; an awful loss. But as far as a lesson...has that been quite spelled out yet?

The article linked says cause of death was no revealed due to patient confidentiality laws..standard protocol for the immediate time after death. But has there been any updates at all, as to the direct cause of death? for all we know, this could be an entirely unrelated coincidence.

Anyway you look at it, these are the hardest things to hear about. Just want to make sure no false conclusions are drawn..that's not helpful either. RIP

vocor's picture

You make a good point . . . we'll probably never know for sure due to family confidentiality.
BUT . . . the story is posted here for the reason that if you read all the posts, you get the idea that this young man 1) achieved great gains but still wasn't happy, 2) was actually considering insulin, 3) was young, and therefore by our/my own experience at that age, was probably willing to take risks.
Doesn't matter. Bro is dead and buried. He was by his posts, a good bro. Shame to lose life so young. So much promise unfulfilled.

LiftHardFeelGood's picture

You also make an excellent point as well..especially with 1)
-it is a perfect illustration of everything that's wrong in america and what we perceive as 'good looking'..and actually equate that blown up skewed perception as HAPPINESS. Too many ppl get into juicing because they aren't happy with themselves overall and think something as simple as 'changing physique' as the answer/solution. These ppl will soon realize after all the juice that they are still that same unhappy person inside, regardless of what their body looks like.
A MSG TO ANYONE THINKING OF DOING GEAR SOLELY BECAUSE THEY ARE UNHAPPY WITH THEMSELVES OR DEPRESSED: Getting 'big' or ripped is NOT going to solve your underlying mental problems or any chemical imbalances in the brain. That shit needs to handled or solved in a completely different way.
Sorry to get slightly off track here..but I believe it does apply. And props to you vocor for pointing that out. I'd rep ya if I could ;)

vocor's picture

A damn shame. I feel for the family. A life with so much more to give.
Thankful to read the lesson. Be smart. Use discretion. You are supposed to be improving your life/looks/feelings not losing your health.
Thankful for the folks that keep it real here. You can go to other sites and folks are actually pushing shit like insulin. Pathetic.
Be smart. Be safe. Know your body. Stay healthy and alive because the next wake up is the next great opportunity in life.

geardup's picture

Sorry to everyone who knew him, he seemed like a great and knowledgeable person. R.I.P. Bro

roly420's picture

what a damn shame. this guy has reached goals that most of us will never reach, and he was only 21. wow. reminds me of a good friend that past away a couple years ago. he started using gear real young(17) and we would always tell him to be careful. his response was...
..."die young, leave a nice corpse" (its on my Bio.)
he must of said this a million times!
in a regular thursday night out on south beach, he was shot dead. tragic. makes you think. he was a little crazy when he partied. like he almost knew he was going to die. he had it all, great career, tons of women, great physical appearance, friends & family that loved him. No, the gear didnt directly kill him, but it did indirectly. growing up he was a twig, like myself, but it really bothered him. this was the reason he juiced so young. his additude changed as his appearance did. reckless.he was 23 years old. he would of been 32 now. i though roids were too dangerous until 3 years ago that i got into researching. i swear to you, every time i prick myself, he comes to mind...
everytime!
my point is, BE CAREFUL! do your research, listen to people that have been through this, wait until you are old enough and mentally ready for steroids. i dont mean 18 years old and living on your own. you dont know what life has in store for you. at this age, life is just starting. i know people that are in their 30's and are still not ready for steroids. come on guys, this is why roids have such a bad name.

love you homie,
RIP

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1sttimer's picture

This is a tragic story with lessons for us all I’m sure. Personally I feel grateful that I found this site and can’t even express how much I appreciate the advice given to me by the guys on here and in particular Tread. I aint sucking up for brownie points either it’s just the way I feel.

renorob's picture

I was reading in his post that he caught some sort of horrible disease 6 months ago , and that he had lost alot of weight and gained some fat . What was this horrible disease ? It wasn't the common flu . He even said in his post . He wasn't going to mess with insulin . I can't say for sure ! But maybe this horrible disease had somthing to do with it ?

renorob's picture

It is very horrible . I read the link about him . I lost a brother a few years ago . He died at a very young age . It's somthing that never get over . My parents have never been the same .I feel very sorry for his family.

biggdogg45's picture

i too am sorry to hear you lost a brother bub..i also lost my brother and my father a year apart..i could go into it more but dont wanna depress anyone ...just letting you know your not alone in your sorrow bub...just stay strong.

renorob's picture

Thank you ! I've been reading more about Dennis . Very liked guy . Lots of friends . He was a part of organazation that helped alot of people .

EBSNW1's picture

This is extremely tragic. However, there is something we can learn from this.

Do not listen to "bro-science" and people who claim to have to have heard or read some info somewhere. Listen to people who KNOW what they are talking about, and are able to back their advice/statements up by explaining you the science behind compounds and how they affect your body.

Listen to people who have achieved something themselves and that have enough cycle experience in order to give you educated, and most importantly, logical advice.

Obviously this doesn't really apply to this person, as he had enough people helping him. I am just amazed at how much misinformation I read on here sometimes. Of course it is close to impossible to know everything, but there are some people here that really really know what the deal is and will give great advice.

It has been mentioned many times, but slin is absolutely nothing to be messed with. When I take it, I monitor my blood sugar constantly. Not even I am crazy enough to stack it with IGF-1, but thats a different story.

I can only hope this won't be another case that revs up the media to recommence their "steroids are the devil" campaigns. But let me just say that his dosages were quite high, and EOD pinning on long ester compounds just isn't a good idea.

Nevertheless, we will probably never find out what exactly was the cause of his death, whether it was the steroids, the slin (which he supposedly decided against taking), or something else entirely. Maybe he had a genetic predisposition that was triggered by the steroids somehow.

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scoobydoo's picture

I don't mean to sound disrespectful but,If this happened to me,I would want my picture removed.I would not want my family or friends seeing my picture and reading what I wrote.I would not want them hypothesizing why I died if cause of death was unknown.

7gothic's picture

If his "family or friends" are members of eroids, then there are bigger issues to talk about. If one of them has a problem with speculation, then I'm sure they'll be more than willing to come on and set things straight. Apparently, at least one friend has been here already and actually made comments themselves.
Personally, I would think anyone who cares would want this posted so that some other inexperienced person could maybe avoid the same thing.