Bigger doses than those of trt can cause health problems like the body making excess fat around your heart causing stress on your heart which will give you heart problems later. That is one example my doc has told me.

lol see how i was polite to you and you come back with this, classic little man syndrome. I tell the guy whats really going on and disprove you stupid "200mgs EW IS NOT TRT" theory backed up by bloodwork. You couldnt offer the guy any adivice due to your limited knowledge and actually believed 250mgs of test ew could produce 3600 total test levels lol. So you make a post trying to bash me.

And why im on trt, google "the worst pain known the medical science" thats the disease i suffer from and and the cocktail of medications im on that poorly control it tanked my test levels, way before i even worked out, and i suffered though both that and low test for years. even added 50lbs of mostly muscle naturally with tests levels right around 300. Didnt even know trt existed until i started using gear and still i pcted for a while before my doctor brought up me going on trt. Im not even sure why im arguing with someone who cant even spell ester. "esther"

I forgot we were so tight and you know my cycles, I forgot I post them out in the open for everyone to see and thats how you know im running "every aas known to man" quite the opposite little man. You have no idea what i run, when im on, when im off how much i run etc. So lets talk about 2015 cycles for me, janurary 1st-mid febuary, 250mgs test 900mgs bold, little 6 week cycle got sick and came off, all the way until june, so look at that i took 14 weeks off after a 6 week cycle, Then i ran this crazy cycle with "every aas known to man', 500mgs of test and 750mgs of boldenone for 10 weeks It was nuts running that many compounds in those high of doses let me tell you. So far ive been off 10 weeks with no solid plan on when ill go back on and im 5lbs heavier from when i finished that cycle, so ya AAS is def a crutch for me, i cant gain without seeing how not only have i not lost anything from that cycle ive actually contiued to slowly gain.

So out of 52 weeks this year ive spend 16 weeks on, definitely looks like it gave me a licsense to blast. So ya i agree with you ive made some really bad decisions man, it was supid and irresponsible to stay off all spring to focus more on finishing my 3rd degree and starting my business as opposed to using steroids. Damn i fucked up. I should have been more like you.

Now im gonna tell you why those big name bodybuiders died before 50, and im sorry to inform you but youre on the same road in some aspects of it. They typically died from heart or kidney problems. These guys who were sitting at 5'9 or so had organs designed for about 160-180ish lbs, the heart, kidneys etc, and they blew themselves up to 300lbs, so now theyre carrying 140lbs more weight then they were genetically designed for, that puts extreme strain on the heart and other organs making the heart work that much harder. Then you add in massive amounts of meat they were eating, the late mike matarrazo bragged about eating something like 5lbs of red meat a day, most doctors say eating red meat in normal person quantities just a few times a week puts you a risk of heart disease. So these guys are "in shape" but extremely overweight, its almost worse then a 300lb fat person because muscle is live tissue and requires blood to be pumped through it as opposed to fat which dosent. So the heart is already strained because of how much weight theyre carrying, its extra strained because of fact they have high cholesterol from all the red meat, and high blood presssure, which they ignore when there doctors told them, ive watched many interviews with them they all say the same they ignored their doctors warnings. And then last the steroids, ohh the steroids in massive amounts, the orals damaging the kidneys, destroying lipid profiles even further, damaging the structure of the heart, most of the time their hearts are double the size of a normal person. So this is why their hearts fail, theres some generics involved but when you do this year after year and dont back off when your doctor tells you to its receipe for disaster. Now why do their kidneys fail, like i said they ignore their high blood pressure, mike morris said in an interview his doctor said his was 210/160 and he said ya whatever, high bp damages the kidneys, high cholesterol damages the kidneys, orals damage the kidneys, and lastly the diuretics, water manipulation/dehydration sodium manipulation. And this is why the kidneys fail. And lets not foget the massive swings in weight from offseaon to contest season. And lastly keeping this lifestyle up for decades. And continiuing to use after they stop competeing, the smart ones come off and lose all their size like Dorian, no more competeting no more risking health using drugs. Few can get away with that, viking being one of them with his bullet proof genetics. But the rest of us....idk, i plan i being far away from gear by the age I turn 30, ill have my fun possibly win a few a show and then leave it in the past. Why the fuck would i want to be using drugs in my 40s when normal non drug using adults are dropping dead from heart attacks and having all sorts of health problems. Illogical to me.

So where do i fit into this, my cholesterol is 126, my bp is constantly low, ya im 210lbs when the doctors say i should be 185 at most but ill take that, I keep my doses low, hell looking at this year i hardly even use gear. But you my friend, should weight at most 145lbs, at 200 your 55lbs overweight, a bmi of 35, the chart i was looking at doesnt even go any higher. Do you get bloodwork done, do you now your cholesterol? Until recent you were a powerlifter and you even admitted you didnt follow a healthy diet. Just letting you know

Sorry if i come off as an asshole right now, i just wanted to make you aware so you dont end up like those guys did.