+ 5 How EROIDS saved my life (figuritively and literally)
I will start with some back story. I am 31 now, but in my younger years (teens and twenties) I was always getting into trouble. I couldn't seem to be content with being normal. I was always looking for the next exciting adventure which led me into the drug scene. Due to the fact that I had always battled a slight weight issue, I was intrigued by the fact that I could lose weight easily which led to an outward personality instead of the introverted one I used to possess from being overweight. Long story short I ended up serving 8 years for drug related offenses. This leads me to the next chapter of my life which was one that was filled with violence and a good addiction which was weight lifting. This is where I started my healthy addiction of weight lifting and started a healthy lifestyle. Fast forward 8 years and my weight lifting/diet isn't quite enough to acheive the goals I wanted, so I turned to a buddy who I knew had connections to AAS. This is where EROIDS comes into the picture. I gave my buddy $300 and I told him to get me what I need to do a good first cycle. This is what I got: 1 10ml vial of QV Test Prop 200, 1 10ml vial of QV Trembolona Enan, and 21 count 25mg Winny caps. He also gave me a mixed bag of pins that were only 5/8" long at 22g. Had I not questioned the quality (due to being vet grade from Mexico), I would have never found EROIDS as a forum and encyclopedia. Once I started diving into all of the knowledge in the forums and asking questions to guys I respected (Tread and Viking), I found out that I was doing it all Fcked up! I am a research junkie in most things and this place has given me the tools to be well informed about the choices in compounds and how to use them in the safest manner possible. I am happy to report that I am in my 3rd week now into a Test E only cycle and having a great experience. I logged about 100+ hours of research before I ordered from a source and made sure I had everything on hand (PCT, AI, PINZ, LIVER SUPPORT, ECT...)before starting. Now I know that I am ready for any possible side effect and how to combat it without permanently damaging myself. I want to express a huge debt of gratitude to all the guys on here that give freely their knowledge and help us who wish to help ourselves. I will leave you with this:
Happy is he who wins for himself
fair fame and kindly words;
but uneasy is that which a man owns while it lies in another's breast.
Havamal 8
This held true for me. Had I trusted the advice of my friend without doing my own proper research, I could have really fcked myself up. I had no AI, PCT, Ect.. on hand at the time. Now that Eroids and it's members have saved my life, I can now return the favor in due time when I have enough built up knowledge to share.
P.S. I am currently a successful business owner, happily married, and have 3 children. Life is awesome now days.
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good stuff!! G4U BRO
AnonGreat read... Congratulations on your success it's an inspirational story that's for damn sure. +1 from me brotha. Makes me hope one of my loved ones might actually wake the f*ck up one day....
Thanks for reading my post. I might need to grab my anastrazole to counter all my estrogen. LOL
All kidding aside, I appreciate the feedback. I guess I'm gonna make it after all! I too hope your loved one wakes up! Life is short so live it well.
AnonDon't feel too bad, I feel like I need to grab some more aromasin right about now too hah. Keep living the lifestyle & you'll never have to look back...
tread-mGetting it done and right, nothing like a healthy happy lifestyle as an addiction. Makes you sharper, bigger, better, faster , stronger all around when you don't abuse it. Proud of you and proud of your new life , it was no accident you earned it. Good for you!
Thanks to you and those of you who have given their knowledge freely to those who seek it! Also congrats to you on your 1000 points! It is dudes like you that have paved the way for us to enjoy a more safe and painless road to victory!
I'm glad I'm not the only one that was addicted to drugs. I was shootin H for a little over a.year an half. It destroyed Me an took away alot of my hard earned muscle from highschool. I'm happily clean now and love having a healthy addicition now. Its good to be addicted to lifting and healthy eating!! I'm happy you got ur shit together. For you made ot sound simple ..but when ur runnin with the heroin its real hard my man. I still always think of ot but just force myself not go go an do something productive
I hear ya! Kicking powerful drugs is hard. It is a whole way of life because you can only associate with other druggies because you can't mingle in regular society! People know when you look all strung out and weird looking so you tend to run in small circles furthering your subversive cycle. On the outside looking in you see the blizzard, but when inside the snow globe it is all blurry! Take care and stay straight. NO HOMO....LOL I've wanted to say that for a minute now! I'm retarded sometimes.
Great story mate, similar position to me but i am still researching before possibly taking the plunge.
I have to ask, as a recovering addict myself with over 12 years of clean time, do you not worry that AAS have the potential to cause you any grief with regards to your recovery? In terms of messing with your head, feel good factor while on versus the downside of coming off?
I hope this doesnt come across in a negative way, i am genuinely interested as we have similar backgrounds.
jasonhim sober 6 years know being doing steriods for 2 of them, hasnt been a issue with making me want to return to my old ways i am very happy with my life , my thoughts newly sober people shouldnt mess with steroids get healthy and devolp some good lifestyle habits then at 38 with a good sober life maybe the doc will tell ya you got low t and give ya a script! course i supplement from eroids sources if i got to take it might as well take enough to get bigger(responsibly and educated)
I look at it like this:
I am using a hormone that my body already produces to acheive healthy results. This injection method is the same as when I turn 40 and need TRT. This helps me to justify the fact that I am using pins to inject a drug. If the medical community is using this therapy to help those with Low T, then I don't recognize it in my mentality that I am getting high so to speak. More on your point of the crash during PCT and if it will trigger an addictive response in us recovering from negative drugs. On that point, I don't think it will affect me negatively since I am very happy with the clean feeling buzz of the test and the endorphins I receive from working out. I was addicted to uppers and I never felt worse about myself and my health. I will never go back to that route, however, I do live in a Medical Marijuana state so I am able to puff instead of drink alcohol to chill out. This is better for the diet too since it isn't filled with carbs. Since it is legal and the opposite end of the spectrum from what got me into trouble (uppers),I am confident enough in myself that I will be just fine. Knowledge is power and I am glad to have such a fine forum to draw from. This is my 2 cents, but that is for you to know in yourself. I hope to have been informative on your questions.
I appreciate the reply mate and glad its working out for you. My recovery is slightly different in as much i follow complete abstinence so no puff or alcohol for me! (not criticising you by the way!)I imagine after 12 years of not using i should be able to keep it together, it just worries me a little when i hear guys talking of feeling lousy when off cycle and all they look forward to is jumping straight back on again...just sounds kinda familiar !!
jasonhim completely abstinent 2 and being on HRT i do blast and cruse so dont ever come of completly, i did do a complete clean out couple months back and it wasnt bad at all,coming off heroin know thats bad,my goals for my steroid use is to improve my quality of life not destroy it like i did with drugs and drink. its a individual decision and a recovering addict needs to be very careful about it. one major difference steriods dont get ya high
Thanks mate, good answer and similar to me with regards to improving quality of life. I am just under no illusion that once i jump aboard the train, the journey will most likely not be a short one!!
Appreciate you guys replying, and apologies for the OP for hijacking the thread a little.
I wish I knew the answer to the end of cycle question. I am only into my first cycle by 3 weeks. I imagine you will have a slight come down, but if you follow proper PCT you should come down easy and with minimal side effects. I respect your abstinence and hope the best for you!
56tooThats an interesting point u bring up bro. I have been addicted to alcohol, cocaine and other things. In other words I have an addictive personality and in the hopes I dont offend anyone I also beleive many who are in this game who use gear are also like that. I actually look forward to my next pin LOL, even at times try and convince myself I should maybe pin some test susp b4 a work out but I abstain. I am not addicted to the substances I mentioned previously anymore and I think everyone is different. I mean, Im sure you've heard of the guy that tried crack one time and lost everything cause he /she couldn't stop. Then there's those that get bitten for a while and just walk away (that was me). It's good that u contemplate that as ultimately you are the only one that can determine if you should or shouldn't. Best of luck to you man
the disease of addiction is always there, doing push ups in the parking lot waiting for you to pick up again so it can be off and running! dont be confused with not being addicted anymore and choosing not to pick up.
56tooThats a VERY good point roid and one that lives in the back of my head
Yeah. I got bitten too so to speak. I was kicking up dust for quite a few years and then went away for quite a few years. That gave me the ability to get clean and find a new way to feel great! I haven't turned back since and have zero desire for that feeling. When I was younger I didn't know what I wanted. I just wanted new and exciting things. Had I stumbled upon this earlier I would have found that I could use my own body to get the clean high you feel from test. Being that I was in my late teens to early twenties I would have had to wait a few years to use AAS, but I could've manipulated my diet and excersise to mimick the effects of test. Hindsight is always 20/20 but that is how it goes. Thanks for your input and best of luck to you too brother!
AnonI feel you bro! I too went down that dark lonely road! I'm a fucking felon and everything. I turned my shit around. All I do is lift bro. That's great you got yourself right. Some people never do!
Congrats my scandinavian brother! (based on your handle)
Glad to be on the other side now! Being behind the walls is a messed up place. I am much happier now that I have my shit together. Good to know I'm not alone or even the minority for that matter. Seems like alot of dudes share our path. Take care!
AnonKeep up good work brother. Get big
I'm trying!!!! LOL
AnonShit me too. I'm at 192 lbs trying to pusg up to the 200'$ bro.
AnonI'm irish, scottish tied into gunn clan . Lol. Yeah many of us have been down this road. Drugs got me bad and violence and etc. I weighed like 145 lbs. . I still could thump but I'm great now. Took 3 felonys but I'm good now lol.
56tooGood for u brother, finding your way after taking a wrong turn sure feels good, dont it? The best to u and a +1 from me
Sounds like you've walked a mile in my shoes so to speak. Yes it does feel great to have conquered two vices (drugs and weight issues)! It is an empowering feeling to acheive goals you set forth for yourself. I appreciate your thoughts. Thanks
I for one am glad and proud that you soaked up the given information in a mature and sensible way brother and that the cycle we decided on between us is doing the job and giving you the desired results,i can feel from the way you have written this post you are happy and healthy!that in itself makes everything right in my eyes and i am really happy for you and your family.
You were courtious and intelligent with me for the time we spent in PM and i also thank you for that,anything i can give you in the future brother my door is open to you.
Once again we prove the power of eroids when people open their minds and allow knowledge NOT ignorance dictate.
Good post brother +3 from me.
This process has been an amazing journey that will take me through the rest of my life. This can be made into a healthy part of someone's life and live to the fittest shape you can for as long as you can. This lifestyle can augment the quality of life we have into our later years in life. I want to be around and in great shape for the next 50 years into my 80's or greater. I am going to be celebrating my great great grandmothers 101st birthday this July. She has taken care of both her body and mind to enjoy all 100 years so far. I want to acheive that in great shape mentally and physically! Thanks again for being a stand up guy and freely giving your wisdom to those who wish to obtain it from you. That is awesome and I will pay it forward when my first hand knowledge reaches a point to where I can give advice freely.