Well it finally happened. The wife found my stash and flipped her lid and insisted on trashing all of it. Before she had the chance I asked her to give me a chance to educate her about it. She just had no idea I had been on gear or even wanted to be on gear. She was, of course, scared for my health and had the impression that everyone on roids beats their wives. Well, I straightened her out and told her everything and tried to educate her. I ensured her that because of the people and help on this forum I can do this stuff with as little risk as possible. Then, I sat her down and showed her the movie Bigger, Faster, Stronger. She went into that movie saying she would never change her mind. But, by the end I had nudged her into a place where she was still not 100% ok with it, but would be ok with me still using as long as she doesn't see me pin. I'm an ex addict so she thinks of me doing drugs when she thinks of steroids. I think she was more hurt that I hid it from her, which was a dumb move on my part. I feel so much better not having to hide it from her anymore and she is definitely enjoying the libido boost. So, what does everyone else out there do? Tell their better half or hide it?