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You were told you are going to be partially disabled for the rest of your life?

I ask, because I was just told this myself. I had a major spinal surgery approximately 3 months ago, and the hopeful outcome was a full recovery, but that wasn't the likely result. Unfortunately, the likely has happened, and I am going to be partially disabled now for the rest of my days. I am 32 years old, and now can no longer do my job, and lifting anything other than therapy level weights is "not likely". I am trying to stay upbeat because I do still have a great family, good friends, and a world of people who are very supportive. My job has other roles that I can be placed in, so I will survive the financial loss, but the mental loss is something I'm having a hard time swallowing.

After surgery I started by adding .5cc (125mg) of deca to my 150mg of cyp a week, and so far my build is still in tact. I look big, I still eat right, but I can't lift, and that's the hardest part for me. I just picked up some HGH to try and help my recovery, but I don't know how long I can afford it at this point. I have enough for about 6 months at 2ius a day, so I am really hoping that it helps and possibly is enough to help me turn it around and heal a little more overall.

I ask you guys, my eroids brothers, who I value very dearly, for advice. I can't let this get the best of me, I need to be strong for my family as they depend on me to be their anchor. If you guys know of any other type of healing agents besides tb500 (which doesn't apply for me, because as far as my research can tell it's more for tears/joint repair), then I'm all ears. Thank you guys, just typing this here makes me feel a little better, because, without sounding too corny, I feel like you guys are a family of sorts to me.

awagz's picture

Thanks brother, I try to stay positive all the time, negativity makes for bad times and I have no time for that. It's a relief having this outlet to vent and get some advice, it's very theraputic. This is all still fresh, so it's very raw, but I will overcome!

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bolt781's picture

You most certainly will!

humpnpump's picture

Epithalon, tb 500, hgh, and give it your best shot brother. Chin up and research and give it your all. Never give up. Might check some nootropics for neural stimulation and cell growth.

awagz's picture

Epi is a good idea, I gotta give that a shot too. I gotta do whatever I can, as we get just one life to live and I'm not giving up on mine.

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TrenboloneJones's picture

Just think about all the stories you hear of people getting told by doctors what they can and cannot do, only to defy the odds and end up getting back too 100%. A strong mind can do wonders bro. I wish you the best.

awagz's picture

Thank you. I'm fully determined to be one of those stories you hear about, I have the drive for it and I'm not ready to quit yet!

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awagz's picture

Yea man, without getting into specifics, I had 2 procedures done at the same time, and I have screws and plates holding my spine in place. I feel like I just need to keep my head right, and keep plugging away, and just not give up. Those pics are very inspriring, and there's no reason why I can't be one of those guys.

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awagz's picture

Yea I almost see this as a blessing in disguise, as it is going to provide me a chance that now many of us get, and that's a fresh start. I am going to try to find something I truely enjoy at this point and make sure I can stay positive throughout.

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