I am 36, 6'2, holding steady at 305lbs, bf still a bit high. This is my 2nd cycle- 10 weeks into a 14 week run of 700mg test cyp.eve 6 days, 500mg. Deca every week. 6 years ago I was completely natural and looking to get into a natty bodybuilding contest. A friend of mine showed a high level bantam weight competitor my pic, and this guy(we'll call him shark). Shark got ahold of me and convinced me to go the gear route. I was ignorant to steroids and was happy to know a top level national competitor who was a self proclaimed guru to help me out. Shark sold me 5mg. Igf-lr3 and 5 mg. Of ghrp6(claiming it was growthhormone, shark charged me 900 $ for this combo, claiming it was brand new and all the pros were paying the same. I told him I wanted to do a simple bulking cycle, but he again convinced me I needed to compete in an upcoming contest. Over the next 12 weeks, he put me on 500mg. Test cyp. Per week(for the first 6 weeks) 30 mg dbol a day for 4weeks, 500 mg.eq per week for the duration, 150 mg. Tren ace. For the first 8 weeks, 30 mg.winstrol for the last 3 weeks, and 150 mcg. Clen split into 2 doses a day. Shark charged me 1300$ for the gear alone, and I was miserable, I had severe anxiety attacks that would sometimes keep me from training, night chills where I couldn't get out of bed to piss. I ended up pulling out of the contest in the last 2 weeks do to the anxiety. I knew nothing about pct. So I crashed so hard I couldn't get out of bed from the deprresion. To all the new guys looking to run aas, remember this is a marathon, not a sprint. Take your time and enjoy slowly getting to know how each compound works and the particular sides that come along with it. We have the rest out lives ahead of us, so let's relax and enjoy the ride. I am having a great time on my simple cycle, and I look forward to researching new compounds as I progress.