Basically I'm looking for advice from some of the pros but first il give you a lil back ground on my self and experience first off I started training when I was 18 with basic whole body workouts 3 days a wk with little or no diets and NO supplements I trained like this for 3 years for fun but also boxed now and then an also played soccer.

21 I then decided to start taking my training a little more serious by adding supplements, starting to eat cleaner and start strength and isolation workouts I then started to fill out and started seeing noticeable change in my body image.

At 23, Being a bit of an Internet nerd, reading and studying about the health and fitness and body building world, it was inevitable I would stumble across pro harmones and aas. After a lot of reading and talking to friends in the gym I decided to try an 8 wk ph cycle which was good strength wise for me at the time but when I look back a waste of time eventually started to wonder what aas cud do for me so i started reading and reading and reading and reading then I read a lil bit more and 4 months after my 24 bday ordered my first test e only 8 wk cycle.
All went well and put on14lbs of muscle after pct. but then went on 3wk lads holiday in atia napa where all I did was fuck drink eat kebabs and pop pills eventually losing 10lbs( my metabolism is ridiculous) even tho I was sicken I did this I wouldn't of changes a thing cuz I fucked sum fine ass 18 yr olds haha.

When I returned home I was casual in the gym for 2-3 months but back fighting again alot which I love but noticed my strength and conditioning had gone quiet bad after my partying so decided to put my next cycle together. My goal this time was to put back on a little lean size but mainly rip up just to look good. So went with dbol/test/ winny 12cycle only put on 10lbs but dropped to 8%bf from12 and looked Gud as hell.

So, started trainin with a old friend just a couple wks after pct. he told me was on aas for years i never new but he was on a tren cycle and he was just breaking pb's everyday he was looking bigger every session and strengh was out of this world and kept on at me how Gud was and to try it iwas jealous cus he was much stronger on all body parts. Bein nieve and stupid got sum tri tren and test for my 3rd cycle
Did a 12 wk cycle were I got some crazy aggression whiched helped when training and sparring but ended up in some bad situations I ended up just dropping it at wk 8 when I got immediately kickd out of the house I was staying in ( dont want to get in to it but did some bad shit( not to my gf tho)) and removed by the police while breaking up with my long term gf. My dostinex ( which i should of ran during cycle) and pct was throwen away by the landlord I continued the cycle( test only) and purchased sum more pct but no dostinex i had put up roughly 25lbs of clean lean muscle looking really gud. 1wk in to pct there was a death in my immediate family and I began to gt really depressed with what had been goin on with all recent events. Didn't finish my pct stopped training and started drinking this went on from June to October of last year wen my best best friend OD on a hard drug, my x eventually saw my life was falling apart and thankfully pulled me out of the situation we moved back to our home town into her mums. I sorted out all my problems but lost a lot of weight it was obvious to her mum I was on steroids before because d last time she seen me I was 180lbs and I had dropped to around 150lbs in that time. We then decided to get out off the country so I could get some work in my profession and it would get me away from all the bad back home and move to Australia in December.

First I'd just like to say to any beginners thinkin of tren DO NOT. While it is an incredible substance it's so dangerous and can change your life in so many bad ways so please stay away from it until u gain a lot more experience I wish I had.

So here I am I'm back training hard eating right since dec i have put back on roughly 8lbs naturally and am now ready for cycle 4!

My goal is to put on sum lean hard looking size roughly 12lbs I want to put on! From now on I will be a lot more wiser and definetly listen when ppl say stay clear of certain things.

So finally here is the cycle I am think

Week 1-4 dbol 30/30/40/40
Week 1-14 test e 500mgs
Week 1-12 eq 500mgs
Week 3-14 hcg 500ius
Week 2-14 adex 0.25eod

Pct

Nolva 40/40/20/20
Clomid 100/100/50/50
Aromasin 0.25/0.25/0.125/0.125

Thoughts and advice from vets and experienxed guys please

I was thinkin var or winny last 6 wks maybe or is this 2many compounds?

Sorry for the essay just thought I'd tell my story