Just to start off, I was deathly afraid of needles....all my life and I'm 27 years old. Even seeing them in movies, or health shows sends me out with a barf bag! I got into bodybuilding lost a tremendous amount of weight and cured all my ailments I had when I was fat! Well, I decided to try something new...jump into the world of steroids! I researched everything for alnost two months before diving into my source and purchasing my first gear. I first was only gonna take oral, but from studying, it's better to inject than oral. I didn't get scared and nothing crossed my mind until last night when I had everything laid out......
Had my 3cc syringe 1 1/2 in., 2 extra needles, gear, and alchohol swabs. I was gazing at the needle for about 10 minutes. It was mocking me....taunting me...he was winning....
I said "let's go for it!" So I uncapped the needle and whipped the top of the bottle with the swab. Then, pulled the plunger back for air, and stuck it into the gear. After 20 minutes of trying to get 1cc of gear out, finally made my destination. Took and extra needle and tossed the old one off the syringe. Now...like two gunslingers in the old west, we were staring at each other again. So I summoned my courage, took a new swab, whipped my ass cheek and grabbed the syringe!
I aimed the neddle to the injection and.....slowly went in.......
In conclusion, "It was not bad at all!!!" I actally liked the feeling of the needle going in! Remember I had 3 extra needles! I took the syringe out, put on a new needle, swabbed a spot next to the other and BAM in it went! What a feeling and no PIP afterwards! So I hope my forum here will help others who are afraid of needles! They are not bad as you would think! If I can do it, so can you! Don't let your syringe taunt and mock you.....