Blast is a cycle and cruise is trt/hrt between. My personal suggestion if bloods tomorrow continue to confirm what you know is to begin. I might say begin at trt dose for a couple months getting life back in order, balancing your diet out for the long haul, getting estro and test in check driving up metabolic rate and burning down any excess body fat. then you jump to your cycle sometime later.
I may have discussed this with you but read all the stickies that apply to you in the general and cycles forum. Read about estrogen and bp importance etc as well. I suggest often hgh therapy with trt because I believ in the joint synergistic effort of the 2 in health and clock slowing, reversal even for a time. The hpta's job is to balance 2 things, test and gh. This in turn only makes sense to me you would satisfy both with "balance" in mind. There is much to hrt and blast and cruise so another good read will be the pinned topic at the top of the general "test and estrogen". Estrogen is of the utmost importance with test use in particular given as it increases so does sex hormone binding globulan to rob up your test. As well other nasty hormone rises with it and hurts your potential for good things and increases yyour potential for bad. Bloods over the first yr will help roadmap your AI use and much more. An AI is necesary in mild use during cruises for some and not for others. Your habits will help determine that. If you limit salt and have a clean diet and drink plenty of water taking care of business in the gym and with cardio your chance of needing AI in the cruis is minimal. In the cycle however, AI is necessary in low dose in my opinion to control estro/shbg and blood pressure to make sure and maximize the cycle. Its not even necessary to blast the hgh with your goals if you do at some point decide to supp gh and even in small dose from 1-2 iu's ed you increase the. Benefit of your test in either blast or cruise. With hrt you no longer need pct as well, very nice benefit there as well. I would have a bp monitor to help watch for sides in advance. At your age health issues ar even more important than in your past. It is important to control dht which is what can contribute to hyper plasia and even prostate cancer potentially so supps for me at minimum include saw pallmetto comples or super beta prostate, daily vitamin, turmeric, omega 3, pottasium, glucosamiine chondroitin , coq10, etc. Btw, next time you run a 19 nor such as deca,npp,tren, tren ace...you need low dose caber in those runs. It goes a long way to prevent extra issue. So if you need assistance following these bloods happy to help and happy to yield any questions you have. This gets easy by the way but takes some serious dedication for serious change.