male/21/80kg(176lbs)/training ~3 years.

First time posting in the over 40 & TRT forum so apologies if this is the wrong section or format, still learning.

I've been experiencing symptoms of low T for over a year, and have multiple blood tests showing everything as "healthy", but my Total Test at 12 nmol/L(345.8213 ng/dL) and free test at .34 nmol/L(9.8 ng/dL).

Unfortunately for me, multiple doctors (3) that i've seen have said that its not low enough to qualify to TRT, and that because im so young (21), no sane doc will be willing to get me joocy.

I've tried all the usual dietary changes, Vitamin D supplementation, 8+ hours of sleep a night, regular exercise in addition to my regular weight training, but the tests aren't improving (actually getting worse, could just be coincidence though), and neither are my experiences with lethargy, intermittent depression, stress, concentration, little to no libido, lucky to wake up with wood once a fortnight.

Basically, it looks like i could either try to lower my levels intentionally to produce blood test results that would put me super low, low enough to warrant medical intervention (although by the sounds of it that will still be unlikely at my age), or self prescribe TRT (which while illegal, wouldn't be the end of the world).

Pretty unpleasant situation, and im sure there are options or perspectives that i've overlooked, so im really just hoping to hear some opinions or similar experiences.

Cheers,

bogdog.