5 years on 3 years off low t major depression
I've never really been active on any forums but have used them as a resource for various reasons over the years. This is my second post. Hello and thank you for any feedback that others may have for me.
I'm 46. I ran every type of gear and peptide in all kinds of combinations for a five year period without a full pct. I needed help, so i told my doc what was going on and was refered to an endo. The endo put me on a long a tapper for about 8 months. My hematicrite was high and remained so even as my test dropped back to normal ranges. I was told i had polycythemia. Most likely primary and without blood leaching would die in 2 to 10 years. I took all my savings and moved off grid to live my last days in peace. After two years in the woods i went back to a different doc to get bloods. Everything was normal! WTF? I have been suffering from major depression. The doc has me on welbutrin. Last blood work showed t level at 300. I cant do anything. I feel like shit.
I'm thinking about going blast and cruise. A few months ago i decided to use the last ml of watson that i had with 8, 20 mg dbol. I did .5 ml twice in a week and 10mg of dbol for 2 weeks. I felt way better.
Question:
Is a test level of 300 low enough for trt/hrt?
Would blast and cruize be a bad idea?
The smallest amount of test seems to work wonders.
Thoughts on trib, prami, samme or the like?
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It shouldn't be that simplistic. It's complex. It's gonna take research and some knowledge on your part to acknowledge your irresponsibility. The doc is there for you when you need him....starting Test at 150mg per week is an option, but is it the responsible option? Is it what the doc would do? You need further bloodwork like lipid profile, thyroid profile, female hormone panel, PSA, Free test, shbg...and any other bloods that are relevant to your situation...
+1 for bloodwork! @back40, get a full panel done! privatemedlabs dot com is the one I use. It's pricey, but nothing replaces data. Get that full panel blood data, or you're literally swimming in the dark.
Would my condition fall under htpa suppresion?
Yes, but more than likely secondary to exogenous hormone misuse/abuse...
300 is unacceptable. I want to raise that number. I'm 46 not 86.
I'm on welbutrin and cyclobezaprine for depression and sleep. The doc did say i would need to donate blood and ask for double rbc or something. I just said fuck off and went in to the wilderness.
GnarkillAsk your doctor for some depression medicine as well something like celexa also don't ask for Xanax or any benzo those are extremely addictive they are horrible hope you get well soon good luck bro
The numbers are not low enough. You need below 200. You could try a urologist and see if he will bend for you. I wouldn't put much emphasis on your depression.
This doctor knew you were on for five years and said your polycythemia was primary? That'd send anyone into depression. Did the doctor offer to prescribe venipuncture? Retarded doctors smh.
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Nice. No pun intended, right? Lmfao...
I was put on trt for test at 220. Being that low was HORRIBLE. I'm sure that number is based on a couple factors including age
I know i suck and have shit for numbers but any advice is greatly appricated.
Cycle history... One giant cycle for five years. I liked the test tren mast long, bit it deppended on my bobies response and goal at the time. To much water the switch to prop. Need more mass switch eq.
5'9, 190lbs, bf not sure but thinking its around 18%.
What's your height weight body fat and cycle history?