First brothers and sisters i am not a douche and in my heart know what the right thing is, BUT there are mitigating circumstances here. The first being im pretty sure the marriage is over in all but the admission to each other and the signing of the papers. Second this was the first girl i ever felt real love for, not she gave me wood teenage lust we liked to call love, but real compassion and genuine caring for her well being and her cares, hopes, and dreams in life.And last but not least we never really acknowledged how we really felt ,we made out and hung out but were to young to deal with such strong emotions maturely and the ebb and flow of life seperated us unexpectedly. I used to feel like i was gonna puke and faint whenever i looked at her or she was close and i will be damned if i dont feel the same way when we talk now. She is one of only 2 girls that i was ever just scared to death around and i married the first one .LOL. Any ways she found out through a mutual friend i was single and come home during the holidays and has been contacting me for the last week. And i know this should not be a factor but she looks amazing, and i go home for thnxgiving then again for christmas, so DO I or DON'T I ...edit= Ok we all know im gonna hook up i guess what i am really wondering is should i feel bad about it after EDITED EDIT: WE SHALL REMAIN IN CONTACT AND SEE WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS SHE WAS NEVER JUST A PIECE OF TAIL , EVEN 15YRS AGO, CICUMSTANCES WORKED AGAINST US THEN MAYBE FOR US NOW. THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BUOYANCY AND PERSPECTIVES I NEEDED TO OBJECTIVELY LOOK AT ALL SIDES OF A LIFE CHANGING DECISION INVOLVING MORE LIVES THAN JUST MY OWN THANK YOU ALL