I'm on my 3rd cycle now and i still shit myself everytime. That's dedication right there haha. Thing is its always for nothing as well. Although i did let my missus jab my arse once and nearly passed out with anxiety. She didn't help by being rougher than mike tyson and slammed the 1 1/2 23 gauge straight in.

Lesson there is dont trust your bird if you've argued in the last 2 days hah

I don't have any problems normally, but on my inj last Thursday I decided to switch it up and do it left handed(for the first time ever). I got nervous and I couldn't get the needle to go in and eventually I gave up on it and did it with my right like normal.

Well I have just started my second cycle and it’s my first time shooting test and deca in the same syringe. I loaded up the golden amber and plunged my pin in.

All was going well until I decided to aspirate the syringe. What I can remember is I got a twitch at the same time as I pulled back. It felt like I tried sucking up the inside of my leg and boy didn’t my nerve tell my brain about this.

Within seconds I was fighting tunnel vision, I had sweat pouring from face, my heart was trying to smash its way out of my chest. To top it off my sweatpants were round my ankles and I was going commando.

I feared if the lights did go out, I would wake to someone standing over me looking at my cock, the dog licking my balls and a syringe hanging out of my thigh with a load of juice it.

Not the sort of image you want someone to remember you by. After a few minutes I did manage to get the job done, I currently have pip to prove it. I say pip; it’s more like being harpooned.

nervous?? u kidding, i pop wood! uhmm, that could be all the test p i pump into me, but just the same...

yeah i make up ridiculous excuses to pin like, its only 19 hours early and well tomorrow i got so much to do i dnt know if ill have time maybe I should just go ahead and do it today. knowing good and damn well I aint got shit to do tomorrow except make up the bed and take out the trash.

My first pin was last week friday and pinned my thigh was I super nervous. My second pin was yesterday and hit my deltoid wasn't nervous at all. I was more nervous about pip because how bad my thigh was. No pip in the deltoid.

I don't get any anxiety about it but its not my 1st cycle at all...Oh wait I do,when I'm stoned its a whole new ball game,i do it because I hate missing shot days but I turn into a quivering wreck.I've had it were i have put it in and pulled it out,switched pins and done it again,vicious circle when high

crazy cause im on my first cycle and I never had that nervous feeling. I just boss up and get shit done lol. Crazy enough I look forward to pinning and actually pin a day early just to get it done (sadist much?) for example I pin sun and wed....well I pinned last night lol. I think I have a problem...

I don't know what the hell my problem was yesterday. I couldn't get the damn thing to go through the skin and I was shaking like crazy. I set my leg out on the bed and stuck my quad when all of a sudden it spasmed with the needle still in there. That's never happened before. I ripped it out and had to pin again and I was nervous as hell after that little experience.

You know, I do. No matter how many times i do it, it's still a little nerve racking. Over time, I've got a nice little system down that minimizes the amount of anxiety I experience.

The first thing I do is wash my hands and face in nice hot water. It's relaxing.
The second thing I do is run the gear bottle under hot water. I like the sound of the water and it tends to chill me out a little.
The third thing I do is take a shower right after injecting.

So in essence, I'm actually looking forward to the experience instead of dreading it. Who doesn't love a nice hot shower? Maybe I should shower with my wife....

That would minimize the anxiety for sure, Dood. Bow chicka bow wow.