This is probably going to be a bit long and definitely weird. TL;DR at the end.

I'm 32, female, 170cm, 65-67kg about 21-24%BF. been lifting very seriously for 3.5 years and was a runner before. I've had wonderful periods of being extremely happy with myself and my training. Being able to keep progressing in the gym, lifting heavier, learning more and more about biomechanics and perfecting my form, while seeing my body adapt. Unfortunately, that stopped.
I've had PCOS and was on birth control pills for about 10 years straight which kinda ruined me. In recent years I was diagnosed with Cronh's disease and had an issue with a copper IUD that gave me chronic heavy metal poisoning. Fun. It ruined all my gains, fucked up my immune system and ability to recover and messed up my thyroid. Even more fun!
It took about 1.5 years and maybe 11 different doctors before anyone connected all my horrible symptoms to the IUD and I had to removed in Feb 2019. I've been doing amazingly well since, getting better on every front and am now off of all meds. I've joined an amazing new gym, , have no stressors or any big commitments apart from getting myself back to health and focusing my attention on my training.
The problem is that months and months of inflammation with no immune system, several injuries that wouldn't heal because of the toxic issues, no ability to recover, plus being prescribed all kinds of not-fun-steroids left me weak, with terrible muscle imbalances and what feels like an inability to progress.

My blood tests are perfect in terms of organ function, my cholesterol is beautiful, but I have low testosterone and no sex drive. I've done my research and I really want to do a Var cycle.
My doctor is actually totally cool with it, said it can in theory solve my issues, also said she's happy to do any monitoring or blood work I want, but won't prescribe it since she has no experience with it.

I know I'm a totally weird case, so it's hard to give any advice, but you've all been in the trenches and seen how these compounds work in real life and read other people's stories. Which in so many cases, as I've learned lately, can have more value than any double blinded randomised controlled trial.

I know different women respond differently so I can't actually know in advance how I'll react but is there anyone here (or their wife) with a history of PCOS that can tell me how they responded to it?
And women with low test later in life that were able to bring it up to normal and keep it there? Do you need to keep cycling if not? If yes, how often?
Does any clit sensitivity or sex drive increase remain after your cycle as well? (not the size, but the sensation itself).
If I'll start on the low end at 5mg per day, after how long should I bump it to 7.5-10 if I don't see results? I've read some women take about 2 weeks to really start seeing it kick in.
If I'll start seeing any side effects I'm not willing to deal with, will lowering the dose also help or is the advice always to just stop?
Do you believe I'll be able to make real gains with eating no carbs? My diet is VERY meat heavy and I def have more than enough protein per day but don't eat any carbs or things start hurting with my Crohn's (inflammatory bowel disease if you're unfamiliar) I don't cheat on my diet either and won't even for those magical gains.

So... Yeah. If anyone read all of this, apart from being absolutely gutted you haven't had my amazing luck in life, if you have any advice on how to run this cycle - including advice on why not to if you can explain why not. I'd love to hear it and appreciate any further reading material.
I'm not expecting a magic diet pill or to wake up with a new pound of muscle every day. I've been working as hard as possible without being able to progress and feel my body can actually seriously benefit from some anabolic action.

TL;DR: I was happy and lifting, then sick and sad. Am better now but am also VERY weak, have no sex drive and no gains due to the past illness, despite working hard, sleeping well, low stress and eating all the protein.