I've decided that when I cycle trenbolone that I'm going to cycle it at a 5 week max...if I ever cycle tren again..
It seems as if at week four, all the shit starts catching up. The lack of sleep, the rage, the jealousy, the explosiveness, the vivid dreams. Holy shit.
This cycle has been no different.
I am a very active sleeper. Have always been a sleep talker, sometimes a sleep walker. I've done some crazy shit in my sleep, most of the time it's just sexual advances throughout the night to my wife. You all know what I mean.
So a few nights back shit finally happened. It was around two am. I have this dark ass tren dream and I wake up to my dogs barking.
I jump out of bed, and head to the back of the house to see what the dogs are going apeshit about. Looking across my dining room and through the back window I see something way back in the back. This gets shit boiling. So I grab my .45 chamber a round, flip the flood lights On and burst through the back door ready to blow someone's brains out.
All this time, no feAr whatsoever..which is cool, but I also didn't have any reasoning which was not cool. It was protect and kill mode. I've got a big yard and I walk back to the basketball court and yell: "come here now!" After Scanning the place for a minute I look in the back corner of my orchard and realize the movement that I'm seeing is the sprinklers. It's nothing, just the damn sprinklers reflecting light.
I walk back and my wife is up scared wondering what the hell is going on. There I am in my underwear. Full flex (I had to look damn sexy) gun locked and loaded and I explain to her that it's just the sprinklers and we go back to bed.
This is a true story. I know, I throw a lot of funny bs stories out but this one wasn't too funny to me and not bs. After I climbed back into bed reality hit and I realized that if someone truly had been in my yard they would likely be dead. I don't like that. I like to think shit out before I do shit. This time there wasn't thinking just a damn death mission.
So kids. That is why I stopped my tren this cycle, and may be the reason I don't run tren again.
Be careful kids. Tren isn't something to play with. Especially if you Are already slightly nuts.
All my love no homo
Ed