Brother we all have it. I try to gain a little each yr and have been at this many years. I look in the mirror and see 5'11" 105lbs and then step on the scale. My actual weight is 1148 lbs naked in the morning with clean fur and a fresh poo. Lol
No man Logan nailed it here and I'll tell you what I think much of it is. We watch fing Cutler video and see Branch train and watch Heath rock it out and kai strut around like and animal and then we see ourselves. It does feel good to walk through the mall and see and smell all the weakness, kai and heath are nowhere to be found and that leaves me. I look around and say damn, I'm rockin this up in here today! So comparison really is much of our problem and then theres that little thing where we are comparing where we want to be and where we are. By where we see ourselves in our mind as thkugh we are what we want and then catch a mirror and see our "perception". My favorite mkments are those extremely rare circumstances where we actually see what everyone else see's on accident. I told this once before I was walking the mall and passed a duble angle mirror. At the same time I'm coming up on vic secret so my wankus had taken over all thoughts. So as I pass the double angle mirrorit looked like someojne was walking towards me and I look up and see myself for what everyone else does. . There was that split second I didn't realize it was myself and my mind said "damn, this pimp bout to mow me down!" Then I realized it was my own image and all the fear left my body. Until the image kinda lunged at me like "bitch, best get up out my way!" So I quickly stepped off and m.y adrenaline slowed knowing it was only me that scard me.. i had always thought I feared nothing and on that day I realized, even Tread fear Tread...as he should!