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+ 3 PCT Sucks Balls Part 2

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This morning I woke up, body sore from yesterday's workout (not quite the recovery that I was used to) yet still managed to wake up with a morning woody, praise be to Allah. I don't believe that post cycle low T will be able to conquer my boner. I'll let you know at week three. It makes me feel better though to not give up on my weiner.
So I throw my shorty shorts on and a belly shirt tank top and head to the gym, the soothing sounds of Yannie echo through the Bose speakers of my pickup truck, and I am genuinely touched by the love that Yanni puts into every bit of his music. Before I know it, tears are running down my cheeks. Not wanting the fellas at the gym to know that I was crying I pressed the tuner button on my stereo only to find another touching song---"Sometimes when we touch, the honesty's too much." You know the tender song that I'm talking about. Tears continue to roll down my face as I think of the beautiful relationship that I have with my abusive sweetheart. I just sometimes feel that I don't deserve her.
So after completing the song, I turned off the radio, and cracked the window to dry my tear stained cheeks. I start to reflect... So this is what it's like to not have testosterone? Now I truly know what it's like to experience the softer side of life just like a woman. I arrive at the gym, look in my rear-view mirror, tears not gone, and dammit, I just couldn't do anything with my hair today, and my face looks fat.
I get out of my truck, walk into the gym and see a friend of mine. She comes up to me and asks me what is wrong, I fight the tears and give my best womanly answer...
Nothing.
And then head to the Iron and kick some ass.

Gentlemen, once again, I submit to you that PCT sucks balls.

All my love, No Homo
Ed.

mikebuie's picture

i'm on day 9 of my post cycle (very 1st cycle) and am feelin the same exact way man. incredibly low frustration tolerance and im very easily irritated, all snappy and shit. the lack of gym ettiquette doesnt bother me so much, rather my girl and our 2 little kids are what get to me. thats bad, i know, but i spend more time with them than anyone else so of course they catch i end of feeling the most frustrated with them. only my girl can tell and even her not so much, its something i feel tho thats for damn sure. you put it perfectly when u said its like somethings missing, and that its the weirdest feeling uv had. luckily tho im already feeling A LOT better, and i suspect a lot of that is because i dropped my nolva from 40 mgs to 10. call me crazy if u want, but i havent had any symptoms of gyno yet thanks to forma-stanzol. unfortunately tho, not sleepin too great at all. that shit sucks the most! i went and got melatonin and valerian root and its worked REALLY well over last few nights. all in all, pct DEF sucks balls!

UncleYoked's picture

I have to admit that never worrying about pct is pretty nice. But I do miss my balls.

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

I cant take this no more!.. ring me bro im having you on full TRT before the end of the week before you grow a pussy!.. lol....lol

Also ima sending a crew round yours in the eroids van, i cant bear to see a 235lb man being knocked about like this... we need to sort that bitch FOR GOOD

Engineereddisaster's picture

Lol. Last night I had a bottle of Test suspension in my hands, fumbling it around wanting badly to pin that shit just so that I could feel normal again. But I held strong. Gotta get deeze nuts back! In the mean time, I have taken up knitting, and really enjoy a good romance movie. Lol.

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

Cooooool bro... knit me a nice pink jock strap please! that will give me another good excuse to why im always scratching my balls when the wife pulls me up again lol.. i tried to explain its my favourite pastime but shes having none of it Smile

Engineereddisaster's picture

LMAO. One should never need to provide an excuse for scratching ones balls.

Broctavius's picture

Ha had to babysit some little cousins watched that new Pixar movie BRAVE. Saddest ending to a movie ever made. I'm right there with ya buddy. I started taking Clomid and torem yesterday. I'M IN A GLASS CASE OF EMOTION!!!

P's picture

A very well articulated journal ED; i enjoyed the read.

hypnoso's picture

LOL hahah that was a good read, just finished my PCT up not my favorite for sure but that was an awesome read. +1

fast48's picture

Just wait til that Sarah mcglocklan bitch is showing tore up dogs on latenight TV. ¤sniffles¤

Engineereddisaster's picture

Lol. Oh shit brother that one gets me every time. Lol

Enjoy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gspElv1yvc

fast48's picture

Crashing estro for ebc....now I'm all snotty nosed .

Rgrguy's picture

Hahaha! EPIC!