made a huge mistake
so i made a huge mistake yesterday... i ordered pins... i have become a huge gear whore and have been hoarding every time i can get my hands on a few extra bucks, so needless to say i have developed a little stockpile of gear. anyway, i dont start my next cycle at the end of july, and after pct on my last cycle was already itching to get back on, so my philosiphy was - dont buy pins, i figured if i didnt have pins i would have no way to inject it.. unless i wanted to snort it or something lol 
so anyways, they came yesterday, fast as always, and now i got 200 pins staring me in the hairy eyeball begging me to use them... i know i have to stay off for my own well being till the end of july, but its like an addict staring at the drug of their choice and not being able to use it....
i think i am going to have my wife hide my gear to make sure...
does anyone else have this problem?? or is it just me?? lol
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ThunderLightSame bs is happenin to me, I sweat like crazy when not using it ! F***
Get old do TRT & u want have that dilemma. I just came off a blast, now doing a taper for a few day, going in for bloodwork next week. Try to get Dr on board for Pharma grade test, but I look forward to cruise. Actually, I'm glad to be off the prop & ace products & looking forward to not pinning as often.
If you're lucky the new desire to pin that shit will wear off... I've never heard of having someone else hold the stash works for very long. Either party could resent the other pretty quickly. Ultimately you know what you need to do, what is best & safest for YOU. So man the f*#! up & do the right thing! LoL
Hold fast and do this thing right bro... you know i am right... RIGHT!
of course vike!! running this by the book
Good man! until TRT day comes knocking on your door hit PCT unless you fancy DRvike operating on the titties or using the BIG finger to give you a prostrate massage lmfao!
but trt is looking pretty good
i definately see it in my future.. i would love to never have to pct 
Yeah i only started last year bro... wish i had done it a lot earlier but even when cruising on low dose test the urge to get back on a blast is really strong so both scenarios have to be dealt with with a strong frame of mind.
i keep my gear in a safe, i told my wife to change the combo and not to tell me what it is
im holding strong... just wanted to make doubly sure 
hahahaha!!! last one was by the books as well boss
wouldnt do it any other way!! gained 22 lbs- kept 16 after pct.. then cut cut cut- so i am right now only 7 lbs heavier than i was before the beginning of my last cycle, but a hell of a lot leanner 
I'm dreading the thought of going off cycle after summer is over.
My plan is to transition over to peptides !!! That way I can allow my test levels to go back to normal while I continue to make gains post cycle.
56tooShit bro I thought u were describing me there for a minute!
Get some blood work done, and if all is good, hop on to your next cycle
general rule is time on +pct = time off... dont want to f up myself otherwise i would.. i will wait the alotted amount of time.. its just hard with a safe full of quality gear
***general rule is time on +pct = time off, unless bloodwork proves that you have recovered.
What cycle have you planned?
test/deca with a prop kicker
if your wife hides it, when its time for your next cycle she going to be holding it over your head and will probably make u work to get it back. Be careful if there are any undone home improvement projects cause she now has the power to make sure they get done.
haha!!!! thats good!! fortunately she loves the idea of me taking aas, so she is all for it
i do have some unfinished projects i had better get done before the end of july just in case lol!!
everyone has this problem, the accessibility of gear has a lot of people staying on all the time. fight the good fight my man practicing self control is a staple in meeting bodybuilding goals so hang in there July is not to far off.oh and don't snort it.lol.
Bro, I just finished my first cycle and I'm in the same boat as you.. I got some gear just sitting around waiting, and sime on the way as we speak, and man do I wish I could hop back on.. but we gotta keep our health in mind.. but then again, getting your wife to hide the gear might be a good idea;)