so my gf she is very supported of me hopping back on the gear and will eventually be my second time running proper cycle with pct, she even notice that i been doing alote of reading and even sometime being on this forum more then spending time with her, but she understand that she wants me to play it safe even finding a sourcing threw the web. I told her its ok if things are not always on time delivery it takes time plus suppliers are always gonna get hit with mass emails even mother nature plays a role sometime. but she understands every bit except slamming the aas in me lol. But my godsis on the other hand who is a RN at a local hospital is every bit on the fence she is freaking out when she is not even using it lol.
my godsis told me last time when i did my first cycle said her friends at the gym called her and said dude your bro is roided out! she flipped came over dudring that time trying to crush my shit!
(she wont know this time i hope) .........Yea i am a pussy can i get a hug <(.<)

but in the end its not her its me, plus i actually learning how to eat right and reading like i never did b4 and even setting up a goal and plans and still learning.

i just wanna thank everyone on this forum for being so helpful and most of all thank (fast48) for being there answering all my q/a and not bashing his computer trying to understand me lol, and to the vendors i fully understand how stress it can be.

fyi gf is a psychologist : mybe thats why she can put up with my shit lol.