You mean when my wife said, "That's just about enough. I want a divorce!"

It was my birthday. They were planning a surprise party. Why I decided to pin in the first floor powder room, I can't remember. I was pinning my glutes and I had a gusher, like I hit an artery or something. The bathroom looked like a crime scene. Blood everywhere. Dripping down the mirrors, the spray from my ass hit everything. The towels were soaked in blood. There was a knock at the door. It was my wife. "Honey, I need your help." I didn't reply. She pushed the door open that I failed to lock. She started screaming. "Are you OK?" "What happened?" "What's going on???" My shorts were on the floor and the rig was in my hand?" There was a knock at the front door. "Angie, it's mom and dad." The door was unlocked and my in-laws walked in. My mother-in-law slowly turned her head toward the first floor bathroom door that was now open." More screaming.

FAST FORWARD

I now live in a trailer about 20 min away from the house. 80% of my salary goes toward alimony and child support. I see my kids once a week on Saturday supervised.

Just joking bro. LMAO

But, honestly, I don't accompany my wife to her gynecologist and hang out in the exam room while the doc is examining her and my wife has never seen me pin nor does she have any interest in watching. We are both very happy with out marriage. But, even a marriage, yes a marriage has boundaries. At least ours does.

It never crossed my mind to try and hide it from my GF. That or anything else I do. What's the point?

Before I ever started using AAS I sat down with my now ex-wife and shared with her all of the research I had done on the subject. She wasn't really on board at first but I continued to present facts, both pro and con, and she was ultimately ok with it. When my current girlfriend and I started to get serious I immediately told her about it and again gave her the facts about it. She is 100% ok with it and even does all of my pins for me now. If you can't be 100% open with your significant other about your AAS use, then you have some serious underlying relationship issues that you need to get straightened out. How would you feel if she was hiding something as important as this from you?

She was pretty cool with it. First she wanted the run down and to read about it, but after knowing it can be done safe and responsibly she didn't give a dam; even helps me when I need a hand. I think the big problem most partners have is the aggression. If you don't act crazy and your honest I'd assume 99% of the time they wouldn't care until they find out how much $$$ you spend on it. Lol.

Sorry, not humorous but we discussed it before I got on. The needles was a sticking point for her but after explaining the dif between IV,IM and SC injections and that I'm not taking up IV heroin, she was cool with it. Even helped me with my first pin... or tried to lol. If she wasn't cool with it, that would have sucked because I wouldn't be using them.

So my ex wife she knows of course . But my new wife it's a bit problem . She knows but she pretended she don't know . She saw a gear enough for the whole year when I was out of the country before 2 weeks . So I'm week 2 in cycle . I don't inject front of her like my ex wife . But my feelings if something happened about I using steroids it's not her problem . As long as I make the sex . And honesty I feel all my test goes for having sex not in gym really . And some closest friend at gym know this too . They new they would work out for many years and they will not get the size or the pump in the muscle without steroids and food . But always telling them and my new wife . Steroids alone do nothing food a lot of it and hard training do the things . And also clear when you are walking in street everyone knows you use steroids . Your wife knows too . How the hell she will explain that you was with some fat few weeks ago and now bigger muscles and leaner . She even enjoy touch your chest down to your penis . And at the end they say that they are worry . They are liar and I don't give a shit . It's my body and as long and she don't pay one cent in my gear not her business .

She said 'ok'... now when she knows I'm on she pokes my muscles and makes a deflating sound because they're "fake"

I was married for 12 years and never told her, not her or anybody else
People when see your nice hard earned body, the first idea comes to their stupid heads ohhh!! He is using steroids .... no morons this body doesn't come easily nor win it in a lottery. .. we are working pretty hard and eating shits to look like that

I refuse to be held down be someone that doesn't understand the lifestyle.

She was worried of course, had to explain to her the amounts i use aren't insane and i safely go on and off and take things (pct) to bring my body back to normal for a few months and stay off....She pins the glutes for me now

I was open about it with my wife from the get go she was kinda of freaked out at first but she does all my pins for me now just gotta b honest with em I figure cause if ya try to hide it and they find out oh shit!!

I never hide it from my wife. Just took my time to explain to her that I'm using it in a safe way and what a pct is and that I have it covered. She was cool about it once she had a better understanding. Females do crazy things to look better like injecting toxins and starving themselves so most of them can understand why we do it. Biggest problem is that media and govt created that sick image of steroid users portrayed as dumb, always angry psychopath.

Well it was a long time ago but ill try and remember , it was probably day 4-5 of us hanging out, we really clicked (were getting married next fall) from the first day we met something was different, typically id meet a girl and even if i liked her i wouldnt hang out with her the very next day, maybe see her a few days later etc but with my fiance from the day we met until today we have never spent a day apart, the only time we slept in different beds was after our first date, she invited me to stay but i didnt have my meds cause i was not expecting her to invite me nor was i expecting us to click like this. So anyways we were together everyday, around day maybe 4 or 5 she asked me, i denided. The though is always in my head if we break up and shes vengeful she could use this against me, but we really did and do have something special. Then it was maybe 2 days later we were out to dinner and she asked me again and said its obvious, and she didnt care shes had friends who used before but she would be really pissed if a month or two down the line she found something in my room. So im pretty sure i told her i use gh and test prescribed by my doctor, i cant remember exactly but i know i didnt just say it, i came up with some way of admiting it without it being illegal. Then she just got eased into it over the next few months i showed her more and more.

She doesnt care about my using gear at all, but it pisses me off because i want her off her birth control, its known to permenantly kill a girls libido even years after they stop taking it. It causes a massive increase in SHBG girls on the pill had levels 8 times higher then girls not on it, and even when they come off it their levels of SHBG were still 4 times higher then normal even 2 years after they stopped taking it. SHBG causes lower free test, which causes lower sex drive, the weight gain they all complain about ( although theres proaably other reason for that) etc. And everytime i tell her to stop taking it she tells me to stop taking my test, I tell her ok, ill stop taking my test, that my doctor prescribed, i no longer have any desire to have sex with you, ill be lucky to get my dick hard, so you might get your libidio back but mine will be gone, not to mention the depression, lethargy, muscle loss, brain fog etc etc. So thats our only arguement.

Heroin = pissed, Steroids = meh. I now stick to steroids and everyone's is happy.