It’s been quite some time since I’ve frequent this forum. Some of you may know me. And my journey. I went through quite the manic depressive episode since late 2024. It’s been a roller coaster since then. I’m 33 now, and have calmed down a bit. I’m no longer dedicating my entire life to bodybuilding and giving up Life and social engagements in fear of coming off diet or program. I have learned that I want to enjoy life and live the most out of it. So now I basically train not to be the top bodybuilder on stage. But to be the hottest boy at the festival. No competition prep, no hard-core dieting, no misery. And to be honest, I’m a happier and healthier person because of it. I stay around 8% body fat year around, but I am never killing myself to push it down to that 5% and below to get into stage shape. That is miserable. Now I just stay in single digit body fat and werkkkkk it at all the parties and festivals. I have found that many people want the same approach and want to learn how to live this type of life rather than the bodybuilding lifestyle. There is way more clientele that come to me, wanting to just feel good and feel hot in their own bodies and feel hot on the beach or our parties. Then there are guys who wanna get on stage. There’s many people who don’t want to dedicate themselves to the gym and endlessly eat chicken and rice all day long. And have no social life and are scared of eating a burger or a cookie. Lol. That used to be me. But no longer. I am living life more and enjoying it more. But I am still staying shredded year round. I just wanna show up to the party and be snapping necks. No need to use Clen, halo, Winstrol, Or even Anavar these days. Why? I stay on testosterone and HGH year round. And add on other substances here and there. My favorite is using Anadrol for a week leaning up to a festival or an event to look good. The shit kicks in within 48 hours and you look amazing. 10 days ~2 weeks is all you need with Anadrol. It is the perfect pre-vacation pre-party quick result drug. Keeps you full pain and hard and tight through an entire vacation or weekend. I still dabble with tren and masteron here and there. Just because theres two of the few steroids that actually works for me. Equipoise crashes my estrogen. Same with Primobolan. Deca? Why? For my goals there’s no need. Too many side effects and bloat. I’m just trying to look good for the party. Decca is too much of an investment for the return that I’m trying to get. I’m no longer trying to be a professional bodybuilder or anything. All other orals are pointless when my goals. Anadrol is perfect. Retatrutide is amazing stuff for fat loss, and BPC-157 is great for joints. But that’s all I use nowadays. I sit around 190 pounds at 8% body fat @ 5’6” year round without having to push the drugs so heavy and do such heavy cycles and eat so strictly. Nowadays, I let myself live. I eat those tacos, I eat those chicken sandwiches, I go out with friends on weekends, I go to dinners, I
Actually, live now. I just factor in the calories and do the math. This is the way I’m living now and I think a lot of guys can relate. Very few are ever going to make it to the stage and do well on it. Most guys just wanna look good for their wives or their boyfriends or at the beach or on vacation. They’re not trying to get to 5% shredded competition ready conditioning. They just wanna sit at 8% and look ripped your round. And this is what I do now. DM me if you are on a similar journey or if you’d like to get on it or learn more. And answer that question before it gets asked, yes, I’m gay AF So don’t come here bringing that hate. If you can’t handle it, go back to your sad heterosexual life.