Reward is its just quicker when Im due cause Im goin EOD. Sometimes I just dont have time to sterilize shit. And when I load I get anal about the sterility of the area, bottles, hands, inj site, etc. I get most all my info from all old head and he beat it into my mind that ANY bacteria whatsoever can land you under the knife. Cause he had to get muscle cleaned internally before and said it was awful. And he said the more you expose the dart to even the air we breathe, the more risk you have. Then when preloading you are breaking the sealed sterile dart and putting it back. Just kinda seems risky. Wondering if I'm just being paranoid and or too anal. Cause a guy I know says he preloads but I really don't trust this clown's opinion cause he said he even used a used dart before.