Feelin' like a bitch
So I just started week 3 of my Dbol/Test/Deca cycle. 50mg/d dbol, 750mg/test e, 500mg/deca.
Yesterday I got back from a trip with my friends. My dad then told me my WWII vet grandpa who lived with me the past 6-7 years is dying and that we had to get there tomorrow, today now, if we wanted to see him. Long story short he passed last night in his sleep, couldn't ask for a better way to go. My dad also borrowed 2000$ from me that I don't really have. So these past two days have been very stressful on me, and I NEVER get stressed.
Yesterday and today I have had this "emotional" feeling about me. Overall it is just unpleasant. Words I can use to describe it are, anxious, somewhat lethargic and unmotivated. I went to do legs today, just now, and left after my 2nd exercise was completed.
Now like I said I never ever feel this way. So I don't know if its just the way that you feel when something like this happens, or if its the hormones I'm taking, or a combination of both scenarios.
I take .125mg prami at bedtime. 3mg Aromasin in the AM's. dbol 25mg spilt 2 times a day.
Any thoughts guys, or am I just being a bitch about all this?
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I just started dbol a few days ago at 40mg and I'm feeling lethargic as hell myself. It could be throwing you off a bit and making you feel run down... To combat this I take 400mg EGCG (green tea extract) twice a day. Morning and lunch. Keeps my spirits high and keeps my energy on full go. It's a super powerful antioxidant just drink water as it naturally dehydrates you! Try it out bud.
Hang in there bro. You're not a bitch. If you want to stay on the gear maybe just run a trt dose of test for a while. Life sucks sometimes. But yes talking to someone might be a good idea. take care
I never had anxiety or paranoia before this most recent cycle with test/eq. Caused from the eq dose but no matter what I would never stop the cycle because of emotional roller coasters only because after my hormones were balanced and I looked back on it I would regret not sticking it out and looking at the bigger picture which is my overall goals and aspired gains. Just my opinion. Good luck whatever you decide buddy.
It honestly is probably a combination of everything.
You may want to consider a break for awhile until
your feeling better.
Maybe you should go talk to a therapist. Sounds more like you are dealing with family and personal issues that you may have to get help with in order to feel less "emotional". I kind of don't get your avatar though by the way? It say's Whitepower kind of racist...and also two words not one...BUT the ironic thing is that it has Black fist?
Crazy... I have been feeling super lethargic and my workouts have not been up to parthis past week... I am week 4 into my dbol/test cycle... I was thinking maybe it was all the test rushing into me or maybe I need to up my AI a bit.. it was so weird, I was hitting legs yesterday and really didn't even wanna be there, form was sloppy not feeling it you know.. sleep is fine diet is fine I just dont get it.. I am going to take a few days off and head back in strong, I am thinking this will pass and thinking that this might be the "test flu" that some speak of because I am feeling flu like symptoms but have a great immune system usually to battle them.. Let me know whats up bro!!
RustyhookerEstro. Get blood tested. Privatemdlabs..com
x2 bro I'm gonna take tomorrow off. I was doing legs today did like 70 reps of squat, low weight. Then moved to some leg curls. Then was like fuck I gotta get outta here. Weird. Things will get better though, I'll keep you posted.
19nors are the worst steroids to be on when things like this happen tbh.. but it's not like you can plan for them either.. I'm very sorry for your loss.. up the aromasin like rusty said mostly for cycle purposes.. but don't expect to feel much better emotionally.. You just lost someone and it will take some time before you can honestly feel better.. Gear or not you'd still be depressed after something like this.. Again man I'm really sorry to hear about your grandfather
Thanks for the sympathies man and the advice. I did/will up the dose, and I completely understand that it's just gonna take some time. A few days away from the gym never hurt anyone.
No it won't hurt.. you have muscle memory on your side if you want to take time off.. when you begin to feel better you'll start to crave the gym again.. Don't force it right now because you're just wasting time if your head isn't in it.. just manage what you have on your plate now and everything will come back into place later.. give it a few weeks of break and you'll destroy the damn gym =]
I wouldn't blame what you are feeling on an increase in estrogen. Someone you cared about passed away. You aren't a robot. I sure hope you would be feel emotional about the whole situation.
Yeah I wasn't sure, I try to educate myself and sometimes you just gotta throw out a question and let some of your bros answer. Thanks.
Yeah I'm tryin' man. I knew it was coming and pretty much prepared myself for it the last time I saw him, but it's still fucked. Thanks for the advice. I may take tomorrow off, the gym is my fucking release though so when it doesn't work idk what to do.
RustyhookerWeek 3 aro should be higher. 6.25ed imo.
Sorry to hear bout family death. That alone will zap your happiness
Yeah thanks for your sympathies bro. I try not to cry to people, he was a great man though for sure. Used to haul bombs around lol, people would get on for a ride and find out what he was hauling then gtf out of there. He always thought that shit was so funny.
I already dosed 3mg this AM, should I dose another 3mg?
RustyhookerId dose again yes. Dbol is fun but the estro can bite your ass quickly.
Bombs? Thats rad! My Gpa died recently...crazy dude was a bear wrestler in a circus for a while. Old folks sure did some amazing sheit!
Ha holy shit a bear wrestler? Thats crazy!! Yeah he was a bad MF.
MultipurposeStress probably has a lot to do with but when I feel like that it's usually too much estrogen, I up my dose of anastrazole for a couple days... you might try upping your aromasin
I was thinking the same thing. I had planned on going to get bloods next Monday. I don't have the cash right now though until Friday. I've already taken 3mg today, any thoughts as to wether I should dose another 3?
MultipurposeI would dose another 3 and keep it at 6mg a day like rusty said. And sorry about your grandpa man.
Thanks for the advice and sympathies bro.