Nice to hear, slow roll gets it done. The cts will subside at some point as well.

Alright let me preach to you a minute. I will refer to this as "the dirty little secret". Most people dont know that you can eat a bodybuilders diet along with proper workouts and your benefits will be huge! I know you are probably not BBing but what we do really is just that to varying degree. So if you dont want to be Phil or Jay or Ronnie thats fine but we do want some variation of that even if only mild variation. So you're not going to eat 10-12 lbs of food a day, the synergy from the specific foods is what we are looking for, even if we cut the total weight in food down 80%. The synergistic effect of food in the body is so important to cause not only natty hormone to function correct but also synthetics to go with it. I can give you many places to go here but let me give you an easy one. Go over to jaycutler.com and click on blueprints. Trying to maintain the proper foods specifically just cut the amount or calories and try and adopt some meal plans. You will be surprised at the improvement with how you feel and look and how quickly you respond if you adopt good eating habits to goal. Brother the food is probably 90% of the goal and may actually be more than that. I know a guy in his late 40's that eats right and does low level hrt and doesnt even work out and he looks 10 years younger in just over 2 years. Even if you dont take the advice on a builders diet, find a nutricionist to help take foods you like and can live with and make some plans for you. Think about at least 5 meals a day even if small. Consider what hgh does so we can talk about your sleepiness. Hgh actually creates new cells in the body to where juice can only incrase the size of current cells. That process in part causes more stomach ghrelin. Ghrelin is what tells you that you are hungry and its production speeds up you metabolism and you are simply depleting all of your nutrients much faster. Remember when you were 16 how you were hungry a lot and constantly shoving food in your mouth? This was because you were peaking on natty growth hormone causing the axis to prompt higher levels of test and the other way around and you were a ghrelin factory as you are becoming again. The reason you had all the energy then is because you ate something every hour and it usually included carbs promoting more insulin and that promotes more hpga production and more ghrelin and more food and.....see where I am going. You are likely missing part of the puzzle to complete the loop and my guess is after your diet comment " not a great diet" that this is where we begin. You want to succeed and you are building a nice hotrod there but until you put tires on it, its not gonna work. The tires here are the diet. You have to get that in. Order or failure is the only option you have given yourself. Ok, let me hammer you on test a sec.....why? Thats just way more test than a person needs brother and given the fact that your hgh usage is low it is very unlikely your axis is discarding a lot of it and that before we discuss the fact that there are only so many resceptors to bind to. Its just too much is my point. To b at 1000 on free test is one thing but to sit at 1500 or more seems to be beyond saturation to the degree that there is no more benefit and you are probably binding spent test too long in too many resceptors now while fee test roams looking for a home. I wont bust you too bad there because realistically none of it matters if we cant get this diet right. You will peak, if not already, based on nutrition deficits alone and until that changes there is where you will sit. If that happens to be in a place where you feel tired or sluggish then that will be a constant as well. If what you are doing is not working then you change it, its that simple. Fix that diet and I have a feeling the conversation is over.