The sex drive in the cruise is the same as in the blast in that if everything is dialed in it is good. "Everything" covers a lot of ground. You have to learn to manage estradial, shbg, water, prostate swelling etc etc. Once you learn these things and begin to listen to your body based on your learning and personal experience it becomes pretty easy. For some people it becomes very easy in that you find your sweet spot in cruising that will need very little tweak once found and you find a sweet spot as to how often to pop i n aromasin or adex to control estro and shbg and you stay on top of holding water through that and salt reduction and healthy eating along with a dht control daily such as saw pallmetto with your supps and heart health and eventually what seemed near impossible becomes a daily easy routine such as brushing your tgeeth or eating or anything else you do. Its like anything else, the more you do it the better you get at it. We need some conversation as to the road map and once we get a lot of info from you we can talk about adding to your current situation whether it be prop or E or C and get some aromasin in route with your diet lined out and talk about drinking A LOT of water and reducing salt..then we run bloods to see how well you are achieving your goals based on our good guess work and tweak. You will begin to do better and better over the course of months and by the time a year rolls around, if you do as you should be in the discipline, you will be quite impressed with the new you. This stuff takes dedication but I can assure you its worth it if willing. All the compound stuff I can do in my sleep but you will be in control of the most important aspect which is the day to day water drinking, staying off crap drinks, eating good , working out etc. As to keeping gains and your question. You will very much be able to keep gains in the cruise between blasts. You will have the test available in the way a 25 year old does and as long as diet is dialed to goal and you continue the gym work just as big as in cycle you hold it. You can't however expect to keep gains if the diet falls off and the gym becomes slack, we need the same dedication (if not more) to keep gains as we had to get them. Change occurs with change. My new favorite saying when people tell me diet is dialed in is "diet is dialed in for what you see in the mirror right now, thats it". You can't say as many do, I can't seem to lose 20 lbs but diet is dialed in. No, its not dialed in if you can't achieve what you want, its dialed in for what you don't want which is that mirror! Lol so either PM me or go from here, get prop or long ester test or b oth in route along with some aromasin and not knowing your situation as you don't, order cabergoline at the same time to have on hand. I do need a lot more info though if you want help given we are all different, my recommendation would be for you specifacally outside the standard cookie cutter get some test and aromasin and much to ask to determine whats going on.