So.

I've graduated college twice. I'm a business major and a Web Development major. 7 years in college. I graduated highschool in 2006. Ever since... I would say 6th grade i've been chubby, and always had that soft, chubby, no facial hair look. It followed me in to highschool, where I was soft, chubby, and just couldn't put any facial hair on. I did manage to lose 25ish lbs of fat in highschool I had carried since gradeschool. College was the same. soft, chubby, and couldn't grow a beard to save my life. I remember someone asking if I had even gone through puberty, as a joke. heh.

Fast forward to 2009 when I started my second college degree, I was still soft, chubby, and looked like I was 12, then all of a sudden one christmas eve in mass, I had a panic attack. It was horrible. from there was depression, anxiety, paxil, therapy, and I eventually took up weight lifting to sooth the depression. I graduated in 2011. i had made some noob gains, but then things took a turn for the worse.

I basically felt like I hit a wall in 2013. I just wanted to die. I was a total introvert, my body was just getting weaker, hair was falling out, i could eat 1700 cals and get fat, the depression got severe, anxiety was so bad i couldn't have fun anywhere, I had 0 sex drive, but the worst was that I was still this chubby, soft, man-boobish kid who had 0 self esteem and avoided social interaction.

In 2013, I got my testosterone levels check by my GP. 220 total. I had no idea what that meant but my GP put me on androgel and took me off Paxil (which didn't do shit). 4 months in to androgel and i felt no better. it wasn't working for shit. I still was so insanely depressed and just hated my life. I though nothing would ever be right, and i stopped androgel.

March of 2014, after spending my birthday alone, i felt like killing myself. I didn't try, I was too big of a pussy. One night i stayed up and researched until I felt like my eyes were going to bleed. I went to a new endocrinologist and he took my blood. My total T had dropped to 190. I was speechless. Mind you I was eating a diet that was supposedly beneificial for test levels (dietary fats, very low sugar, lots of zinc and veggies, and grassfed meats).

So. I was scheduled for an MRI for my pituitary. came back fine, and my endo decided that the cause is undetermined. Injections it was. I took 4 injections. 200 every other thursday, of cypionate. i felt ok, but I got it bumped to 200 every thursday.

It wasn't until weekly injections that I started feeling happy. It's been about 10 days since i've felt like a new human. I've cried out of sheer happiness.

What testosterone Cypionate TRT has done for me:

I can finally get an erection
I have a sex drive and am trying to get with a girl this weekend
I have energy to lift and bike
I have motivation
I go out with friends
I always have a smile on my face
No depression, still a tiny bit of anxiety still
I have some acne

These are my questions. I am a noob and I know these questions may seem dumb;

I feel like I missed puberty. I do have a deep voice, but I'm still a pudgy mofo. If my test levels were so low, is it possible I'm going thru a second puberty? I have had sex a few times before and always had a sex drive up until a few years ago.

What can testosterone do in terms of body recomp?

How does testosterone directly relate to fat storages especially visceral fat?

Do i need to accommodate for the higher test levels when doing cals in < cals out?

Is there anything I can do with TRT to maximize fat loss? I feel like most of my life I was estrogen dominated :/

Pictures in the link below.

http://imgur.com/a/HTZLC

Thanks