For the love off god its only been 2 weeks since my 20 week cycle ended. Im losing my fucking mind. Dont know what to do. Going through withdrawl and missing the pin before the gym. Try to keep myself busy with various things,work overtime( bullshit),stay at gym longer which only reminds me of the juice more, bang the hell outa the wife so much she runs from me when i get home now haha, try to spend time and play with kids even more but get in trouble or waking them up at 1 am due to my insomnia,haha.....I dont plan on running my next cycle until around Christmas time but for fuck sake I dont know if I can wait that long. I feel I should give my body some time off after doing 20 weeks. What does everyone do to try and forget about it until the time comes for the next cycle. Mybe Ill just poke myself with needles 2 or 3 times a week to try and trick myself.