NEW JOURNEY, SCARED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND...
Hey brothers, some of you remember my post awhile back about my grandpa having the big C and me moving to a small fucking town to help them out. Well we though he got better so i didnt move, well he relapsed or whatever the fuck you call that... I cant not spend time with him while he is here, my grandma needs my help badly. I found all this out today, i got up told my job i had to quit and am heading out there tomorrow. I am scared beyond belief and nervous, but i know its the right thing to do. I have not been on here much due to other bullshit going on, but i needed to stop by and say what was going on with me. I have a lot of close bro's on here that i know like to know whats going on. I am hoping my gpa will be ok and we can go fishing all the time and just get back to how it was when he was better. Thank you for listening i love all my eroids brothers and future brothers...... please wish me luck
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AnonGood to hear about the gym, I like walking into places being the biggest dude there at times as well, it's a good feeling to know that everyone in that gym is your bitch. LOL.
I hope your Grandpa does better, the most important thing might be just your presence and him having someone to talk to (even if you can't understand a word he's saying)
KMF might be right. Small towns have a way of shaping people and giving them a new look on life.
haha joined one of the little gyms out here, well they are all little lol.... Well, i got A LOT of weird looks lol, apparently there are not many people like us out here, and no one lifts that much weight lol... I had all the 45's they had on the bench press haha.... good news is, that gym was looking for help, the manager seemed to like me, so maybe two birds with one stone haha
good luck man, who knows maybe that small town may change your life and your opinion on it things happen for a reason religious of not. Maybe you will meet some bad ass chick like brandy from joe dirt! either way good luck man.
Thanks for all the support brothers. Made it safe, went to dinner with the fam. Tomorrow I find a gym, first things first lol.
GearofWarBest wishes to you and yours, brother. It's hard when family are sick. To tell you the truth, my Father died in December, when I first registered here and he had been fighting a losing battle for a while. We all spent countless hours driving to and from the hospital, long CCU visits, talking to Doctors, getting 2nd opinions, hoping beyond hope that there was some sort of treatment they hadn't tried yet that may work. It got to be a ridiculous burden not only on us but on him as well. He told me that he was sick of being poked, prodded, and stuck with needles. He just wanted to relax, and let it be what it would be. So, he died in the hospital with his family by his side. They dosed him up nice like with a good sized dose of dilaudid and he just stopped breathing. He told me he wasn't scared anymore and was relieved that it was finally time to give up the good fight. He was also glad that he would no longer be a burden on all of us, mentally and physically. So I suppose I just wanted to tell you that no matter what happens things will be okay. Time will heal all wounds. It's only been 2 months but I'm miles away from where I was emotionally 2 months ago. Fill your time with Gramps with pisser memories!
Best wishes my brother. You're doing the right thing.
ugh long day of driving, about 12 hours or so..... I got about four more hours tomorrow... had to call it a day and get a room, hopefully this road is a good one......
thanks guys, i will post in this forum as i go..... will be two day drive lol FML
you made the right choice from the sounds of it they are special too you. i did the same thing when i was younger, and i can promise whatever happens you will be at peace with it... in that sense at the least. good luck.
I have been there. Your dedication and love to your family is admirable. I wish you and your family the strength and comfort that you will find from each other.
Sorry to hear that bro, i have family members who went through it and made it, i know it isn't easy, good luck man
Sending you positive thoughts and prayers
Being there for family is important
Grandparents are the best
Miss mine but memories are forever
Things will go how they are ment to.
Hope all goes well for you
Anondamn brother. wish you the best of luck