posted Fri, 12/13/2024 - 13:04
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So how many of you fucks are into body modification? Any wierdos out there? Wanted to share this with y’all. Just got this done today! I’m so fuckin happy to finally get it done! Check it out let me know what y’all think. Is it to much lmao!!
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Holy shit. How much did it cost you?
I dated a girl who had that done for a while. Kissing her was weird as hell. But the shit she could do with when sucking dick was incredible.
Lmao it’s getting me more attention than I thought from females. Got the back hand a couple times for showing it off. Oddly enough I wouldn’t date someone who has this done as I can’t imagine the baggage they would come with.
That girl was the definition of someone to have fun with but never take seriously. If there was 1 ex i could have another romp with in bed it'd be her though. Then quickly get dressed and flee her place.
Lmao!! I’m sure I’m in the same boat as her
Id think you could do some interesting things when going down on a girl once you learn how to control that.
I’m steadily improving lol
Update:
Fuckin stitch ripped around 4am. Woke up to a pile of thick ass blood on my towel. Shit soaked through and drenched my pillow. Spent most of the night tryna stop that shit from bleeding. Filled up about 3 full cups of blood. And a quarter of a little bucket (blood play for sale
). Had to wait for the kids to go to school before I could go to ER. Docs and nurses were hella surprised. They had to bring in an oral surgeon. Dude was surprised as to how calm I was. They threw in an extra 2 stitches. So far so good! Today was the first day I felt very weak and hungry. Since I was bleeding so much I could drink water without chugging blood. Bought to have my first meal today. 2 tasty bottles of ensure chocolate. Swelling has gone done a bit. I can somewhat close my mouth. Still drooling like a boxer and still can’t talk but I’m able to move my tongue a bit more. Can’t wait for Friday! I am eager to get these stitches out!
The sema has been working like a charm! I’m very glad I made that choice. Although today was a bit rough I am far from defeated. I can’t wait to eat some solid food Friday! And am very eager to hop back on Tren and ready to train hard as fuck!
My chest, arms, thighs, and calves are looking defeated as fuck. Forearms definitely shrunk! I’ll weigh myself Friday and see how much I lost these past 7 days.
Damn I get demotivated as hell anytime I miss macros. I swear the only part of me that shrinks is my arms too. Hope your tongue heals fast man
Thanks! I had this scheduled more then 6months ago so I had a lot of time to mentally prepare. I think not being able to talk is worse than not being able to eat. And losing muscle is worse than both lmao. I’ve always been self conscious of my chest and arms so it is a bit defeating bc they look so deflated.
What’s your diet looking like these days?
Not being able to talk might actually be a good thing for me lol, I'm not great at that anyway. My diet looks not so great because I JUST started a new job so it's 4000 calories and a minimum of 170g of protein but I've been missing those the past several days because buying a lb of chicken breast to eat every day is kind of expensive and I'm still waiting on that first check. A lot of oatmeal and peanut butter right now not gonna lie. I just hate this because it happened mid cycle. Poor financial planning on my part.
My girl has been joking about how she’s like that I can barely talk but I still find ways to piss her off lmao.
Congrats on the new job! Hopefully it is in the direction you want to go or pays more than whatever you left.
Yea food is expensive as fuck! Far more costly than the gear. I can’t eat chicken like that. In order to save money I wait for fridays when they have half off or more on meats. If I bought at regular price I definitely wouldnt be able to afford it. I’m fine with eating the same thing multiple times a day so I eat ground beef and broccoli with avocado. Sometimes I’ll add rice. If I do get tired of it I’ll have ribeye with broccoli and avocado. Pay attention to when markets around you have deals sometimes you can cut what you’d spend in a week in half.
Yea worst time for no food for sure. Im doing that year long cycle chaseirons was talking about. Tried my best to stick to test and gh only but when I did this promo I had to try some tren lmao.
You haven't tried Tren yet? Man I'm so curious about it but I can't because of how neurotoxic it is. I have so much brain damage from trying to do all the drugs that I just can't risk it.
I have. I was micro dosing started at 50mg weekly then bumped to 70mg weekly after about 2 weeks. I stopped the week before my tongue split and will be starting as soon as a I can eat again. I’ve done years of anger management and years of cognitive behavioral therapy. I have been on and off SSRIs like lithium and seroquel. I’m also light weight paranoid. I dont feel like I am but I’ve been told I am lmao. I feel like I’m just hyper aware of my surroundings. That’s my own fault tho. So basically I have to treat tren with respect. Only sides I experienced were night sweats and terrible nightmares. My legs already sweet at night but on tren I experienced my upper body sweating. I’ve always had reoccurring nightmares since a child. To make it worse 90% of the time I’m lucid dreaming. I feel conscious and am aware. These nightmares fucking sucked. Half the time I was begging myself to wake up. I used to smoke weed so wouldn’t dream but I stopped when I entered this world bc I didnt want to deal with high prolactin. My goal with tren is to figure out how much I can take without losing my shit lmao
I’m all for people doing what they want to their bodies, it’s their body, but it’s not for me. I don’t have any tattoos, piercings, nothing. Two reasons, number one is my mother, we all grew up in a military household with very traditional values, mutilating my body would break her heart. Number two is kinda fucked up, but I don’t judge others so I ask you to not judge me. It’s important for me to be able to manipulate people. If there’s something I want or need, and that need is bad enough, I’ve learned over the years how to get it. Being able to read someone, twisting your words, fast thinking, all these skills and more are very important, crucial even, towards the skill of manipulation. Having visible body modifications of any kind immediately skews any advantage you may have had and is a distraction for your target to focus on instead of your words and body language. Is that tongue in the picture yours, or an example?
It’s mine!
Yes body modifications put you at a disadvantage. But what are you gonna do? Say that’s it or realize that now you have to put in twice the work. I could walk up to anyone and before I leave they will be intrigued by me and if I want something I will get it. I dropped out of highschool as a sophomore was homeless for about a year then had a kid at 17. His mom was not involved at all. While this was happening I was slanging, hitting licks, coming up quick. At this point I had already had all my tattoos and piercing. Next thing you know I’m 21-22 and I have a business and most of my clients were rich. If I didn’t have the “gift to gab” I wouldn't have been able to make that happen. So yes it puts you at a disadvantage only until you Sharpen your skills. I also did Lyft just for kicks and my goal was to break every passenger. The shorter the ride the more rewarding it felt. Before they got out they’d spill their guts. I also learned it’s a great way to get one night stands or flings lol
My mom is a horrible disgusting human lmao I can give a fuck what thinks. The things she has done to me would make you sick. My grandma is the realest tho and tried her best to protect me
Oh man, now i know who you are. One of those lyft drivers constantly cleaning the car, liters of cologne sprayed on the seats, gets haircut and new clothes just to do a 3 mile trip so you can predator yourself on some too drunk chick. Playing NSYNC, Lol. I always laughed watching them guys. So much easier and legal ways to get pussy in America instead of preying on the drunk. I always tell my daughters "DO NOT CALL LYFT OR UBER, CALL ME I DONT CARE IF ITS 3AM!"
No new clothes no cologne no haircuts not even a trimmed beard. Yes I like my cars clean 100%. Fuck boys are metrosexuals. I look more like a beast. I hated picking up drunk people and wouldn’t Lyft past 9-10pm. Absolutely not don’t call me at 3am lmao! I can be very cocky. It’s called game my man. Put me in any environment it’s all the same. I have morals drunk is a no go. Seen too much to stope that low.
Good man! You're a dying breed then. +1 for actually getting this site.
"You pick up girls driving Lyft? You must be a heckin rapist" Woman logic, also you're about 20 years late on that NSYNC jab
Then you dont know the drivers around my way. Not everyone lives in smallville kid. And you read the whole context wrong and i threw in lol which means im just busting his balls and im sure he gets it.so who is late not minding their business?! Your gay ass thumbs downs dont hurt my karma because im not here for karma kid! You can take it all and ill still celebrate Christmas with my family this year. I know you. A thin skin chick and noone is even talking about you. You're and easy read.
Why does everyone respond to negative criticism with "mind your own business?" it's posted in a thread for everyone here to see lol
Because when you down vote a comment to someone else you expose you are the one butt hurt. You took it to a whole another level. Either fit in or move on. Thats what i meant by mind your own
Lol my bad I thought you were being a dick.
Understood.I was being a dick, if you know me here i am a dick but im the one of the coolest guys to get along with. I like busting balls. Eroids is my community to have friends and i do the same to my close friends in reality. Just in case you didn't know downvoting penalizes the commenter so use it wisely or if you really have legit beef.
my bad, faggoty downdoot reversed
Fellow member of the dogshit single mom club. Let me guess...she had you at a young age and cared more about recapturing her youth with drugs and boys than raising her son? I may be off with that but it's for sure an epidemic.
Drugs and gangs have always been apart of this family. I’m not sure it was so much trying to recapture her youth as it was she HATED my biological father. It’s crazy how my mom treated me and let things happen and be apart of. then she marries and that dude beats me senseless then teaches me to slanging next think you know I’m 14 and I’m slanging doing coke with this dude. Only to find out my biological father wanted to be apart of my life and loved me deeply. He died before I could meet him. His wife told me every year for my bday he’d get a cake for me sing happy birthday and cry hoping I was doing good. He would tell his other kids about me all the time. I spent most of my life hating him. I taught myself that if those who are supposed to love and protect can hurt and abandon you then no one can be trusted. This still lingers in my head. It is beyond hard for me to develop healthy relationships bc I don’t trust a soul. It’s sad to say but I am ruthlessly selfish and incapable of loving. In my eyes the only true love I will experience is the love I have for my children. I don’t think I will ever experience that with a partner. It hinders the relationship I’m in now deeply. I need someone who loves me deeply and will do anything for me yet I know I can’t give that in return.
But the love you have for your children you are already breaking the cycle. Then they will teach their kids the same. Some of this stuff runs for generations and generations and you have already stopped it. Give yourself that credit
I do. My life and who I am as a father has been fueled by the thought of breaking the cycle. It makes me so fuckin happy that my kids actually get to be kids. They play without a care in the world. They aren’t filled with fear and hate they are literally kids being kids lol. It’s crazy to see.
I also get a huge kick out of going to school events and kids parties bc people are shocked by how I look and how they behave and do academically. Also my girl is a stunning Latina and my daughters are beautiful and well I look the way I do. Say you saw my girl and daughters walk into a store and I walk in 2min later. There’s no way in your head you’d think I’m with them. Then you hear those girls yell daddy and run to hug me then kiss the wifey you’d instinctively think what the fuck is goin on lmao. Straight up beauty and the beast!
I had the complete opposite and could never be more grateful. Single nurse momma who solely provided/helped me get away from abusive father and step-monster. Went back to school and became an NP because we were barely scraping by- my little brother has autism and that was another layer of stress to it for sure.
There are some women that still live true to respectable morales and values! Damn near real life superhero’s and as I’ve grown nothing has made my heart happier than giving back.
You are beyond right though. Sadly with today’s women I honestly am not sure if I’m even going to have kids anymore. Probably leaning towards not nowadays. It also goes both ways with how lackluster and retarded most men have become right alongside the women.
I’m jealous! My perception of woman is skewed bc of things I’ve seen my mom and tias do. Besides them telling me to stay away from white woman they taught me to never trust a bitch. Taught me that woman would only bring me down. In reality it was bc of the type of woman that they were. They also hate any woman I’ve ever been with bc they’d rather have me there with them. It’s like they want me to play the role of husband for them. It was a hard thing to realize and accept.
How's your brother doing now? Autism is something I'm seeing a lot more of now (real autism, not "look at me I'm special, also I'm gay!" fake autism). My heart goes out to those guys man. It makes me violently angry how in TV shows it's always portrayed as a super power. Autism in fiction just means introverted and ultra smart when in reality it means you're probably of average intelligence and just tend to fixate and can't connect to anyone socially. It's an actual curse that dooms it's sufferers to a lifetime of loneliness.
He is amazing now!!! He is much much younger and has a different dad, but they didn’t even think he would be able to talk… now he has a drivers license, is taking coding classes, and works a job!!! He still has meltdowns and has to regulate/have a routine, but the therapies and private schools we were able to put him through and work hard with made him excel!
He loves computers and cars. I legitimately let this 18 year old with autism do anything to my 50k truck he wants. Change oil, brake pads, etc. I know he will meticulously do it and KNOW if anything is even a centimeter off of where it was. Their brains are like little machines, but agreed too much input or different input and it can cause an explosion!!
He actually had a tiktok with over a million followers posting car related content the past few years, and recently someone tricked him into getting hacked(he does not pick up on malice or harmful social ques, and thought this person was his friend)… so we’ve been going through him essentially losing his livelihood (or how he sees it so hard to explain), and tiktok support being in China and super slow.
Overall I’m so grateful and wouldn’t change him. He taught me so much and grew my patience levels exponentially.
I hate the portrayal too. Honestly most of these social media/tv show portrayals aren’t even autism or are so so so barely on the spectrum they KNOW that they are playing into it and abusing it.
Thanks for asking! @FartDracula
Me and my son watch “young Sheldon” togethor all the time, 90% of the things he does that the attribute to him being a genius are really just autism. It’s wild how much of his character is clearly autistic but they try and frame it as quirky genius kid traits.
You can totally be a genius and be autistic. But in shows it's always autism=genius. Also it's so weird how much of a banger of a show Young Sheldon is. Good shit
Lmao!!
When I see stuff like this it just tells me you had shitty parents or something traumatic happened to you as a kid.
Spot on my man. No dad and mom chose men over me. Surrounded by drugs. Sexually abused and beaten severly as a child. And raised like a pitbull to protect the family that broke me.
As shocking and disturbing as this page may be, you do seem like a very genuine, humble and decent guy mate.
Thanks!
Have always got the same exact impression! Pretty easy to tell when people are putting on a mask, but he has always been extremely genuine and open to talking about his troubles past and life experiences. I know how much humility that takes and it does not go unnoticed! @Sithx66
Appreciate the words man!
Also happy to report that none of my children are remotely interested in things of this nature. I strongly believe it’s bc they come from a very loving and caring home. I associate these things with people who are broken. Especially heavily modded and tattd people. I’ve never met anyone drenched in tatts and piercings who were like o yea my life was great. They usually have fucked up backgrounds and use these things to cope.
My take on aesthetics/body modification: Less is more when it comes to tattoos, piercings, and scars. Any man with a sleeve looks like nothing: "Alternative Man #4" character build. If you had one canvas to paint a masterpiece on would you just cram a bunch of shit in the corner taking roughly 1/5 of the space? If you have too many piercings it's the same idea. Do you want to look like any randofuck who works in a pizza joint or cheap tattoo parlor? You want to have visual balance. If you have symmetrical features? Then put a couple of piercings, one on both sides evenly to enhance the already good features. Asymmetrical features put more things on one side. Have a tattoo that follows the natural proportions of your body. Think of something along the lines of shapes and symbols. You're trying to improve YOUR look, not draw attention away from it. All of these additions should be the backup dancers of your overall aesthetic. Most visually complex tattoos look fine but are a nice separate visual piece from the bearer at best, like a drawing on skin at worst. Not a popular opinion, but you want to look larger than life right? Not like "Alternative Man #4? You can just wear a shirt if you want something visually beautiful that stands on its own from your look. If you have a REALLY good idea for one strange unthought of scar, piercing as a centerpiece? (Not a tattoo. Unless you are a creative genius, don't lean on tattoos a lot) Get that one thing and it better be good because that's your entire visual representation of your personality from now on. In this instance OP went with the split tongue for example. Others might go with idk...their entire circulatory system from the neck down tattooed (don't do that, that would be stupid). The cherry on top of the painting that is your body. Make it good or else YOU.....WILL...LOOK....LIKE....A.....RETARD. Thanks for reading my blog.
You’re looking at it from the point of view as someone who wants these things to improve their appearance but I don’t think that’s why people do it. They’re doing it to make their appearance different not better. To THEM it is better even tho to us it’s crazy. I think it’s also kinda like a “fuck you” to suit wearing conformist society. Basically like a billboard that says “I’m not a boring old banker”. I think some people want it to look fucked up in a way, they don’t want it to be an aesthetic Lt pleasing work of art but a scramble fuck of shit they like
I do it bc I believe it makes me look better. It makes me feel more attractive. Yes it’s different but I’m not chasing after different I’m chasing after beauty. If anything it’s horrible self image issues. Who the fuck would think that splitting your tongue would make you more attractive. Me lmao but I am also a very broken human. There is also a lot of what you are saying to tho. Usually the type of art and attitude that person has will show you were it’s coming from
I think it's a waste. It's cutting of your nose to spite your face. Also I'm really gay about visual art. Wouldn't you rather live in a world where everything is beautiful? idk these things are at the end of the day subjective. That's why art and wine critics are total fags that everyone hates.