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Appreciate what you have, not what you want!

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I'm not going to elaborate on what I have been through. I can take pain and don't accept an ounce of pity because of it. Fuck the coma and Fuck the surgeries. I deserve the hand I've been dealt. Life is a bitch, Fuck it! As soon as you all realize your breath can be taken at any moment, for any reason; the sooner you will realize, your life is a grain of sand in time. We have been taught that our lives mean something in the scope of history when we are a mere speckle in time. We are so conceited to believe we actually mean something to history. How do you want to be remembered? Sit back for a moment and realize what your place is in this world. bFG has created a brotherhood that relates to each other and, if we stand strong, will stand the test of time. Realize the gifts you have been given and Fuck the petty shit. Because at the end of the day when we are lying on our death beds, what will you wish you did different? Don't fuckin give me karma for this and I hope I stay at level 1. Levels mean shit to me. I want everyone to know how fragile life is and understand we only have one. Once we die, its lights out. Period. Live for nothing or die for something. I'm gonna eT some jello now as these fuckin docs have me on a soft diet. Sit back for a minute and think about your lives.

Nitti's picture

Smh! Lol. I don't know whether to laugh or be embarrassed for him.

Engineereddisaster's picture

Laughing is definitely easier. I'm sure he's reading all of this, and taking on the embarrassment part all by himself.

J.Mc.'s picture

I too have a hollow tooth and hell will freeze over before you have your way with my ass you sicko!

Darktide's picture

;)

Pale's picture

That post just gave Ed a months worth of material. lol!

Darktide's picture

I know lol....it is good I think for people to relax and be able laugh and who better than Ed Smile

mhman's picture

Dam ED what's next CSI Miami ?

Greg's picture

He lost me at the hollow tooth...

A C-130 is a cargo plane
An AC-130 is an Attack Cargo plane (gunship)
An EC-130 is a cargo plane equipped with electronics for airborne command post and electronic countermeasures. It is not a gunship. I.e., it would have been more correct for him to say, "..which is just a cool word for saying I changed countermeasures on an EC-130"

Engineereddisaster's picture

Yeah, my bullshit flag raised right there. Shit, even pank doesn't have a hollow tooth. Pank did tell me that he has a hollow weiner where he keeps an extra .50 cal clip for his sniper rifle but that's totally different that claiming an L-pill rests in your back tooth.
On a side note, I can respect the hell out of a dude that changed counter measures on an ec-130. In my opinion Service to ones country is damn respectable, no matter the job. Why inflate it and take away from those who served in different capacities?

Darktide's picture

Pank did tell me that he has a hollow weiner where he keeps an extra .50 cal clip for his sniper rifle

LMFAO! Your killing me!!!!

Engineereddisaster's picture

Sorry bro. I know you told me that in confidence.

Darktide's picture

Thanks now you have exposed my PTSD Penis Transformed Secretly for Destruction!

Engineereddisaster's picture

Oh shit. I'm so glad that you clarified that, Iall this time i thought it was "penis transformed secretly for Destructos."
Smile

manbearpig's picture

LMAO! thats gayer then aids

Darktide's picture

Now that some gay shit right there!! Lmaooooooo!

Greg's picture

On a side note, I can respect the hell out of a dude that changed countermeasures on an ec-130.

And so would I, hell I would respect him if he said he worked in the motor pool at Minot North Dakota.

Sadly, even his C-130 story is suspect.

UgtaBkdNme's picture

There is a special place in hell for pretend veterans.

greenlantern's picture

As prior service USMC 8154 Security Forces/FAST 1997-2001. If you're a fraud....I feel sorry for you. If you're who and what you say you should know that your SERE training wouldn't have let you make a 1# mistake.

Where did you go to SERE school mike?
What time did you jump for Robin Sage?

Darktide's picture

He told me he was Air Force and a AC-130 weapons tech. No mention of Para Rescue or Combat Controllers.

greenlantern's picture

That's kinda like Navy Special Boat teams calling themselves SEALs, their not groundside operators but they provide a vital mission support element...sometimes they hit their head. Lol j/k I'm sorry but I had to do that anybody that's been in knows that that's funny as fuck.

Darktide's picture

I am in the know. Honestly I would say our boat teams are closer SF support than a weapons loader! I was was telling ed I was talking to a teammate last night over dinner about people posing a SF, SEALs, Recon etc. He said "I don't know why the hell anyone would lie about saying they do what we do, he said shit I tell women that I invented the newest greatest software chip that is going to make Bill Gates look like a pauper!" He said that is how you get some ass....we don't get paid jack shit Lmao!

greenlantern's picture

Lmao!

Catalyst's picture

Reminded me of an old mate of mine I went to university with. He ended up as a test pilot for Westland helicopters. The numbers of girls that thought told him to get lost because they thought he was lying when he pulled that line out to impress 'em. Ironic when it was the truth!

Darktide's picture

Lol! I know in the beginning I never understood the intrigue that people had with solders, pilots etc. Then you see how it is all portrayed in Hollywood and your like I get it. I teammate of mine and I were consulting on a film that was about Navy Seals and they were asking what is the "emotional output" of what happens when you get shot. I said you fall down and scream like a little bitch lol. Of course they didn't take that for a consult they were looking for something more stoic Blum 3

Pale's picture

I am not former military just raised by a vietnam vet (semper fi). And yea, as soon as he thought I was old enough to understand him (looking back I didn't) he would tell me the difference between Hollywood and all hell breaking loose. We liked to make fun of the Muji's for "praying and spraying" but truth is in a firefight our guys often times were doing the same thing. Notice they took full auto off many of the rifles and went to tri-burst.

Darktide's picture

We liked to make fun of the Muji's for "praying and spraying" but truth is in a firefight our guys often times were doing the same thing.

More so during the Vietnam era not so much the modern day military in comparison. The psychological difference that they concluded was that men who were drafted were less apt to hold a sense of commitment and discipline. Now this is of course not a rule but a statistical theory. Those who enlist willingly are more apt to hold unit disciple and cohesiveness.

The same reason many men who enlist would rather be part of an elite combat unit, squad etc. The mentality is that the men next to them are better trained and disciplined thus insuring a greater survival rate.

Pale's picture

Makes good sense to me Pank. Not to mention repeatedly walking in to am ambush in the jungle is liable to make any man a bit crazy.

Nitti's picture

Mike, clearly you're upset but you CANNOT GO AROUND THREATENING PEOPLES LIVES my man!!! It ain't happening. I'll give you the opportunity in a few days to come and clear the air. But that shit about killing a guy because he thinks you're not being honest, c'mon man. That's a fuckin bad look! Defensive ppl have a reason to be. They're hiding shit! These guys/gals did nothing wrong bro. They saw something that rubbed them the wrong way and they called it out. You could have EASILY put all doubt to bed and silenced them. Instead you're threatening ppl and from what you've said you are a former Special forces soldier so I'm taking that shit seriously. You have friends here that you talk to regularly offline. Get with them and come correct bro. I can't have the bullshit!!

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

GOOD CALL BROTHER.... THIS DEFINATELY NEEDS SORTING ASAP

These threats are way off the charts.

Nitti's picture

What you saw wasn't the half of it. My pms tell a little more of how fucked up my man is. Hopefully he's reading this and takes some time to think about how he really fucked with people's emotions on here. I thought he was an intense aggressive dude but not all that other shit. This is ridiculous ,.....

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Mike1982
Oct 6th, 2013
Nitti, one of my life's regrets will be to have never met you and sparred a couple rounds. I'm not the one to be pushed and I've been pushed too far. After I kill him I will see whoever else wants to share the same fate. I will most likely die in this process but I'm about to paint my masterpiece. I will die for something. I respect you more than you know but I'm not the one to be fucked with. Do what you have to do and I will never fault you because of it but its about to get insane around here. You have my word.

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Mike, nobody fucked with you bro! Your card got pulled and you got called out. They say that 90% of our lives are determined by how we react to situations ,not the situation itself. Your actions following being put on blast tell us a lot. Hopefully the whole thing was made up and you're not dying of cancer. At first I thought only parts of it (in and out of comas) were made up. Now I think the whole thing is bullshit. But I'm one person. The community called you out and you chose your response. I don't know what else to say. I think you owe a few people some kind of an apology and explanation. I don't need one. But you definitely tugged on some heart strings. Not cool bro.

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Pale's picture

Damn right he would most likely die in the process. I can see him running around the north country going gym to gym asking to see guys chest looking for my ink. Lmao!

Nitti's picture

The sparring a couple rounds thing? Yeah I'm in a pretty shitty mood. That won't be pretty.

Darktide's picture

Yeah I'm in a pretty shitty mood

Now this is some bullshit what the hell for! You are ripped you eat cheese steak all damn day, you have a great woman who loves you.....and your in beach shape year round! Now I am in a shitty mood for having to acknowledge this Blum 3

VIKING EVOLUTION's picture

Unbelievable bro.... some serious head problem going on with this guy, no way can he be allowed back on here with a state of mind in that condition..... no way.

dudebro's picture

Let's hope the whole thing is made up because it would be even more sad if it were true. The guy is on his death bed and he has a family yet all he cares about is eroids lmao.

Darktide's picture

"I'm about to paint my masterpiece"

Isn't that from a movie? I can't remember which one but I know I heard that in a movie. All I want to know is how come I never come up with cool shit like that to say Smile

On a positive note watching how many people sincerely expressed their concern and prayers etc in this community was something that makes me proud to be a part of. I guess it proves that a bunch of juicers & juicets are not painted with such a superficial cliche!

vhman's picture

FYI: It's from the movie "Man on Fire" That isn't the exact quote though, "He's about to paint his Masterpiece." is the quote.

Darktide's picture

That is it!! Hahaha that would have driven me nuts all day! Thanks! Smile

vhman's picture

No problem.

J.Mc.'s picture

DAMN!...

I don't know what else to say other than that's fucked up! Maybe he'll get his shit sorted out...

Nitti's picture

Ok this is going nowhere! Mike ,you are a good dude and a lot of people are in your corner. It would be a shame to let them down. I think that because so many feel that you've fabricated this story or part of it, posting a pic may have silenced doubters. But you've elected not to. That's your choice. I see that you are understandably upset as are a lot of members I'm talking to. They feel that you've pulled the wool over our eyes and tugged on our heart strings to gain,.....? What I'm not sure! Honestly, part of me hopes it's not real. I don't want you to be dying of cancer my man. But either way, this is going nowhere , you're betting aggressive and not willing to communicate so I'm locking it down!

Darktide's picture

I 100% agree with this^^^! Mike I hope you can see the compassion in Nitti's words and also the spot you put him in is not righteous at all! The fact the he is giving you some days to cooled down should be applauded. You threatening a man's life because he doesn't believe you is unacceptable for anyone with honor.

I echo his sentiments of not wanted to see anyone suffer from such a horrible disease but you still must be held accountable for your words and actions regardless.

I will also add the restraint and diplomacy that Nitti has shown is second to none because if it was me, I would not have been as kind. I say this with all due respect so that you realize the level of severity this is. My hope is you will do what his good and right.

Pale's picture

You are right there in your hospital bed mike. Take the pic. It ain't like you don't know how.:)

Pale's picture

Mike, you are hilarious and not the first exposed person I have seen resort to internet bravado. It just lends more credence to our case against you. You are a fraud.

You have had more than a couple hours to post a simple pic showing you in your bed, face covered of course. You didn't. Nuff said..

Nitti's picture

Bro, relax! No need to post your own personal info. Location or anything else sensitive. And taking this aggressive approach is not a good look. Brotha your Blood pressure is Gona get you in trouble if you are in a hospital bed. Relax man! We'll all about it and I'll lock this down if you wish. I just want to know what's going on and if anything here is fabricated. You really touched a lot of ppl here and they were genuinely worried about you. I hate to see ppl's emotions toyed with. You have countless members offering their best and some like ANBRO even going as far as highlighting and spreading your posts in an attempt to get more eyes on them so ppl will pray with her. This whole thing is ugly now. But apparently there are a lot of ppl who just don't think it adds up Mike. We are all fucked up in our own way. None of us perfect. We are only human bro. Don't get too upset about this. Just clear the air. More respect will come of it that way. But do me a favor and stop with the defensive personal attacks. We know that nobody is knocking on anyone's door. If you're sick bro, you aren't going anywhere to do shit. It's not that deep. Just chill with all that. I had to edit one comment already. Don't post personal info again please