Hello everyobe. My name is Monique and i am mikes fiance. Mike has been in a Coma for going on 3 days now and all i can think of is his health and how he wanted me to be a part of this website. He has spent may days and nights burried here. I even thought at one point he was cheating on me and i checked phone and text records just to find out that he was cheating on me with eroids lol. it is killing me to watch him with a breathing tube down his throat and shit attached to him all over his body. he wouldnbt want this. He has had so many complicatins since his first surgery and he was doing good for about 4 days and now this. yesterday at around 10 pm i was begging him to please get back to us. about 30 seconds later he flinched and squeezwd my hand for less than a second. i refuse to believe that was just a reation, i know he heard me and he is fighting. i cannot lose him and his son needs his discipline and i know he will wake up. i just dont know what else to do. his family does not knpow about this place and what he does but he tells me about the great people here that help him get thru what he is gping thru. Please excuse me if i forget anyone as he has spoken about a lot of you but novi, pank, nitti, ob(i hipe that is right), nob, destructas, and Ally, those are the ones that i remember off hand. one thing i will never forget him saying is i hope these people live life to the best of their ability because their brains are above the rest. i am not a very intelligent woman and i know he is a very intelligent man. He will say otherwise but he is the man who cleans the house, cooks the meals, and educates our son. He has just seen so many sad things and in may cases it has put a strain on us because he expects so much after seeing the down side of life. i was spoiled as a child and he has 3 stab wounds and 2 shrapnel wounds. people dont know this but he cant do shoulder excercieses because he still had metal in his upper back from his second tour in iraq. I dont mean to bring his secrets to light but he is a man who wanta to be understood yet doesnt give the full picture of his life. He grew up in a very rough area of new orleans and after so many tragedies he still prevailed and went into the military less than a week after high school. he graduated with honors in a tough area of the air force. to this day he still has his regrets about what he has done. He wanted pank to knoe this. 3 days after his surgery he submitted his paperwork to reenlist in the air force; He wanted pank to knoe this so if you talk to him please tell him. i just feel so helpless because i cant get his words. his favorite quote was " live for nothing, or die for something". We have fought on many occasion because i never understood what that means. well now i do. he needs something to live for, he is not ok with a regular life and he needs to live above that. this world and especiallty my world will be absolutelty crushed to lose a man like him. He is a man of passion and he absolutely believes in all or nothing. I cannot do anyuthing but thank all of you who have made this last couple m0nths so much more bearable. His phone number is ********* for qnyone who would like to say any words that i can relay to him. eroids has meant the workd to him and to Nitti, the last thing i remember him saying ahout you is, there is always a method to my madness but he has mastered the art. he said you would khow what that means.