Ready to get my balls busted
What’s up fellas. Im here letting y’all know a little bit about myself so I can take notes, learn and apply it!
I’m 31 yrs old 6’2” -220lbs and sitting at 19% BF. I have ran some gear before but I was the typical dumbass adolescent that didn’t fully understand what the life of AAS was all about. Ran Omnadren 250 at 19 yrs old at 500mg/wk for 6-8 weeks. Had maybe a weeks worth of pct of Nolvadex and couple Clomid. Little did I know at 19 yrs old I had more than enough of my own testosterone and had no business running anything. Fast forward some years to 21-22 and I really thought I knew it all. Ran a 6 week cycle of test prop and Tren act. Had maybe 2.5 weeks worth of pct this time. Didn’t run anything after that until I started to notice at 28-29 I felt like shit. Never slept , had insomnia and was putting fat on rather easy. Drank like a fish and that mixed with insomnia and I was at the Dr. with a test level closer to an 80 year man than a 29 year old. Was put on TRT running cyp at 250mg/wk. After losing my insurance could no longer go and so I bought my own test Enth and ran low doses of 125mg/wk at 8wks and the cut that in half again. Waiting for my new insurance to kick in so I can get some bloods and see where I’m at. Have ordered some aro, Nolvadex, Clomid along with cyp ,prop, blod undec, var, and Tren act. NOT GOING to run the Tren. No where near ready for it nor do I have cycle to run it with. Have been on here for months reading and trying to find the right compounds to run together and to understand why and what they do together. Trying to build a nice cycle with minimum sides but at the same time be ready to resolve any issues should they arise. Last thing I need from what I’ve read is hcg and I’m working on that and understanding doses and run time. Like I said I’m still looking at post and burning that search bar up!!! Just wanting to get back to the old me for children, woman and for myself. Thought about Decca bc of its joint healing properties but I’m ready for y’all to open the can of whoop ass on me! (Bobby Boucher voice) anything and everything on what to read and research is appreciated and the ball busting!! Thanks fam!!
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Welcome brother. Glad you took the advice and did a hello to everyone. I'm going to agree wholeheartedly with the guys here. You might be a bit out from running a cycle at the moment. But keep doing the research on here ask questions and keep doing what you're doing while you wait for that new insurance kicks in. Get some bloods and a solid check up at the doc when its started and you'll have a much better idea of where your body is at then build something simple around it.
Remember if you get back on a form of TRT your doc will want to continue bloodwork (hopefully) so make sure you do some research and math on the long vs short esters. Otherwise he might kick you off all together and you'll have to find a new doc. Just a thought, welcome.
Thanks man! Guys like you and 1wheelup are what thought I thought this site was about. I haven’t been on any test or anything for a couple months so I’m curious myself to see where my test levels are. My intro was kinda sloppy and all over but was just putting it all out there. When I quit seeing the clinic for TRT I didn’t want to completely crash so I got 2 vials of test and ran 250Mg/week for 1.5 months and then dropped it to 125mg/week and then dropped it 75 until I ran out.
I understand your mindset there brother. No worries. And as long as you've been off test for 4-5 months the compounds esters should be out of your body and should be functioning at whatever it can do naturally at this point. Get Dem Bloods Done Son. And listen to these guys. Lots of exp here and I'm sure some guys can help you do some serious steering correction. Be easy brother.
Welcome to the site bro.. Sounds like uve had quite an experience using aas, pct, and even dealing with low T at an early age. No one can knock u for ur past cause we all have them.
Now this is an intro so we won't dig to deep, but ur all over the place here. Low T self medicating yet ur buying stuff for pct which let's me know u want to recover ur natty. Yet once again u also want to serious cycle buying short/long esters, nors, dht, and no ancillaries, caber, or organ support.. Do u want recover ur test or stay on cruise?????
I cant wait to see more from u. Please keep on researching (which I'm sure u have been), and get back with us after prioritizing goals and plans..
I got pct so I can recover when I’m able to start a cycle. After reading much of these comments I’m clearly not ready to start anything yet. Thank you for your advice! And when you say stay on cruise are you meaning low doses of test to keep me in a normal range?
Correct.. trt is under a doc supervision.. cruise is self trt medicating usually with unregulated testosterone.
Also, if ur top priority is to get natty back, then deffinately do not blast. Especially with the nor 19. But u really need to see an endo doc. They will be able to see if u can make a full recovery.
Any idea how much an endocrinologist? I’m assuming that’s a specialty dr and with my insurance idk if I’ll be able to see one but I’m going to give it a shot! Appreciate the advice!! Thanks again!
You'll hear or read the term "Cruise" and "blast" Which is exactly what onewheelup explained and includes the guys that are currently on TRT who will cut back to their prescribed dosage coming off a "Blast". Blast being a full cycle while on Dr prescribed TRT. Hope that makes sense, I read it twice...
Thanks again! I had no idea what that meant! I’m not doing anything until I get bloods and do research each compound and then figure out stuff like caber and what will work best for me. I notice that I get bad bacne from just test E and from cyp. Is that a given no matter what? Do I need to jump over to general talk instead of continuing on the forum?
Yes this was just a intro tread, but alot of good info. Do some research about different aromatase inhibitors (AI's), prolactin inhibitors, proper pct, and even get on the 40+ (trt) forum threads to see what they are talking bout. Then find which thread that better suits ur questions and make a new post.
Yeah red flag! Pct and trt, say what?????
Bro I get your 45 about be 46 but maybe should should consider your own words “like being humble before you jump on someone else’s bandwagon not knowing anything yourself or having great results at that.
AnonEasy does it. From what i can tell, thus far, Halsey needs to stay caged or there will be hair, blood and brain matter E'RWHERE!
I throw feces too!
Ok here is some advice. Most guys on this forum will bend over backwards to help you if your sincere, honest, polite, and try to help yourself. Don't get sidetracked by lashing out, you need to earn some of these guys trust first. Tbone gave you some good advice early on. But your original post is a bit all over the place.
Health, research, diet, bloods, blood pressure, goals, working out, and being consistent are musts.
Reread your forum topic! I was busting your balls, pct isnt needed when on trt. You not knowing that is a bit scary to me. Trt is for a life time.
I know you don’t take pct while on TRT. I’m no longer on anything. I should have been more specific but I was just trying to get everything out there. And by doing so I was called a liar and not just getting my balls busted. I said I had ordered all the stuff I listed bc I am wanting to run a test cyp/eq/Var cycle so I got some pct. I also know you don’t run short and long ester together. Some of the compounds I got were a freebie. After much of the comments I clearly understand that I’m not ready for a cycle bc I really don’t know much about liver support other than Milk thistle and I need to learn more on getting my diet tuned in and also lipids and everything else that comes with it. Most of the guys didn’t know much until joining a site like eroids. And yes jus Because I ran a few bad cycles doesn’t mean I know all. I eat really healthy and I lift but I want the most out of my cycle and efforts and to be able to remain healthy. I understand that I did some dumb shit at an early age and to get called a liar or a fake is not getting your balls busted. In all honesty your opinion or the other guy calling me a liar is the same as some the sites trolls in my opinion. Some of the other members understand that I’m new to the game and decided to educate me rather than bash me. What people choose to say shows more about their character than just being another gear user or hypocrite.
AnonJust like herpes.
Molinin302It's a razor bump, I swear...
AnonWell it tastes like shit.
Molinin302Look man, razor bumps have puss too... weird one here, after TRT my life returned to normal, then I ventured again to the dark side as I had during my youth. Was running probably the highest cycle I ever had, (peak with short esters, not milligrams for the run). I had a weird brown birthmark looking thing show up in my underwear region. Not on the equipment, just high and to the left. Evidently high test can cause this. Wife accused me of cheating. And wasn't a bump, not even on the root. Just a weird blotch on the underwear line. It's still there BTW...
I don’t have anything like that but I do have a scar on the head of my member right next to my pee hole. Got it from a snaggle-toothed wilderbeast that had the body of a goddess and a beautiful face as long as she didn’t smile! Was going to town thrusting on those big beautiful DSL’s and that’s when it punctured me. That offset, Sharp as a razor, ever protruding saber tooth tiger fang, rammed the head of my amazing brilliant bold member right next to my pee hole and left me a reminder to never face trash a beast grilled woman again.
Molinin302Even a well armed hunter takes risks, but goes into the hunt prepared. I'm 45 years old and have no idea the protection needed for the offshot Saber tooth snaggle tooth fat bitch lol. Although, being transparent, there was more than one in my youth... lol
You're learning guy, loosen up a little. You've been around a while.
Thanks my man. Just didn’t want you thinking I wasn’t being honest or sincere and what I posted my man. I just want to learn and be the best I can be with help from vets like you. Much respect to you guys that do it every day and find time to help the guys like me. Would plus one but I can’t do that yet. Going to get bloods tomorrow. Will post when I’m able.
Molinin302Transparency is key here my guy. I will give minimal advice on compounds, zero advice on diet, but you need some organ health advice or questions on your bloods? We all contribute what we can. Welcome bro.
Yeah, just ask Derrick jeter.
Ur body is showing clear signs of damage from prior use and ur rushing to go at it again ? I would reconsider not cycling at all and save ur money and stick with ur doc. I think ur gear days are long gone friend unless ur a pro and this is how you make a living then proceed but if this is for ur kids and wife they just need love and attention not you wrecking ur body and being useless down the line.
Thanks man! No not rushing into anything and appreciate the straight forward responses. I’m clearly not ready to run anything yet and I’ve got aways to go.
You have lots of room to grow same height as you but I weigh 258 and I’m not on anything and I’m slightly older than you just take it back to the basics maybe some cock bombs for the old lady and some cardio should get the old engine running. I been off for almost 2yrs and I feel great but I’m going to wait till I hit the top on about 2-3 mo then it’s time for the goods :-)
Good luck man soak it in lots of good peeps here with great info! Welcome
You've not managed to grasp the basics yet. Before causing more harm for yourself, try and research first. Prep cycle post, start small and simple. Research is key not just ''I herd deca might be good bla bla'' get a health check if I was you first. To many people destroying their body's lately.
Search function man, literal GOLD hidden in it!
Yeah man, Makwa posted some really good shit. Been burning the search bar up and trying make my way through the information. Just didn’t know if some of the wise and experienced could give me a push in the right information direction, meaning, what to look up on the bar or stay away from this information, or don’t listen to this Member etc. You know man. Starting at the bottom and I’m willing to learn and put in the time. Knowledge is power.
Take this place like a bar only believe half of what u read here and the other half is on you to read and research in other places besides here and compare info.
Yeah man, Makwa posted some really good shit that I found. I’ve been burning the search bar up just didn’t know if some of the wise could tell what to punch in the bar to allow me to get the best information.
Bro think about your cycle, think about what compounds you wanna run learn everything you can about them. Type in horror stories of those compounds, sides of those compounds, how to recover from them. Learn everything you can about these drugs and what they do to the body. How will they affect my liver/cholesterol panel. What AI will I need, do you need to be concerned about prolactin for your compound your considering running. Shit like that should get you started
Thanks Bmoney!! Writing that down right now!!
Molinin302I'm transparent, we strive on honesty here. You did not take Clomid and/or Nolvadex 10+ years ago at that age. I wasn't there, but I'm doubtful you're being 100% about that. If you're not being truthful about that how much of the rest is straight?
....period. good catch. Because the guy at the gym wanted you to pct the right way. Just like he wanted you to take time off, as long as time on. I remember those days. NOT!!!
Molinin302It's why I value this forum, espically reviews. Its too easy to read between the lines. This isn't a young guy. Not at all.
Sure thing Chief! You said it and were there so you know your thinking to be true. I’m not guna lie about something that was really stupid on my part for not knowing what the fuck I was doing and listening to an older guy I knew who had trained and done shows and me being a dumbass kid not believe him bc all he wanted was the money for his next fix of whatever drug he could get coke, meth, oxy. Get off your high horse and stop judging through a computer. I thought this place was a place to learn and for older guys to help mentor the younger.
I’m not guna lie about something like that man? What would be the benefit? I bought them from a guy who I thought was a friend and told me that was everything I needed. Was in a pop pack and said tamofexin or some shit across the foil wrapper on the back. I’m sure the were UG made and not pharm. And he gave me a bottle of Clomid 50 with 10-15 in it and said here take 1 day. Worst $300 I spent. That was for everything.
AnonWell you didn't even mention working out, unless I missed it..
You ought to start off getting a good diet and workout thing going first, then some blood work again real quick like you said, before you consider a cycle.
Then if everything is g2g and you have your ai and pct or in your case your trt managed by a doc all purchased and settled down then consider a simple test 500/week cycle.
More gear doesn't mean more gains if you've not gotten your shit together.
You already fucked it up once, why not slow your roll and do it right this time?
Thanks Tbone!! Yeah I lift 3-5 days a week depending on work home life. My woman is a nutritionist so I eat fairly well. Its about to be meal time this Saturday. And I wont be getting TRT this time around. I started at a Dr office and then went to a clinic. They gave me arimdex, 1 week and hcg once a week at 3 ius I believe. I’m really wanting to be able to put on clean mass so I was hoping to run cyp and eq and finish up with some Var the last 8 wks. Im really wanting to know all the supplements and supports that are out there like tudca if I said that right and liver support and to be taking it correctly for the given amount of time before I start any cycle. I want to have and know the information that’s out there so I can do it right and make sure I’m not just guessing.