Hi. I Hope everyone takes time to read this. Please know I had no idea how what I was doing had such a negative impact on so many people. I'm 36 6'0 230-240 eroid motivated me to finish my PT program and get my very. it helped get my wife back in the gym. Which brought us closer. Which made our marriage better. It is one of the best things I've found. Like an idiot I shit on it. I was a gear whore. A fan boy. A nut hugger/rider. I was all of what is fucked up about all boards. I wasn't at first. I was eager to try and help. To be a positive part of things. After a few good post. Some excellent progress pics. My karma was getting up there. The sources were being more liberal with the free shit. Because I always reviewed. I didn't post fake reviews. ( at first) either I used the product or someone I saw and trained with daily did. All that was enough for a while. Then when the sources that sought me out weren't enough for my greed. I started going to them. I won't go into to detail about ways and means. I don't wanna give anyone ideas. Cause there's enough around that will already. Biggest mistake I made. Vouching in open forum for pieces of shit rip off artist. Because they sent me a few vials up front. And a few more after review. By this time a lot of those were fake. To anyone that order from a source because seeing me give the thumbs up made them comfortable. I am truly sorry. The thought of that never crossed my mind. Of course really nothing did except "man this gear is gonna get me or my wallet huge" I would like a 2nd chance to be a contributing member to this board. I miss the relationships I created. Also the guys I made friends with I could ask for advice. I miss those relationships. If that's not possible. I understand. I'm not making this apology for that reason. I'm doing it because that guy that did that bullahit isn't me. I'm a hard worker and an honest man. I love my family. If I call you my friend that means you have 24/7 privilege. 24 hours a day 7 days a week. Call me. Sleep on my couch. Tell what I can do to help you. My father raised me that way. Please BFG, Mods, eroid members that know me and the ones that don't. Give me a chance to gain your respect back. The review system BFG has set up along with the open forum SI pages is the most fool proof way to keep us as AAS buyers safe. People who do what I did violate in the worst way. Just like vouching for the bitch that tells on everyone when the shit goes down. That's what standing up for a source you don't really know is. Eroids isn't corrupt. There's no back room deals with BFG and the mods getting sweet ass deals. When the system fails it's because some regular members with a little bit political capitol amoung the community abuse that trust. There are still some rats running around. Don't say it's real. If it ain't real. this system works. That's why all these other boards are copying it. It's free to join and become a member here. Remaining a member in good standing is an honor and has to be earned. People are being held accountable more now. The culture is going back to the way it was when I first became a member. I would love to be a part of it. Thanks for taking time to read. I'm sorry for being what I hate myself. A dishonest piece of shit. By the name HiVoltrainer.

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If your getting free gear to lie. STOP. Report the source to a moderator now. Before some tainted gear gets sent to an unsuspecting person that ordered from a nit wit you vouched for. If your new and unsure who to order from READ MULTIPLE REVIEWS. Then friend the source your leaning toward and ask questions. If they don't respond or act like your a moron and don't have time to hand hold. Pick another source. Bad customer service usually means shit product or they are a runner.