This is my rant,
I been around for years , alot longer than my profile states , I am really not that active anymore ,( but I have been becoming more than usual) for alot of good reasons. The main one , I got sick of pouring my heart out on deaf ears .. There is nothing more frustrating than actually caring for another brother , to only have them spit in your face.
You know I started this shit about 4 years ago, when I came to the sites I was a know it all and knew shit , I knew how to pop anadrol and dbol , a d stick some tren in me . Well considering I did 20years inside , I only ever heard about aas , but when I got I out after lifting natty for 20, I ran into some gym rats that hooked pege up real good :)) So good im on trt for life .
See when I found the sites , I humbled myself , I was tore up, and spit out , and my prideful self hurt myself more . But.im a man so I bit my tongue and put my head into research.( after getting deca dick of course ) why research , well my gym buddies had me running anadrol ALONE. dbol alone , but the kicker was , Anadrol , deca , and test no ai, no da and trust me I fucking payed dearly .
Anyway I can admitt defeat , so I shut my mouth studied had some good solid plp take me under there wing , and I can honestly say I must have 8 or more verysuccessful cycles now.:))
One thing I never did was turn my back on , where I came from, I dedicated my life ,(on the sites im talking about ) to giving back what was so freely given to me.
Im not that active anymore , I use to frustrate myself at trying to help others , no more I will help where I can , but its still aggregating when I try to talk to a op , but they only hear what they want.so why post up your cycle then?? Or you post a cycle for advice , but you already started it !!!! See I was ignorant, but I didnt have the sites I didnt know about them . YOU all have the sites yet dont use it to your benefit ( not all bros , you know what im saying )
A man 6'2" 26 years young @ 145 lbs ,but wants to run a cycle , wtf , you need to learn to eat before a cycle . Also there is no foundation , yet you want to run, why??? You have no fucking muscle to start with. Then the pcts I see , im trt I have never run a pct unfortantly , but I know just from being here , clomy and nov 100/100/50/50 40/40/20/20. ,( you basic pct here ) but I see ops putting up the craziest shit , I dont understand !! Really I think the majority of new members need to get the fuck away from the si pages where , the norm is 5 grams of gear a week , tren e as a first and second cycle , and get your ass in the forums where plp are at least trying to run propper , and help one another . I try all the time , im by no means a bb or pl , you can say I cross train , I trained for war , full body workout but what ever your passion , I have the upmost respect for all , this is a aas site , for review and helping a brother be safe , now im just rambling , but serious how many plp know there first cycle , there second the ais used , the doses , what times taken , LOGS , this is shit you should be focusing on accepting the help , learning not spitting in the face of a brother , using there time to help you. Ok my rants over , yes I write like shit , but I try , yes I wrote a book but I care , yes I havnt been so active , but if I can get by the disrespect , ill be here and for gods sake more is not better be conservative , just being me , have a good day . Pege ps like I said if this belongs in off topic I appolagize mods please move , but I thought its aas related so I posted here , ty agion and run safe and smart