I AM 58 AND NOT SO GOOD AT TYPING ON A COMPUTER. So I apology to every one and the MON. THANK YOU EVERYONE. SAYING THAT I KNOW MY LOG UNDER STERIODS CYCLE did not make much sense when I was talking about cycles being on for 30 plus years I was talking about my trainer so this seems the place for me to get it right so I can get some help I trained at WESTSIDE BARBELL under Louie simmons he is like a god in the powerlifting world but now the fame went to his head but I stand behind what I said just Google him louie simmons talking about steroids SO that's when I started staying on all year long for about the last 5 years or so but I kept getting gains in my lifts and we all know when you get stronger you get bigger now being older I care more about my looks than how much I can lift SO GUYS IS THERE ANYWAY TO BRING MY OWN TESTS BACK so I can start cycling thank you very much and I am very sorry for losing my cool this is a great site Randytheram