I'm embarrassed to the point where I've gone back and forth about posting my pictures. I've seen myself in the mirror daily but getting someone else to take the photos for me...it's really sunk in in, how bad I've let myself go. I use to use eroids years ago, always got a lot of great help/advice, but I got in a bad car accident about 4 years ago, and working out has just been really painful ever since. I've basically stopped working out, and my diet has been non-existent. But, I'm always going to have an excuse and a reason not to do something. Now, it's time to start using reasons TO DO something. I don't expect to win this competition, but I hope to use the community and competition to hold myself accountable. I want to use this competition as a stepping stone. I'd like to lose around 25 lbs and put on 10-15lbs of muscle.

I'll be using HGH and Anavar. I was planning on using Test Prop, but I had an order mix up, so I'll just use the two things I have.

I went to the gym last night. I couldn't do 2 pull-ups. It's beyond embarrassing. So, I know my poses are whack, but I don't have anything to pose with, but I'll work hard and I'll get to a better place over the next 3 months.

******Finished******

Overall, I went from 191lbs to 159 (32lbs lost). My Bodyfat went from 26-27% to 13.5%. I stayed Keto for the entire EBC and really enjoyed it after the first month. I ended us staying natural for this comp. Getting back in the gym was intimidating, but I started really slow and just kept going. After 2-3 weeks I really started to look forward to my gym time. It's always been a place where I can get in a zone, think and feel comfortable. Some of my injuries bothered me at first, but keeping my pace slow helped and I was able to work through and around my issues. I'm going to shift gears now and put a more focus on gaining muscle. I'm planning on running a prop/var 10-week cycle in July. I really appreciate Eroids, Mak, CarlosD and all the competitors. for doing this, it's been a lot of fun. It's really meant a lot to me, you guys don't even know...Logging in and reading post has helped keep me going. This comp has given me a lot more goals and plans for the future - Thanks again!