First and foremost ,
I just wanted to apologize to any customers that may have been fucked by recent events that transpired over the past year. Those that know me , know it was never about just the money. I would never , never take someone's money without fulfilling my part of the deal. That's not who I am.

So.....where do I begin......
About 4 years ago I stumbled upon this site just like you. I wanted to up my gym game and put on some good size. Low and behold , I found the mecca of underground AAS . This place was great.... I met some really cool cats from all over the country.....shit.... Across the globe.... All with one thing in common...(well except ACE , he on here looking for a potential future husband. Haha)

Anyways , I went from logging on once , twice a week.....to few times a week.... Before you know it I'm on this bitch all day long. Shit was addicting man....

I remember hanging out in an ex srcs si thread... All night long. Laughing , joking , busting balls......shit was crazy...... All fun though.....

Then in my personal life I had some situations that put me in a bad financial spot.... life man. It can be a bitch. Working full time , family , kids , school , Bills........ This was my outlet for awhile.

Then one night I get approached by a src..... he was paying attention how I carried myself.... Who I was cool with....... basically I earned his trust and he pitched an offer...... basically I'd start out as a money receiver for orders placed on here..... at first I turned it down. I had a criminal past. Cocaine , guns etc etc. Did a few bids and was like nah..... I ain't going down that road again...... he was cool about it and said think about it.

Few months go by , and RL is kicking my ass. Falling behind on bills.... Stressed the fuck out..... Then an unexpected Bill came up that would fuck up my driving situation and was worried about my job.
What to do??...... Thought about it and said fuck it..... I contacted homeboy and boom..... couple hours work and my situation was cool. Felt good. One less thing to worry about.

Then I got to thinking, man..... I can fix other situations in my life. Started working more with this cat....

Started paying off old bills , fixing my credit.... my relationship....( let's face it. Money and bills will ruin a relationship faster than an STD)

Things were going good...... Then I got in deeper.... Started receiving different packages..... doing this. Doing that....... before you know it. I'm neck deep in this shit. ........

Too deep......

Then slowly , one by one. The same cats I became cool with on here started getting popped..... dropping like flies....... boom, boom , boom. Seemed like every week another src was going down.....

Now I'm like , fuck this...... This shit ain't worth it. I quit....... Even though I knew people on here would be upset..... I walked away for my family , my freedom..... for myself......

It was a struggle..... you got used to a certain income and spread myself thin....... I fucked up.

Because of the stress and worries , it basically ruined my marriage....... wife left and filed for divorce......

Then one day while I'm on my way to work I get pulled over by a patrol cop...... Thought it was a routine stop.... texting and driving , rolling stop. Who the fuck knows. Cop asks me my name ,I tell him.... Boom.
US marshals , DEA , local task force..... They had me.....

Its funny because at that moment, I could breath..... its over...... been living that life. Looking over my shoulder and at that moment. It was like a deep breath...... I played dumb but I knew what was up.....

They booked me at the local police station, Then transported me to the federal courthouse......

I've been out on bail now for a couple months..... just signed the plea agreement to plead guilty..... its the Fed's man. If they got you.....They got you.....
Turns out a cat that was on here , mother fucker was a ci the whole time. Working with the Fed's....... yup.
(You know who you are punk)

So be careful who you fuck with on here. Some of you younger guys , might end up in a situation where money is tight...... Stay away man. These guys ain't playing. And idc how slick a domestic src THINKS he is...... in the end , If they keep playing this game. They are gonna get caught. And who knows who they'll bring down with them.....

It's not worth it....... I lived it ....... I just wanted to pass this story on before I go do my federal bid......

Muta , big d , banner , Angus (and I can go on) all ratted......... you do the math.....

Once again.... I'm truly sorry for anyone that's owed anything. I would never knowingly take someone's money and straight rip them off. I felt I owed you all an apology..... At least now..... You know the truth.....

I'll catch you all on the flipside

~ IRISH. =)