+ 5 NIGHTMARES.....NIGHT COURT.......NIGHT SWEATS.....and the wonderfully wicked world of Tren
The following is an account of my experience with Tren a couple years ago. I hope it does at least a little something to make new guys think a little before diving in.
This was posted here on eroids...worth a look back.
Well, thanks to the inspiration of a certain MOD here on eroids, I chose several weeks back to board the Tren Train, with all it's beautiful sights, sounds, and insanity. And while I'm fairly certain that Hlwdboy is only joking when he says he wants to see me dead, I'm starting to wonder.
This is NOT a steroid you want to play with if you're new to the game. This is Witches Brew...the Devils Dope. And if you think you can run this stuff at a high dose at your first rodeo, you need to seriously reconsider the hobby you love so much--or get some REAL Tren.
Going to sleep at night has been an adventure---WHEN I sleep, that is. And of course when slumber does eventually come, (usually around 5 A.M.) eroids goes from a website I visit during the day to a horror fantasy straight out of "Elm Street", where all the dickheads I see on here actually come to life...avatars moving...characters speaking...and forums morphing into physical rooms where unspeakable atrocities are committed.
In the late morning, I'm guaranteed to be 10 pounds lighter from the GALLON of sweat lost, and sex has become something I remember from a long time ago, with the exception of the items I have to return to the video store by 7 P.M.
My Rage is in full force and it's only a matter of time before I GO THE FUCK OFF..and no, I don't care if a wheelchair or cane is involved....We have too many Buicks on the road now as it is.
On the upside, I'm seeing gains----SERIOUS gains...and side-effects like acne that have never been a problem until now.
But the worst part of this, is the part that's hardest to explain:: It's the mental part. The Tren Train takes you to a dark place..anger, paranoia, fear, and a subtle sense of anxiety. Nothing over the top, but it's there. Combined with the aches and pains of Winny, and a healthy load of Test, this trip is just getting started after 3 weeks, and I'm starting to see a beast in the mirror. I'm 6 weeks into HGH as well, and my clothes are rapidly becoming polishing rags for grrrl's Corvette.
My Christmas present to myself will be my last Tren injection on December 25th. Until then, I'm gonna hang on and hope I can ride this bull...he's pissed and pumped.
UPDATE:1-7-12 ---as many of you may know, I never made it to the end of my Tren cycle due to illness, and I'm just as happy that I didn't. I'm not mad at Tren---he didn't do anything he wasn't supposed to do. But if I ever do Tren again, it will be low-dose and short-ester. There's just too many mental games this drug will play with you, and if you have ANY kind of temper, I suggest you keep a stash of bail money on hand.
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I woke up every night at 4am for weeks in a panic thinking I was late for the taxi waiting in my room to take to the toilet lol no joke.
Lol sounds like a mushroom trip.
The first and last time I did tren. I felt like I was going to die. Best look of my life lol but I will never ever ever use it again. Due to the sides
I almost ruined my marriage on Tren.. I am the nicest guy in the world, very respectful.. And caring but one day I came home from work extremely tired from
Not sleeping and my wife asked to change my sons diaper , do the dishes and some laundry.. Something in me snapped and I went off on her and said terrible things I didn't mean. I wasn't proud.. Tren really makes me irritable fast.. If you have kids stay away from this stuff. However it did give me insane body comp changes and strength
I can deal with Tren's little shop of horrors. What I don't like is what it does to my blood work. Then it's serious. If I'm getting a sense of impending doom - it's from looking at the Labs.
I really wish people would gasp this concept! +1 It seems too many folks here are flying by the seat of their pants. No bloods, just "how I feel and look". Nothing but a recipe for disaster, especially in the long run.
Ya the more I hear about tren and its sides the more it makes me think that I will never use the compound. I'm sure you get great results from it but the physical and mental aspects sounds like a rough ride. Maybe years down the road I'll step into the dark side and run a tren cycle, but until my mind gets changed I'll leave you hardcore animals to riding the tren train
TurtleMansToothI love trens mental sides....
Just not acne
Puffy nips
No sleep and no sex....lol....
Tink22Whys there no sex? I've never had this issue with tren
Ill be honest I love and hate tren. It's mirror affects are so nice, and the strength is awesome, but it kills me at the same time. I don't get tren rage TOO bad, but the short temper is there. My job is both physical an fast paced, and I have noticed whenever I am on tren my performance suffers. Also, my appetite is for shit when I'm on. I force feed myself, and never seem to put enough down. I can deal with the sides, but from now on ill only do tren in the spring as a cutter, and tren ace at that. And ill love hating every minute of it
No sides on tren except some sweaty ass bed sheets. Tren is fine by me
Very well written and right on point, Goth. I've run Tren during 3 separate and very different cycles. All 3 times it's been acetate. It was suggested to me to run ace for my trial tren cycle and I learned that once I'm done, I want to be done.
Before I was a personal trainer, I worked in drug and alcohol treatment facilities. I am well trained to understand emotional disposition and spot changes in attitudes, including my own. All 3 times I've run Tren, it's been the same pattern, whether I run 50mg/day or 100mg/day. I do very well for the first 3-4 weeks. The minor sides Goth mentioned are there of course, insomnia, indigestion, acid reflux, night sweats. But about week 4, my brain changes.
Week 5 begins with an unfounded sense of impending doom. Irritability to the point of aggression, combined with insomnia is a mixture for disaster. Not to mention that by this time, I'm feeling like a pin cushion from the ED pinning. Combine all this with muscle soreness...
I've cut all 3 Tren runs short, every time my choice. I love what it does to my body, I hate what it does to my head. Tren isn't for the immature, the hot head, or the depressed. If you have issues, drama, in your personal life, Tren is a terrible idea. If you're planning on using this compound, you better have your shit together.
Thanks for the post, Goth.
"Tren is the heroin of the AAS world".
Tren can bring you AWESOME results, can make one feel like they're superman, can be addictive to some who only seem to gain when they're taking it and can REALLY f&%k your days up without the necessary knowledge one needs to take it.
Just as heroin is referred to as being the top of the pyramid for hard core drug users, that can bring its own highs, lows and life altering reactions.
+1 For bringing enlightenment from personal experience/s
It is certainly addictive. It is the only anabolic in my short resume that I absolutely loved. I was on 9 weeks at 50mg ED, I hated putting that needle down. Tren treated me good, but I don't want to abuse her, I can wait til next time.
I will say Masterone is right up there with it, but for me Mast brought on much more aggression, but also appetite.
Tink22Ehh It's not that bad. ☺️
Yeah I really don't think I'll ever board that train. The more I read into it the more it scares the shit out of me (especially the sex part)...lol. I'm good with what I do
Good man...dont buy into the hype. +1 for doin your thing bro.
Will do bruddha
Got a dreaded sense of fear come over me the last time I used tren. My remaining sense of rationality said it's the tren fuking with me but yet I was unable to shake it off. Very weird feeling when I don't have a thing to be scared about. Fortunately it was tren ace, after about 5 weeks I'd had enough, a week later I was fine and sane again lol.
Yeah, the flip side is you'll probably be looking awesome, lean n vascular and strong as fuck. It's finding the balance to remain normal.
Ya man crazy stuff, the only time i used it was a nightmare. first a kidney infection, don't know if that was related. next a severe panic attack at work, thought i was having a heart attack and told my boss to call an ambulance. so freaking humiliating!!!
thetdog623837holy shittt tren must be mental lol