I'm not going to elaborate on what I have been through. I can take pain and don't accept an ounce of pity because of it. Fuck the coma and Fuck the surgeries. I deserve the hand I've been dealt. Life is a bitch, Fuck it! As soon as you all realize your breath can be taken at any moment, for any reason; the sooner you will realize, your life is a grain of sand in time. We have been taught that our lives mean something in the scope of history when we are a mere speckle in time. We are so conceited to believe we actually mean something to history. How do you want to be remembered? Sit back for a moment and realize what your place is in this world. bFG has created a brotherhood that relates to each other and, if we stand strong, will stand the test of time. Realize the gifts you have been given and Fuck the petty shit. Because at the end of the day when we are lying on our death beds, what will you wish you did different? Don't fuckin give me karma for this and I hope I stay at level 1. Levels mean shit to me. I want everyone to know how fragile life is and understand we only have one. Once we die, its lights out. Period. Live for nothing or die for something. I'm gonna eT some jello now as these fuckin docs have me on a soft diet. Sit back for a minute and think about your lives.