Surgery in two hours. Gonna beat this fuckin shit!!
What's up my brothers and sisters. Gonna have surgery in about two hours to try and get rid of as much of this booty cancer as possible. They said no food or drink for 12 hours but they didn't say I couldn't smoke a bowl or two while i took a walk 
been a while on that so I'm pretty fuckin high. I wanna thank everyone who had helped me in the last two months. Nitti, pank, novi, ally, muta, noob, OB, oldhead, and anyone else I forgot. This will be fun trying to fight the anesthesia, I always lose for some reason....must be why Michael Jackson liked ot so much. I wonder if he ever used it on those boys haha ok I gotta go now. Hungry as Fuck but I cant eat...you guys better eat something good for me today peace out from the dirty south gentlemen!
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Get well Mike. I am curious tho, why are they not doing Chemo? After looking up advanced colon cancer it appears Chemo is definitely the protocol. Good luck either way.
Mike1982They want to and adjuvant chemotherapy is the protocol after surgery that doesnt remove everything. I am declining chemotherapy and looking into homeopathic remedies along with a positive mindset and I will see where that takes me. I've done a lot of research on chemotherapy and the origins of it and the pros and cons alike. If it comes to a point where I have no choice then that's what it wil be. We will see how everything.looks after this surgery and see if progression has stopped. Thanks for the words my friend.
Are you planning on doing any radiation? Are you gonna hafta have a colostomy for a while??
Mike1982Yeah I can't even fuckin eat a damn thing. I can't move out this bed. I have to get bathed by my girl while I lay in the bed and its fuckin pathetic. I won't do any chemotherapy. I just can't. They have me on high doses of ativan now because I was freaking out about the position I'm in. It makes me wish I didn't have this surgery and that I should've just stayed home and cut my grass or watched some fights till hospice was needed. My worst fears were being helpless and useless and they are both being realized now as I can't do shit.
Dam Mike that's a strong stance your taking brother and a bold move. I wish you all the best with the surgery !!
Get well soon!
Johnny the Bullgood luck bud. Godspeed.
Mike1982Thank you my friend. Means more than you know.
God Speed Mikey mwah mwah mwah im prayin for ya!!
Mike1982Thank you baby!!!! And remember...no chemo!!!
Amen!
Wishing you the best brother! You and your family are in our thoughts an prayers! Let us know how you are doing.
Mike1982Thank you my friend!!
Mike, you are in everyone's thoughts and prayers.. You are in inspiration to each of us. Please keep us updated on how things are going...
Mike1982Thank you so much. I'm pretty fucked up right now but ESPN stays on in my room and I know the dogs run defense will tighten up. I have faith in them. Except Sept. 28th lol Me and you and abbadon will have to put our eroids friendship on hold for about 3 1/2 hours
besides that game I hope the dogs take it all. And if its fate that they beat us then to the National Championship I hope yall go. I'll even wear a Georgia jersey that day. You have my word!!!
You are such a good man.. We've got to get our freshman D under control and start putting some pressure on the QB.. But I've got faith that we are going to start clicking like a well oiled machine. I watched bama over the weekend and good lawd they look good as always! I'm so glad to hear you are doing well and ESPN will always help! It's my favorite station! Hit me up if you need anything! Mwah!
Mike1982I absolutely love the SEC and the way we dominate every other conference. At almost any given time half, if not more, of the top ten are SEC teams. Bama does look good. The first couple weeks I kept saying that they're defense is scoring a good amount of points too and that will not last but shit bro lol they do it every week. I live in the heart of LSU territory. But that was only after hurricane Katrina. I'm from New Orleans and the saints were always first then LSU. But I've lost a lot of faith in the politics of the NFL lately. Never my saints but the NFL. I was a die hard saints fan before, well before, we started winning. College football has more heart to it. Some players play for the potential monetary future but most play for love of the game. Georgia has an extremely bright future ahead of them. The freshman are getting valuable experience that will translate into future dominance. If only Saban would've stayed his ass here lol. Most hate him for leaving but they don't realize the position he left us in. New facilities and a reputation to bring the big names here. As bitter as I want to be I still love the bastard.
Mike1982What's up fucksticks!!! Wanted to say thank you to all of you for the words and support before I pass back out. It means more than you know. Now I need to piss the doctor off enough so he let's me go home in less than a week. Hospital beds suck, but the dilaudid makes it suck a little less
be on later tonight after my slumber. Keep it tight brothers....especially since these assholes over here got me loose haha
AnonDilaudid... The other side of Heaven. Man I love that shit more than anything. They could have pushed me down the stairwell on a gurney and I wouldn't have given a fukk.
Thanks for the report.
Give them a vote if you find it helpful.PermalinkMike1982You damn right brother. I feel really hot for about 30 seconds then its to cloud 9 I go lol. Mike and Des on the same page...who woulda thunk it hahaha
AnonThe Dilaudid IV is the shit. try to get a script for some dilaudid tabs when you go home. Believe it or not that shit is dirt cheap. Withdrawals suck when the doctor cuts you off but its a beautiful ride that I will never forget as long as I shall live. I think I actually expanded my mind on it.
I'll be checking back on you brother
Mike1982Oh man is it. The issue with taking dilaudid orally is you get no hit off of it. Absolutely none. The fact that I haven't looked into why this is embarrasses me. But I do know if I crush it and snort it......helloooo beautiful haha. My Gp had me on Oxy's and I was still in a pretty good amount of pain, which still kinda baffles me. After about 120mg of roxy up my nose and liter after liter of vodka I was physically numb. Hopefully after this surgery Percocet will do the trick. I'm really wanting to clean myself up. Especially if I survive this fully. Still have a ways to go as the tumors won't be and haven't been fully removed. To close to places the doctors can't and wont legally cut close to. I just can't wait to be able to workout for longer than 30 minutes without throwing up for 6 hours and curled in a ball in so much pain I never leave the house. I've been in that damn house for 3 months. Only time i left was when my girl and son were sleeping and I had to run to the corner to get vodka. I wanna fuckin go to the beach again or fuckin get in the car for more than 20 minutes without having to turn around and shelter myself in my room for days at a time with only my guns and eroids because I don't know whether its better to end it all or fight.
AnonSo many of us take our health for granite and cant really understand a situation like yours until we have been there. There is nothing like a Near death experience to humble a person. You've got to beat this shit now bro. Hopefully this is rock bottom and your on your way up.
EDIT: dilaudid orally, you are absolutely right... the rush wasnt there. That dilaudid rush is like primo... Chest feels heavy, breath in... When you breath out, Ahhhhhh.... lol.
AnonNice thank you for letting us know your out . Maybe hes got a couple of nice nurses to entertain you.
Give them a vote if you find it helpful.PermalinkMike1982Hahaha speaking of nurses my girl gave one nurse the evil eye when she came in and was taking vitals and was seeming a little too friendly. My bad that was the nursing assistant. I said get her baby haha. They act like theyve never seen a six pack before.
gl buddy
Mike1982Thank you brother!!!
RustyhookerKick its ass bro! See ya here soon!
Mike1982Thank you my boy. Imma give it hell. Imma try to kick its ads since its pummeled mine haha
My thoughts are with you and your family now get that cancer out of your shitter so you can go back to enjoying the finer things in life brother! I know you will persevere!
Mike1982Hahahaha shitter cancer, that's the new name lol. You have been a serious inspiration to me pank.
You as well brother:)
Good luck bro!
Mike1982Thank you. Brother, i appreciate it!!!
good luck
Mike1982Thanks bud. You guys make it much better to deal with.
AnonMike your going to pull through strong I know it. I hear the change in your heart and how you want to win. This is going to give you the edge you need. Plus we will all be sending our best wishes !
Lots of love from me and the family to you and yours.
Mike1982You guys have made me a much better person. We all know i was drinking an insane amount of vodka everyday to hide the pain and feelings of my life being over. Because of yall I don't drink anymore and I'm trying to earn my respect in this community again. Because we all know I put a strain on it. I was acting and reacting entirely too impulsive. Give the family my love novi and i hope they are all doing good. Especially the issue yall were having with you know what. Yall are in my thoughts everyday.
juice12345678Prostate?
Hope he's ok
Mike1982Cancer of the shitter nature lol.
Sounds like rectal or colon based off the description "booty cancer". We'll pull for him regardless of what it is, of course
Mike1982Haha pank gave it a great name...shitter cancer haha. Thank you for the support big J.
Brother, don't even sweat it! Go in there with a positive mind set. I was scared to death when they told me my bad news. They brought me all kinds of scary shit. Medical power of attorney paperwork that just be filled out. A living will etc! Wasn't very encouraging. But I kept my focus and trusted my doctors. Thought about the things in my life that i need to be here for. That lit a fire inside me and helped keep my mental focus and not lose it. Just keep your chin up brother! You know you have support here but concentrate on getting better. I beat it! You will too!
Mike1982Damn nitti, thank you for everything you have done. Not only for me but for all of us. You make me know its good to fight not only physically but mentally. I was on my way to giving up and just like you said, that fire started and I was back to my old self. Refuse to lose until you have lost. I won't lose and i wont let this take me without a fight. the doc said he removed about 65-70% of the cancer but couldnt cut any further without a serious risk to my life. Fuck it, ill beat the remaining 30% or so. This community and yourself have a very instrumental role in that. So no matter what you say, this is more than an AAS site. This will save at least one person's life lol. There is always a method, and you are the master of that madness.
Obama BlowsLata mayne! Good luck bro.
Mike1982MY BOY!!! Send me to bitches and my kit hahaha I'll handle the screams
Good luck to you, Bro and I wish you nothing but a speedy recovery and the very best! Please keep us updated.:-)
Mike1982Thank you so much my friend. You and anbro are amazing on every level possible and we are lucky to have yall.
Good luck Mike!
Divide and conquer brother! Im pullin for ya