Narcotics Anonymous Basic Text Page 29 = "Do we understand that we have no real control over drugs?"

First step = I am powerless over drugs and my life has become unmanageable.

Talk about unmanageable, I got the virus 2X in one month. = December 23, my whole family 12 people tested negative. Friday Christmas Eve, Dec 24, we 12 went to my sister's for diner. Same 12 had diner together on Saturday night. Sunday morning I did not go to my homegroup because I felt poorly. 10 of the 12 eventually tested positive on Sunday, that is unmanageable.
I went to Florida for a week. I hung out at my hotel pool. I had diner with friends, shared cabs with strangers. Had some overnight company. Came home on Wednesday, got violently sick on Thursday with fever, diarrhea, and vomiting. I thought it could have been anything. I got a phone from friend Thursday afternoon that I had diner with on Tuesday, he tested positive and had the same symptoms. Even my dog wouldn't eat on Thursday and Friday.
I am still feeling weak and tired a week later. Lifting and light cardio, I am treating the fatigue and lost 10 pounds with Sustanon and Primo. 450mg T + 600mgP in 5 days. Sucks to be powerless. Feeling stronger today.
Thanks