So ive been suffering from a condition or disease whatever you want to call it called clusterheadahes for about 7 years now. Most of you have probably never heard of it ( except you pale i know you get migraines so you've probably heard the term) but doctor call it " the most painful conditon known the medical science". Its nickname is "suicide headaches" because something like 75% of people eventually kill themselves because of the pain, both physical and what it does to you emotionally. Its fucking horrible to say the least. It only effects about .01% of the worlds population. Typically they come in cycles at the same time every year. So youll for example ever november and june a cycle will start that can last anywhere from 2 weeks to many months, followed by a period of remission. These are known as episodic clusterheaches. About 10% of the .01% get chronic cluster (myself included), meaning there is no pain free periods of remission. There is not one single drug approved for treating this condition and there is a few that are prescribed off label that work well for about 50% of people if not less. But most of the time the body adapts to the drug and it stops working. Over the past 7 years they havent been able to find anything that works for me so i just suffer daily.

So that brings me to my next point and why this is relevant. They have discovered that mushrooms for whatever reason ( and other hallucinogenics) are able to knock these things into reemission for many many months, sometimes years after just a few doses much much smaller then the dose someone would take to trip. The few studies they've done have had success rates around 90%. There is currently no Rx drug that is able to do this. And all the drugs prescribed off label just prevent them if your one of the lucky ones who respond, the day you stop taking them the headaches return. Heres a good write up on them and some bits and pieces from the study as well as the MD who conducted it. http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2014/02/05/longtime-sufferers-of-c...

And heres some other success stories. Theres tons more out there. Thousands and thousands of people use it successfully to stop their headaches. Clusterbuster is a good website and forum where the majority of members are using LSD mushrooms or LSA (drug found in morning glory seeds) and having great success.

This man suffered them for 25 years and after using mushrooms twice a year for the past 5 years hes been pretty much pain free. He estimates he tried about 75 prescription drugs over the years and nothing worked.
http://www.drugfree.org/join-together/can-magic-mushrooms-help-headache-...

This man suffered dozens of attacks a day for 40 years. After his treatment with mushrooms he hasnt had one for 3 months. http://reset.me/personal-story/psilocybin-mushrooms-stopped-cluster-head...

http://www.newsweek.com/treating-cluster-headaches-psychedelic-drugs-81473

Lsd treatment http://newsciencejournalism.com/01/2013/suicide-headaches-how-the-failed...

So i somehow got lucky and came across someone who had some lsd the other day and tried it for myself. Couldn't get mushrooms but he success rates are similar with lsd working even better. Took a very small amount about a half a hit yesterday. Felt a minor buzz, I had no intentions of using it recreationally, i just want to live a normal life and not be in pain. I dont want to speak to soon but todays the first day in I dont even know how long that I didnt lay in pain with reoccurring headaches from 10am-2pm like i do everyday. So its a good sign. Gonna look into growing my own mushrooms or something in the future. Bottom line is mushrooms and hallucinogens have some amazing medical value and the laws a preventing people suffering from ever finding relief.