Ouch! Cycle is too heavy in milligrams and tren is not good. GS has great advice help but there's too much going on up on your post. Your height/weight says you need to double clean calories too. Get to 200 lean then cycle. Without good food youll lose gains fast.

Question.......what is "real cycle" mean? Were priors pills only?

Bro I think tren is too much too soon. For a third cycle it would be nice to add just the anavar or some deca or EQ maybe. And any oral for 15wks will fuck ur liver up. So thats why var is normally ran for 6-8 wks max at the end of cycle U need to fix that and add an AI for on cycle therapy and decide if you want to run HCG and how u want to run it. Read up on hcg use during cycle and hcg as part of PCT. In order to learn u have to research this stuff without us telling u exactly what to do. Also read about AI use as part of the beginning of PCT and the standard PCT of clomid and nolva. Do that and once u understand what each does then the dosage part is easy